Author's rambling area: I just thought of making up to you guys and... I feel horribly bad of the previous*crappy* chapter... And to make up for it, I am now going to try and remedy the crappiness of the previous one.

I think that there's no need to say this but... I don't own Vampire Knight... Oh... And it follows the plot line of VK Guilty/VK manga but would be told in my own *crappy* way with different *crappy* ideas that will lead into a *crappy* version of my fic. This will be applicable to a few more chapters before it goes in a different track... *still, my plot bunnies have not yet rreturned but I have this urge to write.*

Chapter 4: Everything Was In It's Place But I Found Myself Lost In The Haze

I'm worried about Yuuki. She's being... weird... She had tried to ask Kaname about her unknown past. But when I saw her, the look in her face tells me that she wasn't able to gather any information from him. I tried to get information form him but it could already be told that I got none because we are sworn enemies and rivals. Obviously, he wouldn't be stupid enough to tell me anything aside from the fact to f--k off... Seriously, that... man really gets on my nerves...

But, that's not what I'm concerned about...

I'm worried about Yuuki...

Ever since we paid the Association a visit, she started to be out of herself... She always looked so out of the world... And last night, when I went to her room to check her up, she pushed me down and strangled me... It's not like I care... I owe so much to her that she could even take my own life away.

She then released me, claiming that she was just had a weird dream that made her act weirdly. It's not like that I believed what she said, but seeing that she pushed me out of her room, I went out.

When I had walked an approximate of 20 steps from her room, I heard her burst into a crying fit. I dashed back to her room as her wails became louder. I opened the door to see her falling asleep in Kaname's arms.

"What are you planning to do with her, Kuran" I spat at the man who has caused Yuuki her misery.

"Whatever it is, it doesn't concern you." he said and a strong wind blew, making me blind. When I opened my eyes, they were no longer in sight but I can smell their scent.

I followed it and soon after 10 minutes, I had sensed 2 vampires at the clock tower. I went there to find Yuuki reaching up Kaname's face. Hatred befell on my being when I had sensed that Yuuki was turned into a vampire. I pulled out my gun and loaded it. Yuuki glanced up to me and ran in front of Kaname.

"Zero! No... This man is... this man is my older brother." she said and then passed out with Kaname catching her. The hatred turned to surprise. "Her... brother? Impossible! She's... human! Or... Was she...?"

"You don't seem to believe it even though it came directly from her mouth. Yuuki is indeed the daughter of Kuran Juuri and Kuran Haruka. Since you are a vampire, you should be able to sense it... But you are also on the side that are after us." Kaname said as he lifted Yuuki in his arms and walked away, leaving me confused and... hurt?

"How can she be a pureblood when she has always been human?" I thought as I walked back down again to my room.

"How can life do this to me when I have already lost my family... Now, why are they taking the only thing that I can possibly rely on to?" I thought as I entered my room and locking the its door.

"Pureblooded vampires... No... All vampires are creatures who triffle down with the lives of the humans... And that is a fact... A fact whose face has already revealed itself to me..."I thought as I sat on my bed.

It seems that everything is in it's place but I can't find my place in the world where the truth disguise itself as a lie and where lies disguises as the truths.

Author's rambling space: Ugh... So short! Gahh!! I don't like this... At all... T_T... Gosh... Why can't I find the words that I'm looking for?

Guys, I really am sorry that this has to be crap and that it is junk... T_T

But I *think* that this will have its place in the real plotline(?)* I am not so sure myself...]

Geez... I will *try* to finish at least 3 chapters so that I can present to you guys the *somewhat* real plotline of my story.

The reason why I can't think of a proper beginning is because I start writing at the end. _

Anyway, if I can't finish/make the chapters tonight, then I'll do it tomorrow and dream the next *crappy* chapter.

Also, I would like to thank all the readers and subscribers for reviewing and subscribing despite the crappiness...

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