Hi again, I really have been bad at writing, I mean the story is kinda hard to get but, hey, maybe my next book will do better, but there still some chapters for this book, thank you for reading. (:

Chapter 4: The bitch who yelled bloody murder..

Kelly was in third grade when she met Amber. She was in a new class, without her cousin, Jazzy or her brother Max. Its been hard for Kelly for a long time, barley getting a hang of English, and her new parents, and the new environment. Kelly was scared. So scared that she felt like she was going to piss her pants, in fact she did piss her pants, that first day, in class.

See she started her day off freaking out, she knew her third grade class wouldn't have Jazzy or her brother Max. So in the morning, she gotten up with a heavy heart, being scared, she try many plans of not going to school, first she said "she was sick" Didn't work. Then she tried to hide, they found her in the closet. Then she tried to act like she was the exorcist, saying that if they made her go to school she would eat all the souls of the kids. Finally Jazzy went over to Kelly, and said "that if I have to go to school then your going to have to go to school to!" and that was it. Kelly finally got ready, and went and ate breakfast, drinking lots of water, and eating as much food as she can. She walked into class, and she sat down by the nearest seat that was close to the door, a corner seat. Then other student's storm the room, and someone had gotten the seat next to her. A girl, who had very black hair and brown eyes, she smiled at Kelly and sat down. Then the teacher came in and said "HELLO MY THIRD GRADERS!" he was big; huge. Almost like Santa with no hair, " WELCOME, WELCOME!" minuets later half way threw the introduction of Kelly new class, Kelly felt it, she felt the need to pee, she slowly raised her hand, and waited. The teacher hadn't noticed her, yet, and after drinking all that damn water she felt like she was going to cry! Just as the teacher was just about done with his introduction, his phone rang and he answered it, which lead into a whole conversation/fight with his wife on rather he was going to buy the milk or she was going to buy the milk after work still unaware of poor Kelly and her bladder! Finally she release it, and she looked down to see the puddle, luckily it wasn't that big, but it still was noticeable, she didn't know what to do, the teacher was still, talking on the phone. Finally the girl next to her took notice, Kelly thought for sure she was dead. but instead of getting up and yelling, the girl quickly look at Kelly, and then back at the teacher. The girl whisper "hold on, ill be back!" With them being in the way back of the room, and the door just being right there, the girl was able to sneak right out, and head to the bathroom to grab paper towels, back in a second. The girl, handed the paper towel, to Kelly, and then went into her bag, and grab a little perfume bottle, "my mother got this for me for my birthday, here use some, to get rid of the smell" Kelly looked at the girl, thinking how kind she was, and how brave she was for doing all that she did. Kelly was okay now, thanks to this girl, she gave the bottle back and "said thank you so much, my name is Kelly" "your welcome, my name is Amber" the two girls, look at each other then started laughing…(in the end the teachers wife had to get the milk)

After that, she hanged out with Amber more and more, Which meant, Jazzy hanged out with Amber to. Then in 7th grade Jazzy had met Lana, who then met Kelly and Amber. After that they were in 8th grade, and she met Jack, but sadly that wasn't the only boy she met, in 8th grade, because just like Lana, she met a boy, named Edwin…..

See unlike Blair, Edwin was full on out there, Edwin told her about the drugs he does, and the drinking, also how his family wasn't the best, and the abuse he went threw. Maybe that what she liked about Edwin, how he needed Kelly, or by the fact he was a year older. By the end of 8th grade year, they been together since 5 months, already saying "I love you" and changing there Facebook to "in a serious relationship!"

Right before school ended, Edwin and Kelly were hanging out, walking the streets where Edwin lived, when out of nowhere Kelly sees her cousin Jazzy, "strange, she said she was hanging out with Amber tonight" she watched her cousin form afar, then to see Jazzy was selling. She couldn't believe her eyes, after all the shit they been threw, after everything, why would she do this? And why hasn't she told me? Kelly thought. Has she been that busy, that she hadn't seen or known that her own cousin was selling drugs? Does Max know? She thought she smelled weed in the damn house. Form that point on Kelly couldn't see her cousin as her cousin anymore, only as a person who she had to lived with, Kelly wanted to talk about it with Jazzy but she would just make up lies, and tried to say she wasn't. See the thing was she didn't know who to talk to it about, she couldn't talk to her friends. They would tell Jazzy they known, her friends were Jazzy friends too. She had talk about with Edwin but, he wasn't a good talker. Soon she just stared hanging out in her room, alone, thinking on what to do about this issue, then finally it led up to Kelly having a nervous break down, and she sobbed, yelling "the whole world is a lie, its all lie, this is all bullshit" the scene itself was horrible one, that was in a middle of a class. the teacher didn't know what to do, but after a minuet, the teacher thought the best thing was that, Kelly talked to a consular in the office. There Kelly broke down and told the consular on what happened, then the police came, and then Jazzy was there, and she got put in hand cuffs, she told Jazzy how sorry she was, and how she was going to get better, and how she didn't want this kind of lifestyle for Jazzy. Jazzy had said noting to her, and she didn't even looked at her, only at the floor… She didn't what she had done, Kelly now was full of regret and sadness, she couldn't stopped crying, finally after school, she waited for her brother to tell him the news.

As her brother got home, with Jazzy parents, she told them what happened, Jazzy parents, look shocked, disbelieve. Max on the other hand looked down on the floor and stared crying, then looked up at his sister and said "YOU BITCH! SHE WAS SELLING THE WEED BECAUSE SHE WAS PAYING BACK THE MONEY I OWE!" After this statement was said, Jazzy parents, jump to there feet, with anger, Jazzy father first to react, then mother, yelling at Max, but then at Kelly, yelling how they should have came to them first! Finally they both stormed off, into there room, leaving Kelly and Max. "why didn't you talked to her? She would have explain" Still fresh tears dripping down Max face. Kelly still speechless with shock. She didn't know what to say, so instead she ran out of the room, and runaway to her boyfriend house, where she stayed for the rest of the summer. Jazzy parents allowed it, wanting to get rid of the thing that got there little girl arrested. Max stayed at Jazzy house.

The first night, she spent with her boyfriend house, they got into a fight, Edwin said, that he felt unloved, because Kelly kept all her attention on her family & friends. Kelly did think Edwin was right, so instead of fighting, she took all her clothes off, and said " love my body" Edwin didn't wait at all, already they were on the bed, you could say there first time was beautiful, or you can say it was ugly form the point of view, Edwin was taking advantage of her, but then all she needed in that moment, was love, and so she thought sex was love, She didn't know that it wasn't, but she felt like if she did it, she would be better, and that Edwin would be her new family and she could leave her friends behind.

All summer that's what it all was about. Sex, Drugs, and drinking. It was all fun and games, till Edwin came out and said that he was cheating on her. But Kelly said she didn't care. She would stay with him, Edwin then said, you might have AIDS, I'm positive…I just found out the other day….

, first it was all anger, she was crying, yelling, but then She still loved Edwin. She said that she would go get tested/ She was scared. So scared, She felt like she was back in 3 third grade, peeing her pants, but this time there's no Jazzy, or Amber, or any of the other friends, because Kelly had pushed them away.

She sat there in the waiting room…..

Waiting for the results…..