Chapter 4

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warnings: rape

As Loki was walking home he was grabbed from behind, and draged away to a dark shack. Loki was panicking as he tried to fight off his attacker. He tried to scream but his mouth was covered.

"Aw... Come on Loki, don't be afraid, it's me. You know I love you..."

Loki froze when he heard the voice, and tears started to stream from his eyes as he began to shake violently.

It was Thanos.

Thanos tied a thick piece of fabric over his mouth to keep him quiet. Loki whimpered and tried to stop him. Thanos then proceeded to tie Loki's arms tightly behind his back. When he finished Loki was panting and struggling to get free. Thanos walked I front of him smirking.

"Don't be afraid, child." He walked to Loki and kissed his forehead. Loki was shaking badly and he tried to move himself backwards away from the man. "Loki I just want to get closer to you." he said smirking down at Loki.

Thanos pushed Loki down and pulled out a long shiny blade. "Stop fighting... You know you want it." He says with a grin. He then begins to cut Loki's clothes. Pulling them away.

Loki tried to hold his breath and stay still. He was terrified. He felt gross. He felt dirty and worthless. He felt alone.

"It's no use, I'm going to use you and there's nothing you can do about it." The man whispers into Loki's ear before licking it. Loki cringes and turns his head away. he tries to cross his legs to hide his lower bits, resulting with a chuckle from Thanos.

"Now, now my dear don't hide." Thanos grabs his knees and forcefully spreads his legs wide open. He snears in disgust. "You should be greatful I even look at your hideous body, so you owe my this at LEAST." He starts to nibble down his neck scratching down his sides. "I'm the only one who would ever be able to love you."

Thanos started to undo his pants, and pulled out his hard cock. Loki's small body was shaking badly. He was so scared.

Thanos began to laugh loudly before saying, "I deserve this Loki, even if you don't, I deserve this." He lined himself up before thrusting in, causing Loki to scream around his gag.

Tears were streaming down his face as he yelled and tried to fight the bigger man. Thanos was leaning down panting and gasping pleasurably in Loki's ear. Each thrust was like agony. Painful, deep, and fast. Tearing up his insides.

Eventually Loki couldn't fight any more, and he just laid crying. Begging for it to end. The world around him was dimming. He could only feel pain.

Everything went black.

Loki sat up in his bed panting hard and fast. He looked around his room frantically before whimpering and curling up.

'It was all a dream. I'm okay. I'm okay. He tried to tell himself as he rocked on his bed.

After a very long while Loki dragged himself out of bed and onto the floor. Here he curled up with just his blanket and cried. He almost didn't hear it, but there was a soft buzzung noise.

Loki went stiff. He slowly pulled the blanket down and looked up. His cell was eminating a soft blue light. With a shaky hand he reached for it.

Rubbing his eyes a bit he sees that Tony had sent a text. "Hey Loks I know it's way late and your probably not up just wanted to say hi. Shoot me a text in the morning I guess." Loki blinked his wide wet eyes a bit before fumbling with his phone to answer Tony.

"Hi!" Was all he said. The answer was quick and surprised Loki. "What the hell man! You scared the living crap outa me! What are you still doing up?" For a few seconds Loki stared blankly at the responses before his lips slowly stretched into a small smile.

"What do you mean why am I still awake, you texted me first." "I just finished some work I was doing, so makes sense for me to be awake. But you in the other hand have work tomorrow bright and early, so there is no reason for you to still be awake." Loki was smiling fondly at the screen, before he looked down a bit and bit his lip.

Should he tell Tony about the nightmare? Would he even care? Taking a deep breath he makes his decision. "I may have sorta had a nightmare." He sends before sighing.

Loki was a bit nervous about what Tony was thinking. He jumped when he got his reply. "Sorta?" Loki bit his lip. "Yeah..." "How can you sorta have a nightmare?" Loki sighed in exasperation. "Well okay maybe not sorta... Maybe not maybe..."

Sighing a bit Loki curls up around his cell, waiting for an answer. When it comes he breaths in deeply. "Are you okay?" Was he okay? Loki thought about it for a bit before answering. "I'm not really sure, I don't really feel okay."

"Do you want to talk?"

"We are talking."

"No Loki I mean, do you want me to call you?"

Loki blinked wide eyes for a bit before biting his lip. Talk to Tony? As in he can hear his voice? Loki wasn't sure how he felt about this, but he was feeling a bit desperate at the moment. Loki sighed and curled up even closer to himself. Finally making up his mind he answered Tony.

"yes please."

A few minutes after he sent his reply, Loki was getting restless. Tony hadn't answered him or called him yet. He was worried that something had happened, or that Tony had just decided he didn't care anymore. Loki bit his lip in worry, and sighed Curling his body impossibly closer.

Suddenly a loud ring broke the silence in the room, and caused Loki to jump and toss his phone. Panicking he realized what he just did and scrambled to grab it before the ringing stopped. When he picked it up he just stared at the pick-up button. Taking a deep breath for courage he pressed the button.

"Hello?"

Loki heard a soft voice ask. Loki froze up.

"Hello? Loks? The Lokster?" Several other nicknames were said into the device. Loki could only stare ahead of himself.

"Loki?"

That was all it took and it snapped him out of his paralysis.

"huh!? Oh uh I guess hi..." Loik said quickly in a slightly panicked quiet voice. He heard a light chuckle from the other side. "Don't be so tense, I can't bite you through the phone."

The joke caused Loki to giggle, "Wow Loks! That has to be one of the most adorable sounds I have ever heard!" Loki blushed hard as he struggled a bit for words. "I-I am not a-adorable! I h-have no idea w-what your talking about..." He finally got out.

He hears a slight sigh from Tony, "Are you okay?" He asked Loki with a gentle voice. Biting his lip lightly Loki frowns. Loki didn't really feel okay, sighing he took deep breath and answered softly. "I don't think so..." "You don't think so?" "Well no... it's a little bit hard to breath, and I feel scared..."

"What are you scared of Loki?" Loki made a silent noise of frustration. "It's silly..." He heard Tony give another chuckle. "I don't care, but I honestly don't think it will be."

Biting his lip again Loki tells him, "well honestly um I'm scared of um well that uh guy..." "That guy? Whose that guy Loki?" "The uh one I told you about before..." They were both quiet for a second before Tony made a soft, "oh."

Loki ran his hands through his hair nervously, waiting for Tony to say something. "Loki that's not silly. That's normal, he hurt you. I'm scared of people who hurt me." Loki furrowed his brow a bit, "Who hurt you?" He heard a sigh from Tony, "That doesn't matter right now Loki."

Confused Loki nods slowly before realizing Tony can't see him, "oh, ok... Are you sure?" He could practically see the smile on Tonys face when he answered, "Yes, I'm fine loks, don't worry about me."

sighing a bit Loki made a mental note to bring it up later. "Okay..." He heard a very light chuckle before Tony spoke again. "Thanks Loki. Now talk to me." "Talk to you?"

he heard a sigh, "yes, talk to me, why are you feeling scared of that man?" "Well because of the nightmare..." He heard Tony hum slightly I'm thought before answering. "I wish I could be there." Loki bit his lip thinking, "why do you wish that?" "If I was there I would be able to give you a big hug and tell you it's ok. But for now... Loki do you have a pillow?"

A bit confused as to why Tony would ask that he answered positively. "Good, I want you to snuggle up to it and pretend it's me." He gave Loki a second to wrap himself around the pillow. "Loki, your okay. He can't hurt you." Tony continued to give Loki reassuring words, but eventually Loki was having trouble keeping his eyes open and he slipped off into sleep.

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