Slowly cascading down the main staircase of my home I couldn't get the thought of what just happened in my bedroom out of my head. Nick was currently hiding in my room, one place I've wanted him to be for months.

Yes I'm a virgin, surprising I know. It just doesn't feel right with Liam and right now Nick is all I want. We've waited for so long, always pushing it off because of his purity ring and because of how young we were but now we're adults and to be honest it's Nick's choice if he wants to give up his purity. I respect /his/ wishes and I want him to do what's right for him.

A slow smile crept on my lips as I approached Demi waiting at my door with a huge smile on her face. "Hey babe, I thought I'd stop by with some movies. I have nothing to do so I figured we'd pop some popcorn and get our movie marathon on."

Her voice was so cheerful. I hated to ruin her excitement but I couldn't leave a horney Nick locked up in my bedroom. Yeah, I noticed his boner before I walked out.

"Dems, you know I would love to any other time but I um…" Should I lie? I mean this was my best friend, the one that I tell everything too. Demi's smile turned in a frown as she furrowed her eyebrows. "What?" she asked.

I thought about this, truth or lie truth or lie. She would kill me if I didn't tell her the truth but I wasn't even sure what was going on between me and Nick right now. "I have so many things to do today. Laundry, grocery shopping, dishes, bills…I promise we'll do this soon though, okay?"

A somewhat frustrated sigh escaped her lips. It's been so long since we've been able to hang out because I actually have been busy with going to the studio and getting auditions for tv shows and movies. Which was now making me feel even worse. But I didn't want to throw Nick out, my body craved for him right now.

"Okay, I understand Miles. I'll text you later." I gave her a apologetic hug and let her leave my house peacefully. I peeked out the window, watching as her car disappeared out of my sight. Within in seconds I was back in my bedroom, about to call Nick back out. I rushed to the bathroom before the words could escape my lips, hoping Nick didn't hear so he would stay put. I needed to freshen up a bit and prepare myself for what was about to come.

I took off some of the heavy makeup that I had plastered on my face this morning. I wanted to give him a more natural look. He didn't like so much makeup on me, a reason that I loved him so damn much. I pulled my hair out of the messy bun, ruffling it a bit to give it that sexy look, it was a theory of Nick's, don't ask.

I changed into a pair of boy shorts, leaving my ass cheeks hanging out and pulled my shirt back off, leaving me in my black lace bra just to tease Nick. I wanted to show him a good time, leaving him wanting more.

Laying back in the pillows of my bed, a devilish smile came across my pink lips. "Nicky…you can come out now?" I spoke seductively.

My closet doors opened and Nick appeared to be very dissatisfied at this point. He still had a bulge in his pants and his eyes were on me like I was a piece of candy right now.

He had stripped down to nothing but his boxers before crawling over top of me, breathing heavily. "Mm, someone's excited." I whispered, adjusting myself so I was comfortable. A smirk came to his lips and he shook his head. "You don't understand how long I've waited for this moment." he whispered, his strong fingers brushing a few strands of my brown waves behind my ear. I always blushed when he did that.

"Don't waste too much time, Liam will be home soon…" I whispered. Without another word his fingers grasped the hems of my boy shorts as he tugged them down my legs revealing my womanhood to him. I can't say this wasn't the first time he's seen it. Just because he has a purity ring doesn't mean we didn't discover the wonderful world of foreplay.

My bra was next, which he had taken off oh so easily. It made me wander about him considering this was suppose to be his first time. Well he has seen me naked before. Okay, enough about the past. Our moment was right now, right here. Leaning up, I kissed his right ear gently with my lips before whispering to him.

"Make love to me Nicholas." Slowly, I moved away from his ear, looking into his eyes as his whole face came into view. He had discarded his boxers, rolling down on a condom for protection. We were young but not dumb.

His body moved forward as he pushed his long hard shaft into my tight wetness. A soft grunt escaped my lips, making me arch my body in his direction. The feeling was…painful I have to say. I didn't want to but feeling it for the first time wasn't pleasant. I hid my pained expression though, not wanting to look in discomfort. I didn't want him to stop.

He slowly began to thrust into me, his thick hard dick moving in and out of me like nothing. It's good to know men don't have to feel any damn pain during their first time. My face soon began to soften though as the pain was being replaced with very, much needed pleasure. "Oh-yes…"

I wanted him to know he was doing a good job. "K-Keep going Nick, faster." I demanded. I didn't want him to hold back. I needed this.

His hips sped up, that's when I started moving mine. It wasn't hard, he moved out as I moved forward. It was simple work really. More moans began to erupt from my throat as soft grunts came from his. We were obviously both enjoying this.

I felt his hands traveling up the curves of my body as he leaned down and covered my lips with his. I let my hands clutch the bed sheets beneath me as we made sweet love. His tongue skimmed my bottom lip and I didn't hesitate to let him in. He began moving faster, the only sound being our skin slapping together as he began to pound into me.

God yes, this is everything I imagined it to be. I let my eyes drop shut as I pulled away from his lips, feeling him drive deeper into me as he pulled my legs around his waist. I couldn't concentrate on kissing him, well until I couldn't take it anymore. I leaned up, smashing my lips against his, pushing my tongue into his mouth, wanting to show him just how much I missed him. I kissed him so hard, I couldn't even think.

He got faster, plunging deeper within my walls with each thrust. A loud, high pitched moan erupted from me as he hit the perfect nerve, sending me completely over the edge. But he didn't stop. He wanted a release too and like hell I was gonna make him stop. He slowed down though, his hips now making slow, rough movements. It was enough to make me cum all over again.

His soft lips pursed around my nipple, causing another moan of pleasure escape my lips. He sucked so hard the soft pink patch of skin turned bright red. It felt so damn good. "Mm…" I lifted my chest, pushing my breast more into his mouth as he grabbed the other one, his soft fingers massaging it tenderly. "Yes.." I breathed, closing my eyes and tilting my head back. Yet another orgasm had been released from my body. Oh what this boy could do to me.

Finally, I felt him groan, not a soft groan like one I would get from him sucking on my skin, one that was long and told me that he was in much pleasure. He had to have released.

I felt his hard cock with drawl from my wet pussy, causing a soft grunt from me. He slipped the condom off and threw it in the trash that sat beside the night stand in my room. He fell to my side, his breath heavy as he laid there, sweat glistening on his body.

He hesitated before sliding his arm around me and pulling my body close to his. I simply cuddled into him, closing my eyes as I rested my head upon his heaving chest. He left my breathless. I have never felt so much pleasure in my life and now I knew what it was like to make love.

"I love you baby girl…" His voice rang in my ears it was soothing. I gently kissed the side of his chest, sliding my leg over his. "I love you too." I whispered in return.

I didn't care if I was being clingy right now, I just wanted him close. To know that he was there and that he wasn't going anywhere. This was where I belonged. In Nick's arms. Everything felt so right.

Guilt filled my body as I thought about Liam. I felt horrible, he is so good to me and this is how I repay him by sleeping with my long lost first love. Sleeping wasn't even the right term, making love was. I close my eyes realizing the mess I was putting myself in. I knew what the consequences would be if someone found out. Sighing once more I snuggled more into Nick, letting my body relax.

We laid there for about an hour until I finally had the courage and strength to get up and tell Nick it was time to go. If it wasn't for Liam coming home I would've had him stay longer.

Watching his car leave my driveway was hard, I didn't want him to go. I wanted to lay in his arms all night, wake up in them and repeat our actions from tonight the next morning. But it couldn't be that way, not now at least. Shutting the door I rushed back up the stairs to hide any evidence of the event that occurred in the bedroom that night.

I didn't sleep much that night, Nick was on my mind. From this point on, there was no stopping me from being with Nick. I couldn't. We craved each other and our love was just to deep. I wasn't gonna stay away from him. He's like a drug to me. When he's not with me, I crave him more then anything in this world.

Our affair had began. We started to see each other more and more. We started out with twice a week, then it turned into three, then five, then we just started seeing each other everyday when we got the chance. We had sex up to four or five times a day. You could say we were a bit wild. After a about a month we slowed it down a bit more and went back to see each other three times a week.

For once I was having a sleep over with Demi and call me crazy but I had to tell her. Keeping it away from everyone was driving me up the damn wall. It was hard not being able to tell someone how amazing Nick was. But her reaction scared me a bit.

We sat watching a movie one night, it was an American Pie movie. She loved those movies. We've seen this one over a thousand times so starting a conversation wouldn't be an issue. "So um, I have something to tell you but you have to promise me that you won't tell one soul and you won't judge me." I know, a lot of expectations for one secret but it was a big one.

I now had Demi's full attention as she stared at me with anticipation. "Okay, I promise." she paused, raising an eyebrow as I hesitated on telling her. "Tell me because if you don't I'm gonna kick your ass." She chuckled.

I bit my lip, glancing towards the floor. "I-I'm seeing Nick again…" I said softly. She raised her eyebrows, even more interested now. But she didn't catch on yet.

"That's good, maybe you guys can build up that friendship you always wanted." She said, turning her head back towards the movie. I took a deep breath and shook my head. "No Demi, I mean, I'm a bit more then friends with Nick…we're actually sleeping together." Demi's eyes widened as she caught on and turned to look at me.

"Don't judge me." I quickly pointed out. "Miley, are you crazy? Liam would kill you if he knew." Of course she wouldn't understand.

"You don't get it Demi, Nick and I have so much more then me and Liam. I'm head over heels in love with Nick. He has me wrapped around his finger. It's bad. I can't keep away from him, he's like my drug or something." I told her.

"So why are you still with Liam then?" she asked, her eyebrows furrowed.

I knew she was going to ask that sooner or later. "I don't want to hurt Liam…" I said softly. She raised her eyebrows and I knew exactly what was coming.

"Miley, you realize your gonna hurt him a lot more if he finds out?"

"I know, I know." I exclaimed putting my head in my hands.

"I don't know what to do Dems, a part of me still feels for Liam. I mean I do love him, just not as much as Nick. I just can't bring myself to break his heart." I admitted. And it was true. I wasn't the type of person that could just break someone's heart and walk away.

"And Nick's still with Delta, so I'm not the only one." Demi just sighed and I knew she was right.

"Your only gonna end up getting hurt Miles. I'm not judging your or telling you want to do but if you keep this up, you won't have a happy ending. That's all I'm telling you." She said as she as she moved her eyes back to the screen of my television.

God dammit. I hated when she got so serious like this. When she knew she was right and I couldn't argue with her. I looked back to the movie, sinking farther down into my seat. I felt dirty now, guilty. I honestly felt like a slut. I didn't like this feeling. But I can't just stop seeing Nick. I sighed in frustration and let my head fall back against the cushions. God help me. I didn't know what to do.

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