Hey guys so this chapter should be longer than the last enjoy :)

Damn it! I thought as I got into the shower. I basically just told Sam that I had feelings for Cas … more or less I hate it when that little bitch does that. I turned on the water as hot as it would go. It's not my fault the siren , wait yes it is if it hadn't been Cas … I was so lost in thought that I didn't even realize when the water pressure dropped a little bit due to Sam using the sink or something. I started to reach for the shampoo, but this is my third shower today. As I continued to think my thoughts –not naturally due to sirens– focused on Cas. The way his dark messy hair curls on the top of his head and rests right above his eyes. His brilliant blue eyes. The way they stare at me like he's looking at my soul, which he probably is, but even with all the crap I've done in my pathetic existence called life he only looks at me like that. Never Sam or Bobby or anyone else. And then when he cocks his head sideways when he doesn't understand and that gravely tone saying 'I don't understand that reference'. At this point I was jerking off while staying quiet so that Sam didn't have any more reason to suspect something. I then changed the water to cold and finished my shower. I then got out and got redressed. As I stepped out of the bathroom I noticed two things, one that Cas was there in a circle of holy fire, not normal. And two that Sam had made it impossible for Cas to leave the room with angel seals and other what not. Thank goodness for the concealing powers of denim else I would have gone to take another shower ,but as I was about to say something Sammy grabbed the keys from the table and left with the Impala. Son of a bitch. I thought as I sat down on the bed. "Dean what's going on? Why am I in holy fire? Sam summoned me here then he left. Why are you just sitting there? Did I do something worng?...Again?" Cas asked

"I don't know, because Sam is a douche, you didn't do anything wrong and I'm sitting here because that ring of fire is the only thing that keeping me form….." I trailed off.

"From what Dean?"

"From….attacking you." I said looking down not willing my self to have a staring contest with the angel.

"Dean why would you attack me?"

"Because of the damn siren!"

"Yes I know you are infected but you haven't attacked Sam so why would I be different?"

"Because…Because of what I saw two nights ago."

"Dean what did you see when the siren infected you I assume something not harmful and normal otherwise your defenses would have been-""I saw you Cas!" I interrupted and the moment I did I wished I hadn't. I could tell my face was either very close to being or already red so I looked away while I gathered my thoughts. Cas was slowly piecing two and two together. "So if you saw me as a siren then you see me not as a siren why would you want to attack me? Or not want to attack me?"

"Because Cas you're my best friend and an angel and if that holy fire wasn't there then you would be pressed up against the wall full force with my lips on yours." I didn't even care anymore. I was just letting everything come out. "I'm not gay but hell I don't even know if I'm straight anymore cause in order for me to see a siren as you would mean that I had previous feelings for you that I didn't even know I had and now those 'feelings' are amped up to an 11. And I'm about two minutes away from putting out that holy fire and having my way with you because with the sigils you can't do shit about it."

Cas stood there for a moment, at first I was scared he wouldn't respond but he did like he always does. "Dean." He started out slowly. " Dean I understand that we share a profound bond and that if what you saw was indeed me that means that this would have probably happened eventually, and I want you to know that well, um, that those feelings are returned." My face must have lit up like a firework because within moments I was throwing water at Cas to put out the holy fire and I rushed up to him. I shoved him against the wall and I pressed my lips to his. It was considerably a long kiss but I don't think it was long enough. Cas kissed back and we stood there for who knows how long just kissing it was amazing.

And that's where this chapter stops muahaha although I would be excited the next chapter is from Castiel's point of view. Ok and I would like to know do you want this to stay teen or go M? If you don't reply my mind may go wild also any suggestions I will take into consideration.