A/N: ;3; Hey guys. I updated this again, not much on my other stories, but I'm working on 'em! I felt like updating this, I got really excited when I thought out the rest of the plot, I couldn't wait to get into it! :3 Anyways, there's some Killua x Gon fluff at the end, not much though, only a iddy-biddy moment. Enjoy! :3
Killua and Kurapika returned to the hotel. Leorio was sitting on the couch reading his newspaper. The room was still cold, but it was warmer than outside.
"Leorio." Kurapika said as Killua sat on the floor to take his wet shoes off. They were ambushed by a sudden shower of rain. Leorio and Kurapika both looked at Killua. Killua didn't feel the gaze on him as he hurried into the bedroom and out of sight. "Leorio, he wants to talk." Kurapika said with a grim expression on his face. Leorio sighed. "I thought he'd refuse." Leorio tried to keep his voice down to not alert Killua that they were talking about him.
"Me too. Do you think 'it' could be true?" Kurapika asked, which caused Leorio to stiffen. Killua came back into the room with a dry shirt and long light blue pants. Killua yawned. "Tired already?" Kurapika said as Killua sat down on a couch opposite to Leorio.
Killua looked at Kurapika. "Oh. I'll take my leave for the night." Kurapika smiled warmly at Killua before going into his bedroom.
The hotel room was a suite and consisted of 2 bedrooms, a kitchen and a lounging area. Gon and Killua always at first intended to have their own king-sized bed, but they always ended up sleeping on Killua's bed.
"Kurapika said you wanted to talk." Leorio said putting down his newspaper. Leorio looked Killua in his currently grey eyes. Leorio waited for him to say something, but there was silence.
"Don't be shy." Leorio said with a smile. "I'm just confused. I don't know what's happening." Killua was slightly nervous. He debated in his mind wether or not he actually wanted answers to his questions. He had a gut feeling that he'd be more peaceful not knowing.
"What're you confused about?" Leorio asked. "Just about everything. I understand what stress is and the basics of being sleep-deprived. But I don't understand how all this can affect me like it did." Killua confessed.
"Killua. Based on the things that Gon told me and Kurapika, you had a Mental/Nervous breakdown. Gon noticed that the days leading up to that breakdown, you didn't eat much and you weren't as lively as you should've been." Killua had no clue that Gon had noticed his change in behavior. He thought he hid it perfectly.
"And?" Killua gulped hard. He was getting more nervous with every word.
"This is just an educated guess, but from the information that Gon gave me, You're suffering mild depression, high levels of stress, possible Insomnia and anxiety." Leorio didn't look happy.
Killua, for the first time in a while, felt scared. He looked at the floor and swallowed hard. He felt a lump form in his throat.
"Killua. Do you want to tell me how you've been feeling? If you talk about it, I'll know how to help you and what needs to be done." Leorio tried to assure Killua that he was trying to help.
"No...not right now. I think that I need to let this sink in first..." Killua said tiredly as he got off the couch and slowly walked back to his bedroom.
He quietly flopped onto bed next to Gon and stared at the ceiling. "Anxiety...Stress...Insomnia...Depression..." He continuously repeated it to himself. "Killua?" He heard his name.
Killua turned to see a half-asleep Gon. "Hmm?" Killua didn't know if Gon was awake or half-asleep. "What's...The time?" He asked slowly. "There's still a few hours before daylight. Go back to sleep." Killua said as he fixed up Gon's blanket and made sure he was covered.
As Killua sat up and leant over Gon to fix the blanket up properly on the other side, Gon grabbed Killua and pulled him in for a hug. "G-Gon?!" Killua stuttered. "I'm cold...please Killua..." Gon said softly as he buried his face in Killua's chest.
Killua tensed. He stayed quiet for a while, he was going to pry Gon off of him and go to sleep. But, while he waited for Gon to fully return to sleep, Killua was getting sleepy.
'Maybe I can. 'Killua thought as he relaxed and hugged Gon. Being with Gon was comforting. He felt calm. His warmth was making Killua's eyelids heavy. Forgetting his talk with Leorio, Killua slowly went to sleep.