I've been avoiding my friends for three days now. It totally sucks, but I've been hanging out with some my other friends, like Cody, LeShawna, and Owen and his girlfriend, Izzy.

Cody is amazing, he's gay but no one knows, only I do, he told me one night when I asked him if he liked me because everyone was saying that. When I told him that he laughed, he laughed so hard he cried! But then the happy tears turned into serious tears, he told me he couldn't like me because he was gay; he's been one of my best friends since. I use to always be taller then him but now he got taller then me over the summer! And started working out, if he wasn't gay, and if I wasn't crazy for my English Teacher Mr. Smith I would totally go out with him.

LeShawna is pure ghetto. She's hilarious and says the weirdest things that sometimes I don't understand. She is 3rd best girl best friend, she is everyone's friend, and only has one enemy.

Heather Crow. But everyone hates heather; she's a boyfriend stealing bitch-whore.

But Leshawna is amazing, you can tell her anything and she won't judge you, she's also my shoulder to cry on, but I still haven't told her anything about Trent, I mean Mr. Smith. And LeShawna's love life is almost more messed up then mine! LeShawna is falling for her soon to be stepbrother…okay maybe hers is more messed then mine, but I totally don't judge her, we can't help who we fall for!

Owen is a big lovable fun guy. But he weights about 300 pounds! But size doesn't matter, he's great, he can be surprisingly deep and wise sometimes, last year when we were doing poetry in English, he made up some off the most beautiful poems I ever heard, he even made a poem for Izzy! It was so cute! My old Goth self even liked it. He and Izzy have been dating since freshman year! I really think they can make it; they still haven't even had sex! That's real love right there! That says relationships aren't all about sex, I'm still a virgin too, I'm waiting until I'm married, I know, I know cheesy as fuck, but I am.

Izzy is insane! She always full of energy, and can crack a smile out of you at a funeral! Izzy told me she's always so happy and full of energy, because when she was 9 years old she had cancer, she said she almost died and when she survived she decided to live life to it's fullest. She use to hate that I was Goth because she thought I didn't enjoy life, but then I told her why I was Goth…

I told her why I became Goth. I told her how my first love, Jack Mason, died. I told her how this guy I use to date wanted to kill him just because he had me, so one night he did, he shot my Jack right in the heart, and killed him, worst part is, I was right next to him when it happen, I watched as the guy I loved die, sometimes I even taste our last kiss, the kiss tasted like blood. I always wear the locket Jack gave me because the day he gave it to me, he told me he loved me. Man I miss him. But I'm much better now; I'm not Goth anymore which is a good sign.

But whenever I can't hang out with my best friends I just hang out with Cody.

I hang out with LeShawna when I'm angry, because then she takes me to her house where she has a punching bag, it REALLY works great for me.

And I hang out with Izzy and Owen when I'm sad and need cheering up.

But out of all of them I'm closest with Cody. That's why for the past three days I've been hanging out with him. I and Cody have every class together. This is good I've been hanging out with him, and sitting next to him everywhere. I even heard someone saying that were going out. It also makes no one expect he's gay either.

I walk into English class with Cody a few people look at us and whisper… what the heck? We both sit in front of the class, Cody makes me sit in the front because he has to pay attention to class so in order for him to do that he has to sit at the front, and I think he's crazy. The bell rings and finally Mr. Smith walks in the room.

"Sorry I'm late class, my meeting was running late. But today we are starting a new book." He said while getting a book out of his bag. "We are starting The Scarlet Letter. Now get in a group of 4 and begin reading the first chapter." He said while passing out books. I looked in the back of the room and saw Bridge, Duncan,Court,and Geoff partner up. I frowned but turned around. I looked at Cody who nodded and turned to my right and looked at Izzy and Owen who also nodded. We all made a circle with our 4 chairs.

I looked at Mr. Smith as he watched a group read. I miss him so bad.

"Cody." I whispered in his ear

"Yes?" he whispered in mine.

"How do make a guy notice you?" I whispered.

"Try making him jealous?" he whispered. That's it! I'll make Trent jealous!

"Omigod Cody! You're the best!" I said loudly as I grabbed both sides of his face and kissed him! I watched as Trent watched as I kissed Cody for 5 seconds. And when I pulled away Trent had dropped his pen, it looked like it worked! I smiled at Cody as he smiled back knowing that I was making someone jealous.

Owen looked at us weirdly while Izzy was clapping, I turned around and saw all my friends starring and some people gossiping, basically everyone in the classroom just saw, and for sure Mr. Smith saw it! Which was great! Or was it?

A/N: So now we finally know who jack is! And omg! Trent was soo jealous! I feel like Trent's starting to change his mind…