Bella stared into the forever abyss that was the flat. The Bohos stole quick glances to the female. She stood, almost in a way that was only compared to as a zombie. Her feet carried themselves to her room on the edge of the flat.

Now, contrary to popular belief Bella was not completely broken she was just, hurt. The soft feet falls bounced off the crème colored walls, her body taken to the vanity opposite to her bed. Her hands-like her feet- gained their own mind as they rummaged through the vanity drawer. Her hands grasped the small Ziploc of white powdery substance; one hand took it away from the vanity, whilst the other continued searching until they locked on the unused syringe.

'I guess the Cullen's were good for something' she thought venomously.

Due to them Bella knew in the back of her mind that using a syringe more than once or sharing was complete stupidity.

She spent several minutes making the powdered drug into liquid and placing it into the syringe. Then, with a deep breath, the hurt female inserted the needle into her blood stream before releaseing the liquidated drug into her body.

That night she was on her high, in her bedroom. But, unfortunately, Bella was completely, utterly defenseless in her sleep. The carefully constructed walls she constructed to hide the bitter memories of her life broke.

-Bella's dream world-

"I don't love you anymore"

The hurt HE caused deeply broke the very fabric of her heart. But the physical hurt was caused later.

Groan.

"Fuck little lady your sooooo tight," Hot substance pouring into her.

" HEY! Get away from her!" Mark.

Her soul broke next. The rape and emotional hurt took turns hurting her.

Then, she fell in love, again….

Yuki: Thanks a bunches for reading! And guys I'm sooooo sorry for not updating I have been extremely busy and had major writers block.

Kaileigh: Yeah, trust us she HAS. So we are sorry as well, as we are Yun-chan's muses

Rosie: Yun-yun-chan has a slight obsession with naming stuff.

Yuki: also To any of my readers, I'm starting virtual school soon. So I'm gonna be MAJORLY bored so contact me via review if you want me to write anything or leave me a prompt. And sorry for it being so short I just am kind busy right now. Next chapter I'm gonna try for about 2,000 words at the medium. 1,500 at the least. THANKS! I do not own. AND R&R