OK, So Chapter Four is up, Yea : ) I'm so sorry believe in me 15, I forgot to mention you in the last chapter for shout outs D: I feel terrible
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Sonny's P.O.V
"Oh my god!" I yelled. I just saw my mom making out with another man. My mom quickly got off him. Her hair was all messed up, and the guy's tie was loose, his jacket half way off.
"Sonny, it's not what it looks like!" Explained my mom
"Its ok mom," I said trying so hard not to let the tears fall, hiding my shaky voice, "It's about time you found somebody." I forced a smile; I needed to get out now.
"Oh." Sonny's mom could only say, "Well there's some snacks in the kitchen I..."
"Umm I need to do some homework, I have this big project to do, and I wanted to start on it right away." I interrupted
"Well ok." She said. I quickly walked off to my room. I closed my door and started crying.
How could she. How could she ever think that man, could ever replace my father. I was disgusted by him. Also my mother, we were perfectly happy together, just the two of us. I didn't want another guy in the picture.
Then I heard my phone ring, maybe talking to someone would help me. Not even bothering to look at the caller I.D, I answered.
"Hello?" I said, my voice sobbed, I sniffled a little bit.
"Sonny, are you ok?" Chad said, on the other line, concerned. I was surprised Chad called, I wondered why he called.
"Yea, it's no big deal." I said, still sobbing, I didn't know if I could talk anymore. I didn't feel like it.
"No big deal? Sonny you're crying! Something must have happened." He exclaimed.
"Ok maybe something has happened." I said in a small voice sniffing
"What happened Sonny?" asked a concerned Chad
"Are you caring?" I asked in disbelief
"Of course Sonny, your crying something must have happened, you never cry. Also Chad Dillon Cooper can care if he wants."
"Chad I don't feel like talking right now, I'll call you later." I said sadly
"But Sonn-"I hanged up before he could say anything. I cried some more on my bed.
Twenty minutes had passed, and I was still sobbing in my pillow so no one could hear me. I thought by now that I would be done crying, but I was wrong. Then I heard a knock on my door.
"Mom, I can't come out, uhh, or I'll lose my concentration on my project." I said, trying not to let a sob out.
"Sonny it's me, can I please come in?" Chad said on the other side of the door. Chad? Why would he come here? Did he start caring all of a sudden?
Then I heard my door squeaking open, and then I heard it shut. I looked up slowly, seeing Chad with flowers in his hands.
"So you know when I called you, and I heard you crying?" he said. I didn't answer.
"So, I thought I'd come over here, and comfort you." I still didn't answer
"Sooo….. I got these flowers for you." He said, handing out his hands to show me that he was giving it to me. I took it from him, and just nodded, while I put them in a vase I had nearby.
"So….your giving me the silence treatment?" he asked, I just shook my head no.
"So your just deciding not to talk then?" he asked again, I nodded my head yes. He just sat there, waiting for me, ten minutes had passed, just pure silence, and he was still there, sitting, just waiting for me to talk.
"Why are you here Chad?" I asked, my voice low and quiet
"Like I said, I was worried about you, so I came here to comfort you." He said in a soft tone. Silence then filled the room again. A few seconds had passed and Chad opened his mouth to say something. "Sonny, can you please tell me what happened?"
"When you came in, who was in the house?" I asked in mono-tone.
"What are you talking about?" Chad asked, confused
"Was there a guy with my mom when you came?" I asked a little more louder.
"Yes, but I don't know what this has to do with anything." Chad said concerned. Then I started crying again.
"Sonny! Hey what's wrong?" He said pulling me up close to him, my head in his lap, his arms wrapped around my fragile body. I would have enjoyed it, but the fact I was crying didn't make me enjoy this at all. "Sonny who is that guy, did he hurt you in any way?" Chad asked in a concerned voice again.
"I was com-ing bac-ck fro-om work, an-nd I-I saw my mom maki-ing out with that other gu-uy." I sobbed. Gosh, I probably sounded, and looked like an idiot.
"Shh, it's ok Sonny. I'm here, shhh." Chad said hugging me tighter. After a few minutes of Chad's comforting words, me sobbing, and Chad rocking me back and forth, my sobs became to sniffles. Then I decided that I should tell him the whole story.
"Chad, you're probably wondering why I'm crying." I whispered
"Kind of." He admitted, smiling a little bit. I took a deep breath, and opened my mouth.
"See, when I was only nine years old, my dad died in a car accident by some drunk drivers."
"I'm so sorry Sonny!" He interrupted. I just nodded and continued on.
"I was really close to my dad. Whenever I had a problem, I wouldn't go to my mom like regular girls; no I went to my dad for everything. He was my best friend. He taught me everything that I am now. And when I saw that other man with my mom today, I felt like my mom could just replace my dad with any guy. She hasn't been out with a guy since the accident. This also makes me wonder, how long has she been keeping this from me? I feel betrayed."
"Does your mom know that you're crying your eyes out in your room?"
"Not really, I told her that I had this big project that I had to work on, and for no one to disturb me. I almost cried in the living room." I sad sadly
"You know Sonny, maybe your mom needed to move on, like she needed a change. She has been lonely for awhile."
"You don't get i-"
"Sonny, I do get it, I'm gonna tell you something really personal about my life, that no one knows." He interrupted.
"What is it?" I asked quietly
"Well, I when I was six, my parents got a divorce. I guess all the Hollywood drama gets to married couples." He chuckled with no humor at all.
"See I was really close to my dad too. We also did everything together. Just like you. When my parents divorced, I was forced to live with my mother. My dad moved to England. Only seeing him on Christmas, or just the occasional holidays." He paused for a second, like he was having a flashback.
"Then, when I turned ten, he stopped coming for visits, just sending me cards, but, that also loosed lack of interest. Sometimes, I think, and still today, if he even cares about me, or loves me. Every single morning, I ask myself, 'What have I ever done wrong?' Soon, I never even hear from him. My last card I got from him was on my fifteenth birthday. Of course he calls in, checking up on me, but they only turn into I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch with you forever. They turn into five minuet conversations."
"Chad I don't even know what to say."
"Me too." He said lowering his head down, his eyes in his thoughts. Then he came into this world.
"But there's more," He said, "My mom started dating again. I despised all the men that she was dating. But then, one guy came into her life. My mom just adored him. At first I hated him, but then, he seemed more like a dad to me, but no one could ever replace my dad. Then my mom got serious with this guy. I would come in from work, seeing them kiss, just like what happened to you. Sure I got angry, but I learned to accept it every single day, little bit by each time."
"Then what happened?" I interrupted
"Well, one day, he came up to me, I was fourteen by the time, and he asked me for my mom's hand. It seemed wacky, for him to ask me, but there was something I liked about him. After a long time of thinking, I said yes."
"That night, he took my mom out to the beach to watch fireworks. Then he asked her. She said yes, in joy, and had a wedding six months after. When I see my mom with my step father, I see a new woman. She's so happy with him, even happier when she was with my dad. I learned to accept that this was right for my mom. I knew my dad wouldn't just come back." He ended.
"I'm so sorry Chad that I doubted you." I said desperately
"Shh," he whispered, putting his finger on my lips, "Sonny you will get through this, I promise, and if you ever need help, just call me."
"By the way Chad," I wondered, feeling a whole lot better now, "Why did you call me in the first place?"
"Oh," he chuckled, "I wanted to ask, why were you so interested about the dance studio and Murray?"
"Psh, what are you talking about." My voice went all high. Darn
"Looks like someone's in denial." He smirked
"Shut up Chad." I smiled
"Make me." He said, and then he reached for my stomach, tickling me.
"Stop it Chad!" I squealed with laughter.
"There's the Sunny I wanted to see." He said puling his hands back, still smiling.
"Wow Chad." I said still laughing. Chad was looking around my room, until he saw my guitar.
"You play guitar?" He asked while reaching forward to get it.
"Not really, well, no, I'm horrible; I just got that from my aunt for Christmas." I admitted. He strummed the guitar trying to tune it.
"It's horribly out of tune." He said
"I know, it's probably because I never play." I said in an obvious tone.
"Do you want to hear a song that I'm working on?"
"Sure." I smiled. Then he started playing;
"I'm no superman
I can't take your hand
And fly you anywhere
You want to go (yeah)
I can't read your mind
Like a billboard sign
And tell you everything
You want to hear but
I'll be your hero
Cause, I can be everything you need
If you're the one for me
Like gravity I'll be unstoppable
I, yeah
I believe in destiny
I may be an ordinary guy
With heart and soul
But if you're the one for me
I'll be your hero"
Then he ended the song.
"That's all I have." He blushed
"Chad that was wonderful!" I exclaimed, "Did you write it for no reason at all, or is it for somebody?" I asked, hoping secretly that it's for me.
"I'm writing it for one special girl that I've been in love with for a long time, but she doesn't know yet, I don't even know if she likes me back." He said sadly, his head down.
"Oh, well when you play that song for her, she will definitely like it and you too." I said, maybe a little sadly. I so wished it was for me.
"Sonny I got to go home, were going to have dinner soon, and I can't be late." He said
"Ok, bye Chad, I really appreciate that you came over, you made me feel a lot better, I'm so glad that you started caring."
"Well I only care to the people that I do care." He said, that was kind of confusing.
"Ok well bye Chad" I said leading him to the front door.
"Bye Sonshine, keep your head high." He said, and then left. Hmm I wondered what that meant.
"Honey what did Chad want? He was here for quite a time." My mom asked
"Oh nothing, he came over for our project, he's helping me." I smiled to myself
"What were the flowers for?" She asked
"Were making a flower project." I said
"Oh" was all she said
"Yea." I said heading to my room, lying in my bed, smiling to myself. Chad just made me feel special today, God how I wish he was mine.
I'm so proud of this chapter, out of all the chapters I wrote, I like this one more :D Please review, can we get to 43 reviews? Pretty please, that would make me the happiest girl in the whole entire world! :D
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