Chapter 4 is here… this contains the ripping off of panties, deep kissing and something implied… but that doesn't happen. This is only a Teen fic, so I leave what happens up to everbody's sick imaginations…

Disclaimer: If I own CCS, why Am I writing this?

Chapter 4

And with that, I found myself walking over to sakura's house, too dumbstruck to even cry. I've never even been told off by a teacher before, let alone suspended!

"What came over us, Saku-chan? Why did we say those things?" I wondered, seeking my girlfriend's comforting hand.

"I'm not sure… but they deserved it." She said venomously. I don't think I've ever heard her talk like that either…

"Sakura!" I cried, using her full name, "I mean your behaviour today is weird! First, you kiss me in public, then, you answer back to Terada-sensei, then you swear at the principal, then I call her mentally retarded…"

Once Sakura unlocked her front door and we stepped inside, Kero turned his plush head towards us and gave us a confused look.

"Watcha doin' home at this time 'o day, kiddo?" he asked, turning the TV off and fluttering over to us.

"Kero-chan, we just got suspended from school…' I started to explain, but I was again cut off by my strange girlfriend's potty mouth.

"look, stuffed toy, I don't have time for small talk right now, k? We've been pissed off by the principal, told we can't be a couple, had our parents insulted and suspended but that stupid old hag…" Sakura rumbled, swatting Kero-chan away quite viciously. She then firmly gripped my hand and dragged me upstairs.

My dear Sakura, what have you become? Each minute you become more violent and outspoken, less cheerful and caring. Is this just you, or does the magic you did on yourself have a part in this change? Or is it my fault? Oh Sakura, if only you could see yourself from my point of view. I admit, I'm scared both for you and of you, this terrible creature you've become…

Sakura pulled me painfully but the wrist up to her bedroom, and pinned me down onto her bed, with herself on top.

"Saku-chan… what has come over you?" I cried, struggling to free myself from her grasp.

"I love you, Tomo-chan." She replied, suffocating me with a passionate kiss. She forcefully plunged her tongue into my mouth, causing me to gag and choke.

Sakura! Snap out of this! You're not like this, I know! Stop… please…

Her hands reached for my shirt and fiddle with the top button. Then the second, and the third, until they were all undone. She then ripped my shirt off, and started pulling down my school skirt.

I can't believe this, sakura! You are a slave to your own love! Stop, please! Before you do something you'll regret…

Sakura's tongue finally left my mouth and I gasped for breath. As I looked up into her eyes, usually so cheerful and sparkling, but now empty and filled with blind lust. I summoned all my strength, and screamed straight at her face.

"SAKURA!"

The high note echoed through the house, through the street, but no-one was around to hear it. Sakura paused for a moment and looked at me, her blank eyes bearing a confused look.

"I thought that this was what you wanted, Tomo-chan. You wanted me to change, so that I could love you. You wanted ALL my love… I thought that…"

"Sakura-chan… I fell in love with Sakura-chan, not you. I love the cheerful, ditzy cheerleader that captures Clow cards, who tries on all my costumes… I don't love this thing you've become!" I sobbed, rolling off the bed and putting my shirt back on.

"Tomo-chan…" the broken girl before me breathed in a gulp of air before slumping on the floor, "I thought… I thought this was what Sakura wanted, she wanted to be able to love you with no hindrance, to do whatever she wanted…"

"Sakura… why are you referring to yourself in the third person?" I asked confused.

"I overheard Sakura trying to use the change to make her love you… but the change alone is no enough to do that. The only thing that can do that is I, The Love, the one card Clow could never truly master." The girl answered. "Love is uncontrollable, Tomoyo Daidouji, as you have seen. I'm… sorry for doing this to you."

"You mean… Sakura never really loved me? It was just you, pulling the strings?" I gasped, and tears began to well up in my eyes again.

"No, Tomoyo. Sakura has always loved you. Remember 'I've found a place in my heart that needed to be discovered'? What she said wasn't a lie. Sakura is the only one who has ever really controlled me. I was scared of being sealed, and so I possessed her completely, not letting her love you truly. I'm sorry, Tomoyo, for taking away from you the one thing you truly deserve…"

A purple card fluttered down from sakura's heart. It read "The Love'.

I reached down t pick it up. Instead of the usual pink of the Sakura cards, this one was purple, lavender like my hair. A gasped at the name, written in loopy romaji at the bottom. It read: Tomoyo. The only Tomoyo card that I would ever seal. I gave a chuckle. Love really is its own magic…

"T-tomo-chan?" a small voice came from Sakura, lying on the bed. "I- What was I doing!"

"Saku-chan, I wasn't your fault, really. There was a clow card, and it possessed you-"I began but then Kero burst through the door, screaming: "Sakura! I feel a clow card!"

he abruptly stopped as he saw the card in my hand. Fluttering over, he let out a small gasp at the sight of my name on the card.

"K… Kiddo… you sealed this?" he started, and I gave a little nod, "The Love… the only card that Clow himself could never perfect… sealed by someone with no magic?"

"No, Kero-chan, Tomo-chan has the strongest magic of all," Saku-chan smiled and walked over to hug me, "She has the magic of love."

You thought this was the end? Read on… R&R appreciated!

Emiri