Before I knew it, it was Sunday. It was our last day before we had to go back to work. I was fine with the idea in general, I was just afraid that as soon as we got there Pam would go back to how she was before. I was afraid, but I would never tell her that.
It felt like any other Sunday afternoon. We were at the table talking about nothing in particular.
"So do you remember when Dwight had those fireworks a few years ago?" I asked Pam. She obviously remembered because she started laughing softly.
"And Kevin and him were dancing around them." She added.
"That was the night that we had our first dinner together." I pointed out.
"Oh yes, the glorious cheese sandwich. How could I forget." She smiled. I put down the coffee that I was drinking and went over to her, I took her hand and led her into the living room.
We both sat down on the couch and I flipped the TV on, but kept the volume down pretty low. I sat with my back to one of the armrests, and Pam's back was on my stomach so we were both facing the same direction. I took her hands in mine and raised them so we could both look at them. She rested her head on my shoulder and sighed.
"Jim, I could spend my entire life like this." she said. I smiled and kissed her head.
"So could I, but it might be a little weird when one of us has to go to the bathroom." I pointed out. She giggled and pushed me lightly with her shoulder. I placed our hands (still entwined) on Pam's stomach.
I was happy. I could really spend my entire life like this, with Pam in my arms. She had no idea how much I loved her. It couldn't be expressed with words. She was my entire life, she was my Pam, and I loved her more than anything else.
I was pretty sure that I fell asleep, because the next thing I remembered was the sound of 'Seinfeld' being played on the TV. Pam was awake, but we were still in the same position. She had the TV volume down, she probably didn't want to wake me. I kissed the top of her head.
"Good morning Mr. Halpert." she said quietly. She twisted her neck so her lips could reach mine for a few seconds. We smiled at each other, then she twisted back to the TV.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"It's about 5:30. We were only asleep for about an hour."
"Oh. What episode is it" I asked as I looked back at the TV. I couldn't tell because I was still in the sleeping mode.
"I think it's the one where George pretends to be a marine biologist.." she responded.
I really didn't watch 'Seinfeld' that much, so I didn't think anything of her answer.
We watched the rest of the episode together. It was pretty funny I guess, Pam likes it. When it was over she changed the channel, the news was on. Nothing really big had happened lately. Just some little stories. I wasn't really interested in the news right now. I decided it was about time to make dinner.
"Well, what do you want for dinner Beesly?" I asked.
"Um, what about pizza? Don't we have some frozen ones?"
"I think so. Pizza it is." I shifted her lightly so I could get up. She stayed on the couch to finish the show.
We had a pepperoni pizza left in the freezer. I turned on the oven so it could pre-heat.
While I waited for the oven I went back into the living room. The show was just finishing up. Pam got up from the couch and came over to me. She gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and went off to the bathroom.
The oven beeped. I put the pizza in for the right time and recycled the box. Pam came up behind me and put her arms around my waist.
"Hey Pam." I smiled at her. I twisted in her arms so I could face her.
"I love you." she said, hugging me tighter.
"You have no idea how much I love you Beesly." I responded.
When the pizza was done baking we sat at the table and ate together. We were talking about a prank we were going to pull on Dwight tomorrow. We were thinking about removing one object from his desk every time he went to the bathroom, and seeing how long it took for him to realize.
She really had no idea how much I loved her.