Chapter 4

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As Andy began to slowly compose herself she made her way towards the barn, she was going to talk to Tracy, to Oliver and find out what the hell had happened. As her mind began to wonder back to the hospital she could not believe the reaction that she had received from Sara. Although Andy knew she had left on not the best terms with Sam, he had said he loved her more than anything and would fight for her, if this is something he meant, then how could she speak to her like that, how could he have not even spoke about the person he loved, "wow am I that difficult." STOP IT, she be raided herself silently" it will be okay," at least she hoped.

As Andy reached the barn doors her cell phone began to ring, she looked down at the id and saw it was Tracy, with one touch she spoke, "hi meet me in the locker room ASAP please, "and then hung up and proceeded inside. As she reached the locker room door she let out a breath and opened the door to see Tracy sitting on the bench waiting.

"Trac, "Andy almost lept into her arms and hugged her. "What the hell happened, why didn't you tell me before I got there, why does she think this is my fault?" Andy continued to ramble. As Tracy struggled to get a word in she silently pulled back from Andy and motioned for her to sit beside her on the bench.

"First, I didn't know Sara would be there, second breath and I'll explain what happened ok,"Tracy said in her motherly tone. Andy nodded and began to recount that horrible night 5 months ago.

Flashback

The memory the accident returns in slow motion with an astonishing list of details that gets freeze-framed from beginning to end over end over end.

On the journey from the penny, Sam was driving behind a small truck that seemed to plod toward the upcoming red light. It was a few minutes later when the people in front of him were still talking at the green light, and guessing he wasn't in the best of moods, or he wasn't when he left the penny, The light turned green, but the truck was still moving slowly forward. The driver ahead mentioned that he seemed to become frustrated, honking his horn as he watched the other driver ahead. They said he seemed to be fixated to the right. A pedestrian who saw the entire thing said they physically gasped at what was just about to come into his view.

A brand new Black Dodge Charger blazed through the opposing stop light came into his lane and broadsided his truck. They hadn't even tried to stop, the car smacked into him without warning, and slammed it into a light post on the street. When officers arrived the scene was grisly, the other driver was dead.

Tracy continued to slowly fill in the blanks regarding the other driver and the accident. Sam had internal bleeding, a collapsed lung and a contusion on his brain. His heart had stopped twice on the way to the hospital, and he had already endured 3 surgeries to repair his internal injuries as well as reduce the swelling on his brain. As Tracy continued to relay the sequence of events, Andy noticed a tear escape her friend's eye.

"Andy it was so bad, Oliver was there to and we couldn't do anything to help him, it was like jerry all over again" Tracy murmured as the pain in her eyes and her voice was evident. "They took him to the hospital, and after all this time he has stayed the same, he in something called a persistent coma I guess, and nothing has changed at all over the last few month."

As Andy tried take in everything that Tracy had told her she still flashed back in her mind to why didn't they tell me, and why does Sara blame me. As if reading her mind Tracy spoke again.

"They contacted Sara, because she is his next of kin, and well to put it kindly Gail filled her in on the rest of your relationship with Sam and kind of skipped some details, and I don't think either of them are your biggest fans." Tracy spoke earnestly

"Why would Gail do that, I didn't do anything to her, but be her friend, did I? "Andy asked posing it like a question to Tracy

"Look you don't deserve this, she shouldn't pretend to know you or about you and Sam, she is mad and Gail gave her an outlet for that, can you understand that? "Tracy said in her motherly wise tone

"I get it Trac I do, but no one even told me, he could have died and I wasn't here, what is up with that?" Andy said hurt marring her tone

"Andy, look you weren't together, you left I'm sorry but why would they tell you "Tracy said with noted regret

As Andy huffed, Tracy was right, why would they. They weren't together, but that didn't change that she loved him, and before she left he had finally returned the sentiment. She needed time to process her feelings, and figure out her next move. As Andy looked at Tracy she leaned in and hugged her "I'm going to go ok, I call you later ok,"Andy said looking at Tracy with a misty look in her eyes, with that she turned on her heels and left.

As the day turned into night, Andy began to realize quite how long she had been walking around. She stopped and surveyed her surroundings and found her self outside the hospital once again. As Andy looked up and down the hospital parking lot, all her feelings and thoughts had come rushing back, she needed Sam, and she needed to be there for him, to help him recover, to show him she would not leave him without a fight again. Sara may be mad, but she had to understand that there is always more to the story. As Andy resigned herself to her decision she thought it will be okay, Sara will listen and understand and I'll be able to help Sam with anything I can, the thought of being near him made her smile and then the thought of seeing him smile made her heart race. She could do this, there was no other choice.

Andy made her way into the hospital, and then to Sam's floor. The time she had spent undercover had enabled her to make herself invisible in a crowd, this will come in handy she thought to herself. As she looked towards his room, she heard Sara saying goodbye to her brother and that she would return in the morning, and that she loved him, with that she exited the room. Andy watched from a distance as she talked to the nurse on duty for a minute and with a small wave she was gone. Deciding it was now or never Andy looked around quickly and approached his room, and with the coast clear she slipped in.

A/n:anyone know how to beta, need some help with ideas to bounce around, pm if interested thanks again for the support