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Chapter Four
Daisuke
I know what it's like to be inside the mind of someone truly disturbed. Dark has thoughts too, thoughts I guess he could keep from me. I never remembered him taking over before, but apparently he did, often. All those times I thought I had just gone out early, or fallen asleep in class, lost my contacts, all him, all him. Who am I anyway? Was I him, or was he me? I do not know anymore, less than before.
Doctor Hiwatari keeps telling me that I'm the one who came first, that Daisuke was the baby; Daisuke was always here when dark had gone to who knows where. Daisuke came before Dark. But what did names mean. We were two different personalities weren't we? Maybe Dark was the first personality, but liked the second name better. For all my memory of him and I, Dark was older than Daisuke.
Now that I am me again, the doctor has promised no more hypnotism, not until he is certain that he can control my other me. No longer do we refer to Dark as a separate being, he is me, but in a different way. I cannot say I truly understand what that means, but the doctor told me to trust him on this. I trust the doctor, with my life. Dark says I'm stupid, that the doctor didn't much care for what I had to say or any of that, but he lied. It is easier to tell if someone is lying when you've been able to see how they think; I guess that is why I have never been able to lie to him.
Today they gave me no medication, that was what was in the needle, but I couldn't say I wanted it as much anymore. Doctor Hiwitari was helping. Still there was that nagging, the same that that dark did, but in my own voice, saying the stuff in the needle would shut up dark forever, with none of the pain that came with each new revelation, none of the confusion, simple out. The nurse eyed me nervously as she through me in the room.
Today was not the day I would be allowed out with the other patients, not yet. Doctor Hiwitari said I would soon, I can't wait to be around other people.
Nurses report
Daisuke has shown vast improvement since Dark has reseeded, I have gathered that the man is still there but that is all. Today though there was something odd, I saw something as cold and calculating in Daisuke as I saw in his other personality. I will consult with Dr. Hiwitari to see if this is an improvement. With Darks confidence it might be, but maybe it would be best to get rid of the dark things the other Daisuke did. That is how we are supposed to refer to Dark now. I still don't understand how two people different in everyway, even appearance according to the other one are the same person, I really must consult with Dr. Hiwitari if I am to continue caring for this patient.
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