Chapter 4 Sia Sohma is WHAT?

I am so sorry! I had this nearly half way complete when my 2 year old got ahold of the computer and erased it all! I need to give her more credit when leaving the computer alone, she knows more about it seems then I do. I hope you enjoy this!

Laying in bed she couldn't sleep just yet. Looking at the diary she wish could open it to find out of the secrets. She turn the little book in her hands looking at it more closely. By the way it looked it was hand crafted. Someone really loved and cared for her. She looked at one for herself and notice how expensive they were to own one with only 25 pages. "Someone cared Suki to have it made for your thoughts" could have been Laying Tiger?

Maybe could could have a friend pick the lock? No then her friend that once was in a gang who finally left that behind might look down on her. She didn't like this very much.

The voices seem to come when she felt guilty, so did that make her crazy? Or just so guilt ridden that she had to make that voice appear and made it into Suki's voice speaking to her. If that was true, then what? She sighed and turn around still looking at the diary in hand.

She could sneak up stairs to the attic to find the key to the diary. No someone could wake up and see her. Then what? She have to explain why she was up, and she was never a good lier. Suki's things would be leaving in the morning and then what? She was going to be stuck with a diary she couldn't even open.

She closed her eyes and allowed sleep to over come her. After all sleep is the key to successful thoughts right? "Poor Suki, if only we knew more about you. Why you left, why you loved Lee over Cio. How you come to love Laying Tiger. If you were murder, or die of natural old age. Suki, so many questions and yet none of them can be answered." she sigh and allowed the sleep to take over.

I Promise nothing will get you my Torhu Honda

Morning, it was sunny and snowy? It was spring not winter, "Suki, you here?" a male voice rang out. Suki? She wasn't Suki, she was Torhu, she wanted to yell but something stopped her. She turn around her blue dress swerved when she turn to see a tall sliver blue hair male came to the door. His loving eyes looked down at her.

"Laying Tiger," She spoke softly.

"Tell me, he is treating you gratefully." he came through and held her warmly.

She pulled back quickly, her cheeks heating up of the touch of his voice. "Gratefully? You know how that man is. I am not yours. . . ."

"The allow us to run Rose Petals. Run away from this family, from that monster of a husband you had to marry!"

Turning her back, "Dishonor what you speak! Dishonor the family, Dishonor my husband!" Tears ran like rain down her cheeks. Turn back looking at him, "How can you look at me with your eyes, touch me with your hands? I am another mans bride, another mans wife. Yet you speak you love me." she breath deeply. "That monsters child grows in my belly." She started hitting his chest, "Hate me, hate me Laying Tiger, do not love me no more."

He pulled her back, "Never hate Suki, only love. We have seen each other in that garden but when you were just a little girl. I remember those eyes looking at me. Begging me to notice you. I am already dishonor this family my 5th cousin when I spoke love to you and you only." he said coming close to kiss her.

"Miss Honda you awake?"

'Yuki?' that voice, it was Yuki.

"Miss Honda, you feeling ill?" he was outside her door.

She looked at her clock, a hour before school, yea early, but she was always up before everyone else making breakfast. "I'm coming," she called out

"Hey Rat, move out of the way!" She heard Kyo he must be angry not having breakfast ready.

She grabbed the diary and looked at it once more, to only slide it under the pillow. She started getting dress when she turn to see the dress glittering in the sun. How beautiful to wear such a dress of blue. Torhu looked in the mirror to put ribbons in her hair, when a woman of brown hair stood before her.

"Torhu, never feel guilty, for love only happens once." She was gone.

She heard people moving things. Hurry watch them take those things She did in fact run out of the room to watch them not even caring a bit about the chest that belonged to Suki.

"Suki's things,"

"Oh yes, I told them to be careful with her things, but Akito doesn't care one bit. Saying if she disgrace this family why care about her dead things." Shigura sighed, to only turn away. "Come prepare for school. Yuki, Kyo, Torhu come come now." all he said.

How could they just do that to those things? Torhu thought they were taking them to learn more about her, not destroy what was left.

"Why such a interest in Suki?" she didn't mean to say that out loud.

"Well from what I know, everyone seem to have different emotions about her and Akito wants to rid of it for some reason to another." Yuki spoke

"I think we should of just burn her things, what good is to have those things if they are no longer in use." Kyo barked, or more liked hissed.

No one seem to really care, so thought Torhu, but she did. Her things were tossed up in the attic without care, and then tossed into a car without a second reaction. It seem like no one had a reaction about Suki. Other then when she dress in that blue dress.

"Miss Honda, you ok?"

"I'm fine, don't worry about me." she continued her thoughts to herself.

Pouring the soy sauce in the skillet was to keep her mind busy along with all the cooking. School didn't keep her mind off Suki, and the thing she loved was cooking and that didn't help not once. She had burn three things of rice and try the fourth to only brown them. What have she done? At this rate she could starve everyone in the house.

"Torhu, you must still be upset after this morning, with Suki things being tossed around. How about we just order something out for once and you take a break." Shigura said kindly. She turn off the stove and started to do the dishes.

'Could it really bother me so much? Someone I never had anything to do with, no blood related and I care about her things?'

You want them free 'Oh no that voice, block it, block it.' "Please Torhu, help me. I want to protected you from everyone who wants to stop you How could a voice protect her from everyone else? Whats there to protect her from? No one would harm her, but Akito, and he refused to even look at her.

"Hey what do you plan on doing? Just staring at the water in the sink?" She turn to see Kyo.

"No, I plan on going to the attic and do more cleaning, is there something you need me to do?" She smiled.

He gave her a look that pretty much said, 'I don't know about you' "Have fun, don't push yourself. Of there something heavy you want moved you come and get me you hear?"

"Oh yes." She said.

Walking up stairs seem a little more easier then the last few times. Reaching the top she went straight to Sia chest and open it. Looking through it she found pictures, more letters and a frame picture of the family. A Husband two boys and three girls. None of them looked at all happy in the picture except Sia. This strike odd to Torhu, how Suki and Sia had smiled while everyone else frown. She looked at the picture again, then looked at the painting on the wall that was left behind. "Twins!"

Sia and Suki were twin girls. She flipped through the pictures and notice on some of the pictures the way Sia's eyes looked. They were different, Sia and Suki had switched places, they were not just best friends they were sisters, and they switched lives at times.

Thats when she put the picture down to find a small wooden box. Look like it was cut with a bad knife titled 'Sia and Suki Sohma Sins'. She removed the lid and saw papers, letters confessing to each other of something.

Suki

I have done your deed knowing how you love that man. Now I must continue in your place for nine months, for I am with child. I am sorry, I beg do not leave my children unwanted, for your love came by and I told him I was with that monster child. Understand this Suki, he wishes for you more.

Sia

Cio wasn't Suki child, he belonged to Sia. This made things more complicated, and why did they switch lives to just to make things worse.

Sia

I don't know what will happen to me, I am with my own child. Dio almost caught me and my love in bed. I am now with child which he thinks its his. I must leave at once.

Suki

Things just seem more complicated then last. These two women created things in this family that could go down as a scandle. Switching lives, having other mens children, secret desires, but nothing was explain about the curse. "I will read one more."

Sia,

I found a secret of Dio and my love. If you wish to know more you have to read my thoughts. After all you know the key to my thoughts are in my rock garden where I ponder all day and nights under the cherry tree.

Suki

The secret she may have been looking for. She left the diary for Sia, but she may of never gotten it for it was in Suki Chest. More twist and turns.

I'm sorry, once again I also need to inform that I may not write for two weeks. I have my daughters to b-day to plan and 4th July celebration. ty