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Finding it difficult to turn the page of her textbook as the pages were stuck together she put her finger to her tongue to wet it just a tiny bit to help turn the page. Turning the page, she found the next set of problems she was assigned to do quite hard, causing her to groan a bit as she laid a bit back in her chair and closed her eyes, but quickly re-opened them as she felt a hand rest itself of the round swollen belly she had in her 6th month of pregnancy.
''Oh, hi Tamaki.'' Haruhi said, a tiny smile appearing on the side on her face but quickly her happy friendly expression faded when Tamaki began to pester her in which she replied with a groan as she slammed her head down on the desk.
''Are you hungry? Are you tired?'' He asked with a loud voice causing Haruhi to cover her ear and flinch. ''Do you want me to go out and buy something for you and the baby? Are you tired? Why don't you go rest?'' Not being able to hold his worry in, he began to make nervous squeals in between his questions. Hearing his pestering and wanting to not hear it, Haruhi began to tap her fingers on the desk trying to distract herself from her husband's rambling. Though Tamaki quickly took notice in this and began to tug at her arm and started whining high-pitched whines, ''Haruhi, why aren't you answering? Aren't you hungry? What if the baby is hungry? Aren't your tired? You are pregnant after all and need a certain amount of sleep.'' He said in a serious tone. Looking up she gave him a skeptical look, ''No, I'm fine and the baby is fine! I'm not tired at all and I just ate a hour ago; I'm not hungry what so ever. Now as you can see, I need to finish this assignment.'' She said with a serious tone and hearing her husband sniffles and cries she ignored them as she stood back up on her chair and opened her textbook to continue working on her assignment.
After minutes of crying and whining of trying to persuade Haruhi to agree to do what he wanted, he realized Haruhi not matter much how he tried would refuse. Realizing this he wrapped his arms around her waist and put his head on her belly In which Haruhi replied with a befuddled stare while raising her left eyebrow up. Finally leaving the room, Haruhi sighed a sigh of relief and felt more relaxed to continue her work.
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Finally finishing her assignment, she closed her textbook and standing up with the support of the edge of her desk she grabbed her textbook and carefully put her book back into her book bag. Standing back up to walk downstairs she paused for a moment and moving her hazel eyes down she looked at her ballooned stomach. Wrapping her hands around the bump she began to feel the baby inside beginning to kick restlessly. Her bump was quite big now as she was in her last week of the second trimester and the size of her belly was comparable to about the size of a large watermelon.
Hearing a vase brake and hearing a loud shriek from her husband, Haruhi's thoughts were harshly brought to a stop as she slammed her head into her hand with a groan. Preparing to scold her husband and clean up the mess he made she made her way downstairs.
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Now in her 7th month, Haruhi shuffled along the halls of the store cautiously as she was now unable to see her feet and did not want to trip. Hearing her husband's rambling on Haruhi wondered how he managed to be so enthusiastic all the time. Finding his talking to be quite boring as it was simply the same thing he always talked about, her mind wandered off as she began to look around the store.
As they were in a baby store, Haruhi couldn't help but notice all the other pregnant women around her and quickly noticed something of all them seemed to have in common with each other.
They all looked so incredibly happy.
All of them with sun bright smiles on their faces, all of them filled with laughs and giggles around their husband's, all of them with what seemed to be no worries or stress what so ever.
Noticing this, Haruhi began to feel that familiar feeling of incredible sadness and guilt taking over her emotions. For her, her pregnancy was completely the opposite of happiness since the very beginning. Since the moment she received the news that a infant baby was growing inside her she felt nothing but constant worry and even thinking thoughts such as it would had been better never convinced. She felt no connection or love what so ever towards her baby. For all these other babies it seemed, they would be born into a mother who wanted them and loved them the moment they were told they would be mother. For Haruhi's child, this wouldn't be the case and it's not as if she could force herself to love it. For some people, love isn't something you can force. You can't force yourself to love something to bits to bits and for Haruhi this was the case. It made her for guilty and sad but it was the truth. The complete absolute truth.
Completely caught up in her thoughts she hadn't even felt her husband touching her shoulder in which Tamaki replied with a blank stare but tapping her shoulder once more and a bit harder he was able to get his wife attention in which he then grabbed her to take over to the shopping cart filled with clothes and toys he quickly picked out. Looking through all the clothes and toys she replied with a set of widened eyes. ''All of this? How did you even manage to get all this so quickly?'' This question was replied to with a happy smile. ''I actually just found the cart, and looking through the cart I noticed I liked the clothes and toys.'' Though as Haruhi continued looking through the clothes and toys she realized something and looked up at her husband, ''These are all clothes and toys for a boy; how can you be absolutely sure it's a boy?'' Hearing this, her husband's smile faded and he began to whine, ''Because Haruhi! I just know!'' Now beginning to whine higher pitched whines, Haruhi began to feel glares from others and began blushing embarrassed from the attention she was ganging from her husband's whines. Tapping on his shoulders and nodding to show she agreed with him she quickly whispered, ''Okay I believe you. Now please stop whining.'' Hearing this the blond calmed himself with a smile and grabbing her hand they walked hand in hand to pay for the clothes and toys as Haruhi sighed a sigh of relief.
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This was another really fast update. It took me two and half days to write but I was literally on the computer for hours and hours. Again, this chapter is hard to write because I'm trying my best to have details and not end up writing something choppy like this,
Haruhi walked down the halls of the stores carefully because her stomach was so big she couldn't see her feet and she did not want to fall.
That is one my biggest fears for my writing. I'd hate my writing to end up similar to the example I just gave you.
I went over it a couple of times, but even when I do that there always ends up being some errors I miss so tell me what I missed. I went back and changed the little errors on the previous chapters.
