Well I gotta say I only got two votes on here about who Buffy and Faith should be with. My mom was the tie breaker. You'll find out soon enough who's together. Thanks to my buddies you know who you are cus you've reviewed 4/5 of my stories. Yep yep I'm talkin bout kenyon87 and hotcutii3. Sorry if I disappoint one of you in the future chapters.
FPOV.
They called me back for a carin and sharin typa thing. What the hell? The basic scooby gang plus my fam are all in the livin room. We are all jus' sittin here for now. Very awkward silence is stretchin and it it deafenin. I speak up first.
"sooo..." I start. Buffy picks up.
"why do you three hate me so much?" Braden already said he didn't and she thinks me Kenn and brad do. I look to the other two in question and they nod at my silent question. I answer for the three of us.
"we don't. I mean there are times when I don't wanna be around you but I don't hate ya. Never have. Brad he's just protective of anybody he cares about and he probably thinks you're gonna hurt me. As for Kennedy she doesn't like to many people especially people who her watcher annoyed the hell outta her about." Buffy looks a little shocked. She then turns to Kennedy and brad.
"is that true you guys?" she asks.
"well yeah." they reply at the same time. She nods a little.
"Faith, I'm sorry. For everything. For the way I treated you back then, the way I've treated you recently and mostly for stabbing you. I regret that every single day. I took eight months that you can never get back and I apologize from the bottom of my heart. I hope you can forgive me." I look at her tryin ta see if she means it. She does. I look over at my sister and brothers they look like they are searchin her face for insincerity too. What can I say protective family. I inhale a big breathe and let it out slowly.
"well Buffy I gotta say it was pretty fucked up back then. I mean its partly my fault ya know I never really opened up to you or anythin and I shut you out. Then me goin all grr argh didn't really help matters if ya know. Then I don't blame ya for stabbin me. You did what you thought was right to save someone you loved. Sure you did take eight months but I took your body and tried to take your life. We were both at fault. So yeah I can forgive ya if you can work on forgivin me. Ya think ya can?" I say. I meant every word of that. I really want me and her to start over. She takes a moment to think about what I said.
"i already did Faith. A long time ago actually. I want us to be friends. If you want that is. To you three," she starts lookin at brad, bray, and Kenn. "i'm sorry for hurting your sister. I can tell that you three would cause plenty of physical pain to me if I even thought of hurting her so rest assured I don't want to hurt her in anyway form or fashion." they look at her a little skeptically. I speak up.
"friends? Sounds good to me B." I say with a smile. Brad, bray, and Kenn all nod.
"ok. I'm willin ta believe ya. I'm sorry for the way I've been actin. I know I been actin sorta like a bitch or what ever but I'm willin to stop actin dat way an give you respect as long as you return the favor." Kennedy says. Buffy nods.
"no problem Kennedy." brad speaks up next.
"aite. We good." she nods at him and everybody turns to look at Braden.
"eh what the hell. Its all good Buffy. Just don't let the past repeat itself." he says to her.
"well alright!" I say clappin my hands together. "now that we got Buffy outta the way who's next?" I look around at everyone. "nobody? Fine. Xander I'm sorry for tryin' ta strangle ya. I just...well there is no real excuse for doin that I jus'...i'm sorry." I say. He looks at me.
"Faith I'm not even sure why it happened anymore. That is in the past. Thing I can't let go is you used me then you hurt the people I care about. I face death on a weekly basis so I can't really dwell on the whole almost diein thing." he says to me.
"whoa first off we used each other. We both know there was absolutely no emotion behind what happened. As far as hurtin everybody. Well I'm sorry and I do regret that." he's getting a little pissed. I just kinda hope he doesn't directly mention what happened. The boys will flip.
"no emotion! Faith I actually liked you. You just fucked me and threw me out." oh shit. I sorta cringe when he says it. Ya see they don't like the idea of nobody havin sex with me or Kenn. But they are gonna hate it even more when we get into it.
"you didn't like me Xander. You didn't know me. You liked how I looked. We both know I was an replacement for your porn magazines and right hand that night. I'm sure you wanted to like me but you didn't. Face it." I say as calmly as possible.
"and I was just convenient for you. No other guys were around for you to give it up too so easily. I'm sure had I not been there you would have went to the bronze and picked up some random guy carrying who knows what." he says to me. I'm about to reply when he ends up slammed into a wall with Braden on his right holdin his shirt and bradley on his left holdin his throat.
"did you just imply our sister is a whore?" brad asks.
"yeah he did." bray says.
"we will fuckin kill you and not loose a wink of sleep over it either. " brad says.
"boys calm down. I'm sure he didn't mean it like that." I say. When the don't let him go I say it a little more firmly.
"bradley, Braden let him go." they look at me then at him and let him go roughly. They sit back down on the floor on either side of me.
"xander, I meant what I said." brad says to him. Xander nods his understandin.
"look xand I know I gave off the promiscuous vibe and what not but in reality I only slept with two people while I was here. You and some blond chick from your school. Yeah you were just convenient and you got the job done but we both knew goin in that was all it was." he sighs
"i know but I just...i don't know. I'm sorry. For just using you, don't hurt me guys, and for what I just said earlier." he says to me.
"don't sweat it. That was then this is now." everybody takes a moment to take in everythin that just happened. Kennedy speaks up next
"so Buffy why exactly did it hurt you so much when Faith 'betrayed' you?" well I wonder what she's bout ta say.
What will Buffy's answer be? Any ideas? No me either. Find out in the next chapter.