Hey guys thank you for reviewing even if I only have got four that's good for me because I didn't think I would even get one so that was a nice little surprise, but don't give up clicking that button, I still have plenty in store for Edward and Bella and even though I am team Edward and Bella I will put in some Jacob as well for those who like him.

APOV

I collapsed into Jasper's arms.

"Nothing" I whispered into Jasper's cotton jumper.

"It's Ok Al, we'll go find them and sort this out." He tried reassuring me lifting my chin up so he could see into my eyes, he already knew what I felt as I gazed into his.

JPOV

Alice was giving off some depressing waves:Desperation, Exhaustion, Sadness, Grieving?. She thought her best friend and her brother could be dead!?

"Alice, honey you can't give up on them, their not dead I can tell their not dead." I tried smoothing her hair down her emotions going crazy, one minute there was a glint of hope the next it had been torn down.

"Alice I can't bear to see you hurting this much, there's got to be something I can do for you, to help you." I grabbed her hand, emotions swarmed me and I felt a great rush of sadness enter my body.

How could anyone hurt this much, all I wanted was to help her but I didn't know how to!

APOV

I knew I was hurting him more then he let on but the truth was I just couldn't help it, something had happened to them and for the first time I didn't know, it made me anxious when I couldn't see anything, especially with Bella involved.

Jasper grabbed my hand but winced slightly when he felt my pang of pain, I didn't want to hurt him this much I had to get away from here, but where could I possibly go?

BPOV

Fire ripped its way inside me, burning the rip in my all ready dead heart tearing the empty hole further apart letting reality seep in through the cracks racking my whole body. The burning sensation carried on for a long time but I already had an idea what was it was all to familiar.

I was changing, and to think he left to stop me from turning into one of them. I wanted to cry but I knew I couldn't until tears streamed down my face leaving red marks as reminders, what I thought I couldn't cry, I'm a vampire aren't I?

When the pain subsided a little I found I could move a little a time.

With my eyes still shut tightly I sprung into the most common defensive crouch and for the first time sniffed the air and took in a deep breath. My eyes shot open.

That smelled repulsive yet there was another very significant scent lingering in the air a sweet and flowery scent - Edwa - I took a much unneeded breath and collapsed on the floor recoiling from the pain at even the slightest thought of his name. Now I realised what he meant when he said he would love me more then I would know, if this is breaking me then it should be killing him. I recoiled even more at that as I let out loud sobs arching my body to catch my breathe - how could I even think like that he didn't want me and all the times he said he loved me he was lying.

Even though I got what I wanted I was not content I was being what HE might say as greedy - him with me would make my new life perfect.

But he would never be with me again! I broke down again into even more sobs I stayed like this for just over 2 days.

EPOV

"Distraction, I need a distraction." I muttered to myself. I could go to Tanya's Clan in south America - but that might be to close but I'll go any way just until I find a different place.

My mind was set I would be in south America in about 5 hours if I set off now running my fastest.

I set off at a steady vampire pace.

As I ran images of Bella flashed through my mind, she was thinking of me but I couldn't read her thoughts, her eyes gave her away.

Pain reeled through my body, stabbing at several different lifeless organs.

I recoiled in pain and curled up in the tightest ball I could get into.

What was wrong with me?Was it possible that if Bella felt pain I would too?

No It can't be - I've got to go back NOW!