HELLO AGAIN READERS! IT HAS BEEN AWHILE! T^T Well anyway….Last time on Sacrifices…Soubi is ALIVE! And he is following Ritsuka home! *GASP* Will things get headed up! Find out now! I DO NOT OWN LOVELESS ~!

Sacrifices 4

Soubi quietly followed him…..

Ritsuka sighed knowing the tall blonde was following him. He decided that when he got to the house he would quickly slam the door in his face.

Soubi expected something so he grabbed his wrist before he could open the door.

" Ritsuka….please…..Let me talk to you…" he whispered and pleaded.

Ritsuka held back a snarl as he ripped his arm away from Soubi's touch. " Like hell I let you! Soubi what is your problem? Why? It is your damn fault!" he yelled before he unlocked the door and slammed it in his face.

Soubi sighed and went around the back and came in through the side window like he used to do when Ritsuka was a kid. He knew that he would keep it unlocked. He had secretly visited Ritsuka through the window as he slept for the past five years.

Ritsuka snarled when he saw the blonde male behind him. He whipped around and pressed his back against the front door. " WHAT THE HELL?" he yelled in rage.

Soubi took fast steps toward Ritsuka and grabbed him by his waist and kissed him deeply.

' Baka…Soubi…' Ritsuka thought as he tried to push him away. He was surprised that his pushes was weakening and he was submitting to his tall blonde love.

Soubi, after a few more moments of kissing, finally pulled back and sighed. " Will you please not run anymore…" he whispered. He hugged Ritsuka into his chest and sighed. " I have missed you so much.." he whispered again.

Ritsuka was standing there in his arms speechless and sad. " Why…did you leave me?" he asked softly. " Why were you pretending to be dead. You have no idea how much it hurt to know that you were dead!" he yelled again.

Soubi sighed. " I know Ritsuka…..I love you.." he whispered.

Ritsuka snarled and pushed him away. " You do not love me! DO NOT SAY THAT!" he yelled.

Soubi was shocked at his sudden rage. He was used to being told not to say ' I love you', but never was Ritsuka this angry when he said it.

Ritsuka backed up and slumped onto the couch.

Soubi soon sat beside him and looked at him softly. " I really do though.." he whispered.

Ritsuka blushed and looked down into his hands. " I hate love…" he whispered.

Soubi smiled softly. ' Damn that Ritsu! He is the reason for this behavior! How dare he touch him! At least….He didn't take his ears….' He thought.

Ritsuka was now looking into Soubi's deep eyes. " What?" he wondered as his tail flickered from side to side.

Soubi smiled. ' He still has a little of his old self…' he thought as he stroked Ritsuka's now long tail.

Ritsuka blushed and went back to looking at his hands. " Where were you..Soubi?" he asked finally.

Soubi paused and smiled. " Is that an order?" He asked.

Ritsuka shook his head. " No….you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.." he said.

Soubi frowned. That wasn't the answer he used to get. He used to get an angry Ritsuka pushing him out of the window and onto the balcony telling him to leave.

" I was with Kio…." He said softly.

Ritsuka sighed and nodded. " Then…why did you wait until now to come back and tell me you were alive?" he asked.

Soubi sighed. " Because….I wanted you to grow up with a normal life…But it looks like what I intended backfired…What did that Bastard do to you?" he whispered as he pressed his lips to his head and sighed. " Please forgive me Ritsuka….I just wanted what was best for you." He whispered again. He caressed his cheek and smiled.

Ritsuka sighed. " Well It did backfire…..Don't blame Ritsu….I was the one who asked him to train me…..I wanted to protect someone…I wanted to show the world that I would do anything and everything for my sacrifice and never leave them until they told me to leave. Even when they'd tell me to leave I would watch from a good distance to insure their safety. You see Soubi…I want to be used…I want life to be interesting instead of boring….so this is what I chose." He whispered.

Soubi was staring at him in bewilderment. " Ritsuka…this is not meant for you…..Please stop…" he whispered.

Ritsuka shook his head. " You of all should know that I can't do that so please….don't ask me to." He said as he stood.

" Would you care for anything to drink….since I can't get rid of you I guess that I will have to deal with you." He said grinning a cheeky grin.

Soubi smiled. ' Yes…that is my Ritsuka..' he thought smiling and nodding. " That would be great." He whispered as he followed Ritsuka into the kitchen.

Ritsuka smiled as he made them a drink. They sat together and talked about the past five years until they both fell asleep against each other's shoulder.

' Soubi….' Ritsuka thought as he leaned against him and smiled.

Soubi smiled in his sleep and cuddled with Ritsuka.

Little did these to know the heartache's and struggles that were ahead…..

And that is it for this chapter! THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER! It may sound like it but it isn't. I hope you are enjoying the story so far! I want to make this story at least 15 chapters long so please stay with me! I will be trying to update every two to three days! PLEASE REVIEW! THANKS!

-Ritsuka-chan