No one answered my poll. Oh well! Anyways...thanks for anyone who did read my story. But to let you know...I am so sorry for not updating soon enough. I plan on updating every Sunday! So...expect a chapter every Sunday because I am for sure to update Sunday because that is the day I am home all day resting usually so...Sundays are update days!

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Disclaimer:Twilight belongs to Stephanie Meyer. I'm just burrowing her characters and adding a few of my own characters.

New Friend

Chapter 3

And we know it's never simple, never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't, Breathe, Without you,
But I have to, Breathe,
Without you, But I have to.

Breathe by Taylor Swift

I feel a soft gentle push as my little cousin, Abigail, wakes me. Abigail had long light brown hair with blonde high lights through it. She had green eyes like her father. Abigail is the child of my Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper. I was not expecting her to wake me since she lives in Hawaii, at the ocean. I loved her.

"Abby?" I say to her as I wake up and see her wearing some jean shorts that went right above the knee and a purple tank top with butterfly design on it. She's only nine so her breasts haven't developed yet. "What are you doing here?"

"Nessie!" she said excitingly. "I'm staying here the whole summer! Jordan, Kayla, and Daisy are coming too! We're having a family thing! I'm so excited!" she shouted. How come I never knew about this? Soon I feel something coming up my throat as I run to the bathroom and puke it all out. I had way too much to drink last night. I guess you could say I haven't been drinking in awhile. After five minutes, Abby comes in but I puke again.

"Are you okay?" she asked me as she pulled my hair back for me as I puked again in the toilet. She flushes it as I take deep breaths and she goes get me a glass of water. I take a drink and puke for the last time in toilet as I swish the water in my mouth and spit it out into the sink as I drink the rest of the water. The thing that I like most about Abby is she'll help you while you're sick and she knows how to do it. Her dream is to become a doctor or a nurse. Mine was to just marry Jake, but I think I want to be a writer now, maybe.

"Are you okay?" she ask me again as she pulls me into the room she is staying in and pulls out mint gum and give it to me. I take it from her, thanking her.

"I'm fine," I reply. "Thanks Abby, my mom and dad would not have stayed by my side. It's nice having someone do it," I say as she smiles as we head our separate ways. She went downstairs as I went to my room to change.

I put some black shorts that are sort of little too short with a neon green tank top on as I put on my neon green flip flops. I go to the outside and feel the air. It actually feels nice today. So I head downstairs. "Hey Aunt Alice, Uncle Jasper," I say as I give them a hug. "How have you been doing?"

"It's great to see you Nessie!" exclaimed Alice. "Things are going fine." Mom smiled as I hug Aunt Alice again. My mom was making pancakes.

"You were out a little late last night," commented mom. "Where the hell were you?" she asked as I sat down at the table as she served breakfast. "I was worried."

"I'm sorry," I apologize. "I was with Macy and she wanted to take me somewhere so I went. I'm eighteen; I can do whatever I want to." I say as we spoke. Mom just nodded agreeing with me as my dad came in the room.

"There's that sweet daughter of ours, out partying late," he said. My dad knew I was drinking underage but he never said anything, he only inferred to it. He knew I used to smoke under eighteen but didn't say anything. He would never give me trouble; he'd always be getting me out of the trouble. But he was always grounding or telling me the bad things about it. I was glad to have Dad like him. Everyone spoke; it was nice seeing my family again. I loved them. I only get to see my cousins every summer. Each time we had an amazing time. Except last summer, I really wasn't there because I was with Jake, the love of my life.

"Are you going to hang out with us more this summer instead of with Jacob Black?" asked Abby as I blushed. "Did you party with him and make-out? Did you go all the way?" she asked as I laughed and blushed.

"No, he's not here this summer," I say quietly. "He went off to the army to protect our country, and I'm kind of disappointed but I'm getting over the fact and I'm going to make this the best summer ever!" I say excitingly as I can as Abby smiles and hoorays. "When are Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett going to be here?" I asked.

"They say in about two days. Grandma Esme and Grandpa Carlisle are coming in about the same time," answered my mom as I smile. "Why? Do you have plans already?" she asked.

"Can I and Abby go to the FirstBeach in La Push?" I ask as mom nods and Abby hoorays! Aunt Alice of course said yes. At least it gave them time to speak about stuff.

"Let's go Abby!" I shouted. Once we got out, it was freezing as winter but sunny. I knew Abby probably did not pack for this weather.

"It's so freezing!" she screamed. "How can you wear shorts and tank top out here?" she asked as we both started too walked toward La Push. The only reason I wanted to go was so I can remember Jake and all the times. Maybe and an excuse to stop by and see his dad so we can become fond of each other.

"Well, we don't usually, but these are the clothes for when I go visit you in your hot state, Hawaii, but we'll both be freezing, plus we'll look insane because we're wearing clothes for hot weather!"Ishouted as Abby smiles. I know she loved me; she didn't like being the odd one, so I was being the odd one with her. She loved that I did that.

We walked for what seemed like a mile to the beach. We started walking on the beach together and then Abby is saying hi to someone while they're building a sand castle. "Hi," she said. "My name is Abigail Hale; you can call me Abby though."

"Hi Abby, my name is Claire," introduced the little girl by herself. There were boys over there also; they were all about the same age.

"My name's Quil, it's a pleasure to meet you."

"Hey," said a girl behind me as I jumped, like I could've jumped out of these shorts. "My name's Emily. This is my first time here and god, it's so freezing!" she shouted as I smile.

"How can you be wearing that?" she asked as she pointed.

"Well, my cousin is from Hawaii, we have to buy her warmer clothes so I wore this so we would both look insane. But hell yea it's freezing," I say as Emily laughs. "So why are you here? People come here to usually be with family or moved?"

"My parents divorced," she said. "My dad lives here, and he cheated on my mom with some twenty year old girl. I hate him," she said looking at the ground. "So Claire, she's my cousin. My Aunt lives here also. Quil is just Claire's best friend." I nod.

"I have nothing to complain about, my parents love me, they're married," I say. "The only thing I'm complaining about is how my boyfriend may die."

Emily nodded and then said, "Let me guess, your boyfriend is out in war. That sucks for you. I'm sorry. That's a lot to worry about." I nod as we stood there for awhile and watched them play.

Emily was so sweet and amazing. She had long blonde hair with blue highlight through her hair, really big brown eyes. She had light tan since she lived in Florida were my Aunt Rosalie and her family lived. She was easy-going person to speak to. That's what I love about her the most right now.

I heard Claire and Abby giggling. Without thinking I dig in my purse and pull out a cigarette as I lit it up and smoked it. "Sorry," I say quickly to Emily as she just shrugs and watches her little cousin. "So how old are you?" I asked.

"Seventeen years old, you're eighteen, aren't you?" she asked as I nod. As I finish my cigarette, I throw it on the ground and I just let myself drop to the ground as Emily sits right next to me. "You know, life will get better."

"I know, it's already getting better," I reply as I hug my bare cold legs and then I yell, "Abby!" She looks at me. "Are you ready to go?"

"No, I'm playing with my new official friends," she said with some attitude while I laughed.

"Get the hell over here now!" I yelled. "I'm freezing! We'll go shopping for clothes if you come!" I say as I walked away as Abby says bye and runs over here. "Well nice meeting you guys!"

Abby just walked by me and stared up at me. "Nessie, why do you smoke?" She asked, I was stunned from her question. "Everyone says you should never it, Daddy sometimes smokes, but he doesn't smoke as much. Mommy doesn't smoke. Do Aunt Bella and Uncle Edward smoke?" she asked.

I reply, "Not really, but at one point in my life, Aunt Bella smoked for a long period. Uncle Edward smokes a little, just like one every other day." I look down at my feet and then say, "I smoke out of habit and I will probably not stop anytime soon. Don't worry; I'll try not to be a constant smoker. You shouldn't smoke, it's not good, all it gives you is lung cancer and it doesn't help your health." Abby nods.

Abby wants to be a doctor and nurse, but she doesn't know much right now. But she knows a lot more stuff than other nine year olds do. She knows stuff about cancer, health, and she wanted to become a good doctor or nurse. I know that would be the best job for her. I believe she can be anything if she wanted to be.

At least she thought of her future. Jake changed my life, making me want to be a mom who stays home while he works. I would take care of our family. It would be fun, but that all changed. I didn't send any college applications out. But life was going to turn out fine.

Once I and Abby got home we went right in the kitchen where our parents were still talking. I put my purse on the table as I got two water bottles and handed one to Abby.

"Alice and Jasper and Abby, can we talk to Renesmee alone for a little?" my mom asked as they all nod and go to the living room. We all sat at the kitchen table in quiet for a few moments.

Finally my mom says, "We're worried, about you and your future. I think you should do online courses. Like become a creative writer, or anything."

"And you shouldn't be out late or be drinking, with Macy? I don't care what hell Macy's mom does but um…I think you should stop hang-," that's when I interrupted.

"What the hell?" I asked. "I'm trying to make life worth it, plus, you want me to go find some random boy, fall in love so I'm distracted from those things. You can't control my life, I'm eighteen now."

"Renesmee, that's what your father thinks but I don't care who you hang out with sweetie, I just want you to go to college," my mom says and she hands me four letters.

"What's this?" She just nods for me to open them as I tear one open. It was a college application, a letter sent to me from University of Washington. The next one California, New York, and music school, my mom sent college applications for me.

"Mom, I don't know what to say," I start off.

Mom hugs me as I hug back, "You have a week to decide, I believe in you Renesmee and I know what you pick you'll do right and do wonderfully at. But you'll start in fall, for the beginning of the trimester."

"Thank-you," I say and hug my mom. For once I didn't feel like I would be hopeless. We all go out to the room. "So, we should go shopping?" I say.

"Yea!" shouted Abby and Aunt Alice. They both loved shopping. Jasper just always went along with everything. My mom was nodding her head no as Edward did the same. That's why I bought my own clothes, when I went with friends.

"Let's wait till your Aunt Rosalie is here," said Bella as we all agreed. We laid back and watched TV.

Letter 3

Dear Jacob,

Two days seem to only go by this slow without you. I miss you to death, you've always been the one to make things go faster, but you're not here so everything is slow. I miss you so much! Ignore my last message saying to never write me, write me about everything. But my family is coming for the summer. I'm going to college! I'm going to California, New York, or Washington, or Julliard. Right now I like the idea to learn more about dancing, music, and drama. I'm thinking about going to Julliard. But please write me! I miss you and love you so much!

Love,

Renesmee

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