Kotetsu had to let go of Barnaby soon, or the other would notice the state he was in. But if they stopped embracing each other, Barnaby would see Kotetsu's dilemma - well he might not look downwards as soon as they parted, but maybe later on. So Kotetsu didn't only need to stop the hug, but to get out of the room, too, with the destination bathroom to cool off.
He felt Barnaby's hands on his back slowly loosening their grip, so he thought it was a good moment to end their embrace here without acting too abruptly. Barnaby looked at him questioningly as they backed away from each other and Kotetsu smiled thankfully, since he guessed it must have been hard for Barnaby to allow such close contact.
"Thanks, Bunny, I feel better already."
Barnaby smiled at him, but Kotetsu needed to hurry, so he added: "But I think I'll have to use the bathroom now, so if you'd excuse me."
Kotetsu gave him a sheepish look and scratched his cheek and Barnaby looked a bit upset, but stepped aside to let Kotetsu go to the door.
God that was so awkward. Kotetsu felt torn abpart between wanting to be with Barnaby and wanting to back away from him at the same time. Hopefully a cold splash of water in his face would help him to cool down again. It would be quite rude to go already after all, since he had arrived at Barnaby's place just a few minutes ago, even if it felt like ages to Kotetsu.
The bathroom door opened and closed with the typically whizzing sound all the automatic sliding doors gave off and Kotetsu pressed the panel next to the door to lock it from the inside as a precaution. As he took a look in the mirror, his face told him he was tensed up all over. Sighing, he held his hands below the water tap and waited for the inbuilt sensor to let the water flow. It was cold, ice cold, but that might just be the right temperature to cool his hot-blooded head down. Kotetsu dove his head into the cold water on his hands once, twice, thrice and a fourth time for good measure.
Fine, his face was wet and goosebumps had trailed down his back due to the sudden change of temperature, but it did nothing to the high spirits his lower regions were in. Wiping his face with a nearby towel, Kotetsu looked down helplessly. What to do to get rid of that bulge in his pants? Maybe thinking unsexy things could help. Kotetsu closed his eyes and concentrated. Unsexy things, unsexy things... Doc Saito in underwear... No wait, that was funny, not really helping at all! And what was that smell disturbing his concentration? It was near his nose... Kotetsu stared down at the towel still held close to his face. It was Bunny's wasn't it? Great, not helping with getting it down if the scent of your desired person hung in the air around you. And why did he have to remember the firmness of the other's body while he had held him in his arms a few moments ago right now? Bunny just had to wear that stupid tight-fitting black T-shirt that enabled Kotetsu to feel the warmth of the other's body right through the fabric!
Kotetsu cringed. His groin told him these kinds of thoughts were not helping at all if he wanted to get it down.
Maybe he should just give up and try for a handjob, if all he could think of was Barnaby anyway.
But wouldn't it be suspicious if he stayed in here for too long?
Well, it was either being done in time or walking around with a boner infront of Barnaby - no choice so to say.
He looked around the small room for something that could serve as a seat, but he had chosen the guest toilet, so the only interior was the toilet and the sink. The toilet seat it was then. As he sat down, Kotetsu's mind told him that jerking off in another person's toilet was perverted to the power of ten, but it wasn't like his embarrassment would be enough to make his dick decide not to be erect anymore.
Kotetsu sighed for what felt like the hundredth time today and unzipped his pants to free his cock that ached in his hands - too much stimulation around him today. Well, at least it wouldn't take much time to release what was pent up inside him that way. Kotetsu began stroking up and down his shaft, his blood began rushing in his veins and made him feel hot. He closed his eyes and tried to suppress moaning Barnaby's name, but he failed and whined "Bunny, Bunny", sounding more desperate with every repetition.
How long was this going to go on now with him chasing an illusion while his partner would never be his anyway?
Kotetsu bit his lip when he felt a sting in his chest and his hand lost its rhythm. It didn't feel too good now. He was using Barnaby for his dirty fantasies and the blonde was worried because he behaved like an idiot around him. Kotetsu's chanting of Barnaby's name was closer to weeping than to an outcry of lust long since.
It knocked on the door and Kotetsu froze on the spot.
"Kotetsu-san are you alright?"
That was Barnaby's voice infront of the door!
He was fucking listening to him!
"Do you need any help in there? I think you were calling my name."
"Wha-? No, it's alright, just an upset stomach, Bunny, nothing to worry about."
"But I am sure I heard you saying my name. And it sounded like you were crying. Please open the door."
"N-No way, Bunny! I'm sitting on the toilet with my pants down, this is no sight worth to be seen!"
"I don't believe you, you were acting strange all evening. I'm coming in now."
"What? No! I tell you, I'm alright!" He couldn't come in, could he? Kotetsu had locked the damn door from inside! But he heard the beeping of keys as Barnaby entered a number code from outside the door to the panel in the doorframe. The security code! It was put on doors like bathrooms and stuff in case a person ended up being unconscious and trapped inside!
No, no, no, no, no! Kotetsu hurriedly stuffed his cock away and pulled his pants up just in time as the door slid open. Not to raise any more suspicion, he operated the toilet and looked at Barnaby with a lopsided grin.
"Really now, Bunny, couldn't you have waited until I finished?"
Barnaby stepped into the small room and scanned his partner from head to toe. The older man was holding his pants up with one hand and leaned on to the lavatory cistern with the other hand. His whole pose seemed staged, since he covered his crotch by raising one leg slightly and pressed his thighs together at the same time.
"Kotetsu-san, is this what I think this is?" He looked straight at Kotetsu's groin.
"Eh?" The older man broke out in cold sweat and squirmed as Barnaby took a step further towards him. His back was bent now and his other hand grabed onto his pants, effectively crossing his arms over his lap.
Barnaby mercilessly stared at him.
"What are you hiding there? Don't tell me you got a hard-on and tried to jerk off in here imagining me in your dirty fantasies to a point you would even call out my name?"
Nail hit right on the head, could Kotetsu sink into the floor now, please?
His face was so hot he was sure he looked like a tomato and his throat was so dry that swallowing was way too hard.
Barnaby reached out to pry Kotetsu's hands away and the older man didn't have enough strength left to fight back any longer.
His still unbuckled pants slid down his legs and his erection stood tall against his boxers like being angry for having been confined in there again.
Barnaby's eyes rested on Kotetsu's most intimate region and the older man inwardly prepared to die the next moment now. But when the blonde looked up to him and met his eyes, he didn't look angry in the least. If anything, he looked a bit disconcerted and a rosy blush adorned his cheeks as he bit his lips.
"So that's how you feel when you are around me nowadays? Since when... I mean..."
Kotetsu couldn't believe this. Barnaby seemed flustered but not offended. And he wanted to know since when Kotetsu had feelings like this for him.
"I...I don't know for sure, for a while now." Kotetsu heard himself speak with a voice way calmer than he really felt. "I cannot control myself recently. I... want you... all the time."
Barnaby's face reddened up to his ears and he looked away at first, then back to Kotetsu's erection, then into his eyes. The blonde gave a low and short laugh, before avoiding eye contact again.
"I guess Antonio-san was right then."
"EH?" What had Antonio to do with this?
"When I met him today, he told me we would be idiots and he said that he would prefer it if one of us 'just got out with it and said it instead of playing hide and seek with each other'."
Barnaby's mint-green eyes met with Kotetsu's amber ones again. "I was offended when he told me I would be head over heels in love with you, but I just feared he might tell you and you wouldn't like me anymore if you found out. Turns out you thought of me in a romantic way, too... or in an erotic one at least."
Kotetsu stood there slack-jawed. He couldn't believe this. Was that some kind of confession he had heard from Barnaby's mouth? His partner was in love with him? Like, for a while now? Since when? But more importantly, did that mean Kotetsu could confess his feelings for the blonde now as well? His mouth worked without getting a word out and Barnaby smiled his sweetest smile at him.
"So, am I right? Are you in love with me, too, Kotetsu-san?"
Kotetsu still couldn't say it, so he just nodded like one possessed and fought for air.
"God, Bunny, this... I can't believe this!"
"Me neither. Maybe a kiss would help?"
A kiss? Kissing those rosy lips? Kotetsu voted for that and took a step forward, cupping Barnaby's jaw with both hands.
"I can really kiss you, right?"
"Go ahead."
And Kotetsu did. He bent forwards and touched Barnaby's lips with his own, softly at first, but then hotter, his tongue slid over the other's lips and asked for entrance which Barnaby granted him.
It tasted so sweet, that hot slick mouth of the blonde. Kotetsu tasted every crook and corner, their tongues entangled in a dance of their own. His hands moved down the blonde's back and reached his ass, squeezing the firm buttocks hiding in Barnaby's cargo pants. While having his grope, Kotetsu barely noticed his partner's hands wander around his back and sliding lower until he felt up his ass, too.
Kotetsu flinched and broke the kiss unsure if he was willing to continue when he had to fight for who was on top in this.
Barnaby seemed to have guessed his thoughts and smiled reassuringly while slightly tilting his head.
"So I can't be possessive of you as well?"
"N-no, that's not it. It's just... I've never thought about it like this..." Sex with a man outside the role of the giver hadn't crossed Kotetsu's mind as of now. Barnaby wrapped his arms around Kotetsu and gave him another sweet kiss.
"Don't worry, you can do it to me however you want, Kotetsu-san. I won't mind either way."
"Sounds like you have quite the experience in sex with a man, Bunny."
"No, not really, it was more experimental, but I'm not a virgin in either doing it with a man or a woman if you were hoping for that. But the point of having sex is to make each other feel good, right? I think I can do this."
Why did Barnaby look so sad as he told him that? 'Experimental' he had called it. Did that mean other people had used him like a toy because of his good looks, or had the young man just been unable to establish a long lasting relationship? Kotetsu wanted to ask but had the feeling it would hurt him and ruin the mood, so he stroked Barnaby's cheek with one hand and smiled at him before he kissed the blonde's forehead.
"Are you sure we should take that step already? Shouldn't we date first? I mean, I don't just want to pounce on youuu-Uwah!"
Barnaby massaged Kotetsu's cock in his pants and gave him a suggestive look.
"I think I'm fine with the order of events. We know each other for quite some time now and with you acting so nervous around me today, let's just pretend this evening was our first date."
Kotetsu grinned a bit strained, mostly since he had to control himself from moaning with pleasure from the nice handjob Barnaby was giving him through his boxers.
"Sex on the first date, Bunny-chan? How lewd." He chuckled and Barnaby answered him with a grin before giving Kotetsu's neck a lick.
"Let's just say I'm pretty impatient."
While the blonde continued to run his fingers up and down his erection and began to neck him, Kotetsu started to get heavy-lidded. He took a step backwards absentmindedly and bumped against the sink, which would have to serve as some kind of support for his elbows now. Barnaby purred against Kotetsu's throat as he reassumed kissing him there and his hands finally pulled Kotetsu's boxers down, so he could touch his bare skin. And he seemed to like circling the older man's glans with one of his fingers.
Kotetsu hissed through his teeth and squeezed his eyes shut. Feeling the real Barnaby touching him like this made his already aching cock even harder. If this continued he would come soon. But Barnaby suddenly stopped and when Kotetsu cracked one eye open, he saw the blonde getting down on his knees infront of him. He couldn't be about to...
"Aaah!"
Oh yes, that was the heat and wetness of Barnaby's mouth around his dick.
"B-Bunny, you don't have to...! Uh that feels good!" Before he knew it, he grabbed a fistful of Barnaby's hair and shoved him onto his cock, contradicting his words. But it felt so fucking nice! Whoever had taught Barnaby how to give head had done a good job.
Barnaby seemed unfazed from Kotetsu's sudden thirst for more and he swallowed him up even deeper, trying to keep up massaging the underside of Kotetsu's cock with his tongue. Judging from the sounds his partner made he liked it a lot.
"Bunny, Bunny, I'm about to... I'm about to come... Watch out..." Kotetsu's hold of the blonde's hair loosened, giving his partner the chance to get away from him if he didn't want to swallow his cum. Barnaby took the opportunity and let go of the other's dick with an audible pop before resuming in licking the lenght, adding a massage to Kotetsu's balls with his hands. His eyes glanced upwards to catch Kotetsu's facial expression and it was wonderful to see him loose it. Due to admiring the view for too long, the blonde avoided a facial just barely when Kotetsu cried out and came hard, his thick spurts of cum hitting the tiles behind Barnaby.
Spent, Kotetsu sank down to the floor gasping for air. He spotted Barnaby still looking at him fascinated and drew him into a tight embrace as if to thank him. Barnaby clung to Kotetsu's shoulders as he listened to the other man breathing hard next to his ear - it was so erotic.