AN: Although I am extremely sad that only one person reviewed my last chapter. Here is this chapter I know it's short.
Chapter 4
"It is my fault it always my fault I promised them all I would protect them but I didn't." I said crying hysterical
"Who else did you promise?" Dean asked hugging me my eyes went wide
"Um… nothing… I didn't mean it like that." I said scratching my arm
"Your lying to me." He said
"No I'm not." I said
"Tell me the truth." I sighed I had to give in you know it's him so I have to tell him
"My boyfriend was killed by it, Dean and my Mum was killed by it when I was 6 month's old as while." I said Dean looked pissed Sam looked sympathetic
"You want to tell me this now my Mum died when I was 4 years old, and you couldn't have told me then, that's selfish your big part of this and you didn't tell me!" Dean shouted
"You don't care that my boyfriend and Mother were killed do you, you care that this could of helped your Dad get revenge on the yellow eyed son of a bitch!" I shouted "So Dean you might think I'm selfish but right now I think you are!" I shouted he went towards the door
"Where are you going?" I asked
"To a bar!" He shouted
"Yeah go sleep with one of your std carrying whores!" I shouted he stormed out of the motel room and when the door slammed the door I broke down crying Sam came over and hugged me
"You're not mad at me?" I asked
"No not mad, just a little confused why my Loo Loo would let Dean get to her like this." He said
"Well maybe your Loo Loo has grown up and changed." I said laying on his shoulder
"You haven't changed a bit Loo Loo but just tell me what happened during the time I was away please." He said I sighed I do that a lot
"Dean." I said Sam looked at me then he smiled
"Loo Loo do you love Dean?" He asked
"No." I said quickly but I was still crying
"You do." He said I sighed see what I mean
"Okay I do but it will never happen he's more about one night stands, never see each other again, he wouldn't want me no one does." I said
"Loo Loo don't think like that you never know he might surprise you." He said
"Thanks can we just sit here for a while?" I asked he nodded I fell asleep