A/N-So, here is the new chapter. Please enjoy.

CHSPTER 4: THINKING THINGS THROUGH

Great! Now how am I suppose to do this? I hate that Junior can read right through me. I know that I should go back home. But I just can't. It was like when I had that riding accidient. I knew I should get back up on a horse. But I just couldn't. Now I have Junior hounding me. Matt has called me atleast ten times since I had gotten done filming me today. I hate working with Junior. There are about a kazillion love scenes. I'm not suppose to see Junior, never mind make-out with him. Yes, I love Junior, I always have. But I needed things to go the way I planned for them too. Jeff said it would only take about a month to shoot this movie. I can make it. After we get done filming I will consider going back. Though I doubt I will. But Junior just looked so cute when he was telling me all this stuff. God, why did I ever break up with him. That's right. Because he hurt the Ritter's, and the Ritter's hurt me. I even loved him when me and Matt were together. God I miss him too. And Wildfire. I miss Wildfire like crazy. I wonder how his training is coming. I need to get some sleep. I have to be at the shoot at 6 am.

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A Week Later:

The shooting is coming along fine. And everyday I'm with Junior my feeling for him just keep coming. No! You two are over. There is no you two. Just focus on what you are here to do.

"Kris!" Jeff said. I just froze in the middle of the scene. Everyone was just looking at me.

"Sorry. I just like hillucinated," I retorted.

"But Angie! This is our last chance!" Junior said the first line of the scene.

"Ryan Look. I love you. I do, but I can't just go behind my parent's back and marry you!" I said the second line.

"You have been going behind your parents back for the last 5 years to be with me! And all of a sudden when i wasnt to act on what we have been planning our whole relationship, you just want to back out?"

"Look Ryan. I don't have a choice here. We are moving o New York whether you, or I like it. I don't want to leave. But I have to. It's part of life. Let's just say good-bye now and get this over with. I don't want to, but it is what we have to do!" I yelled as the character Angie. I was in tears.

"No, I refuse to do it. I'm not letting go of this."

"Letting go of what?"

"This love. Do you know how rare it is? You can leave, but trust me. We are going to be together again."

"Ryan. I don't love you anymore. It's over, I'm sorry!" I said then ran off the set.

"Good job you guys. I'll see you in the morning!" Jeff said then walked off.

"Hey Kris! That was some pretty serious acting out there. It kind of reminds me of something," Junior siad catching up with me.

"Tell me about it." I said looking up at him smiling.

"Let's go out. To a club or something Please!" Junior said poking out his lip.

"Ah! You are so ridiculous. Come on. Let me go home and change!" I said putting my arm in his and leaving.

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Why are you doing this Kris. You are falling for it. Falling for what you came here to get away from. I looked in the mirror at myself. I was right. I shouldn't be doing this. But couldn't help it. I felt so guilty for ignoring Junior. He hadn't done anything wrong. He was just trying to help. So tonight was about us. Letting go of the past, and looking into the future.

Heck, maybe there will even be some hott guy too.

A/N-So, what did you think. Yes, anyoher short chapter. But i didn't want to ruin it by stretching it out. Please review.