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Mercedes P.O.V.
" Kev? You cant be serious" she said
" MERCY! Why not? So it's okay for those bastards to pick on you? Make you feel like nothing? And even make you think your life isn't worth living? You know how I feel about that? If I were here I would defend you EVERY TIME, but I'm not always going to be there. It'll make me feel better knowing you can defend yourself, and hand them there asses"
" it's okay I'm fine," she said wiping a tear .
" you don't even believe that, I know you better then you know yourself, and you know that's bullshit, just let me help you"
" I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF"
" and you think I don't know that? Your one of the strongest people I know. But the even the strongest person in the world needs help"
" so what? We're just going to work out? Make me lose weight? So people can start liking me? Because if that's what I wanted I would have been worked out, I'm ugly and fat and I know this, and I'm going to be me just that way."
" Oh please Mercy, your crazy if you think your ugly, you are beautiful! What society thinks is beautiful isn't! Why should all girls look the same? Whats so different about that? If god wanted everyone to look the same, would there be different shapes, colors, and sizes? Who cares what society sees or thinks! Your beautiful and you need to start believing that. Mercy it's not about having people liking you, its about protecting yourself, because clearly those assholes are jealous, and when the green eyed monster comes out of someone, who knows what they'll do next. If not for me, do it for yourself Mercy, you'll feel better knowing if anything were to happen you can take care of yourself, you can walk down the hall way without the fear of anything happening. What do you say?"
" I'm happy, that your helping me, and you know what, it won hurt anyone if I do this. Because im tired of them doing this to me, enough is enough" she said smiling generously at him.
" I'm so happy Mercy, you wont regret it, we'll start as soon as school's over this will be great" he beamed walking out her room.
She was tired of being put through this everyday for nothing. She did nothing wrong, so why should see suffer. All her life her mother taught her ONE thing to remember, treat others the way you would like to be treated, and never would she ever, do this to someone.
But she wanted to get this out her mind, Mr. Schue told them, they had to pick a song to sing to the school, everyone was to pick there own song. And at the moment she decided, she's going to sing to those assholes, let them know she's done, what there doing to her, isn't going to stress her anymore. But what song? Then it came to her, that song was going to be perfect, but to be on the safe side, and make sure they would show up, she was going to put an anonymous note in their locker. She went to bed that night happy, and with a smile to her face, the first smile she's had in a long time.
Mr. Figgins. Mrs. Jones, and Mr. Jones P.O.V.
" Well hello, Mr. and Mrs Jones, its been brought to my attention that the bullying of your today, has taken place" he said
" BULLYING? You call my daughter getting jumped in a damn girl's bathroom bullying? Oh its way passed that! And I would love to know what this " school " is going to do about it, but oh before you answer that question, I suggest you think wisely of what you say cause if you don't handle it, I sure in hell will" Mrs. Jones said angry and disgusted.
" we're doing the best we can at handling this mam, calm down please" he answered
" calm down? You want me and my wife to calm down? Because you know what as it stands our babies life was at stake with no one to help her, so like my wife asked what will be done about this!" Mr. Jones said.
" I'm so sorry about Mercedes, she is a great student at this schoo-"
" ha don't dare call this thing a school, because you know what? If this was a school my baby damn sure wouldn't be at home right now resting up, she would be in school learning, just like the miscreants who did this to her" she was beyond outraged.
" we've tried to do everything we can but because of district policy, and for the safety of students at this school, there aren't any cameras in the school bathroom, which means there's no proof, so there's nothing we can do, I'm very sorry"
"oh that's very rich, of course my daughters safety is put behind everyone else's? Huh? Is that it?" Mr. Jones said
" I guarantee you it isn't like that " he said
" oh please save the bullshit, it definitely is like that, and don't dare say otherwise, we're done here, but don't you dare feel for a second, this is over" Mrs. Jones grabbed her coat and stomped out.
Mercedes P.O.V.
she was beyond nervous! She peeked out, and saw only three of them sitting together, that was strange, she thought, then she looked more to the left, and saw Sam sitting by himself, that was even stranger. She shook it off, and decided to just put all her emotion in the song,
" we are glad to welcome all you students,for showing up . Each and everyone in the glee club has put a lot of effort into this song so please listen." said Mr. Schue
That was her cue, she thought. The curtains came up and the music started playing.
I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no..
She paused and stared Quinn, Finn, and Puck in there eyes. Letting them know she was done, there was nothing they could do to bring her down.
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])
she tried so hard to cry as she saw the angry looks, on there faces. This was it, she would finally cut ties with them.
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...
she looked at Sam too, so he could understand enough was enough, but unlike them the look on his face was different, it seemed like hurt, guilt, and embarrassment.
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...
She just did it, the close is only to come, a little bit further, she could feel it.
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah
And she was done, she finally let out how she was feeling, it was like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders.
The music stopped, it was dead quiet, she waited for a reaction from the audience. It was so quiet, you could here a pin drop, until everyone was out there seat screaming and whistling.
" Marry me" she heard which caused her to laugh, they understood, they liked her song and they understand, she wiped her tears.
Everyone did amazing, she just needed to go to her locker, and get her stuff and be on her way, until she saw a figure standing at her locker.
" um, hi Mercy, I just wanted you to know you were amazing out there" Sam said, handing her a flower
she was beyond angry, what part of she was done did he not understand? What did he think she could be bought with a stupid rose?
" what are you doing here? Why are you by my locker? You need to leave me the hell alone" she snapped the rose in half and dropped it on the floor . she moved pass him and started to open her locker, he grabbed her wrist to stop her.
She felt sparks, which was weird, she quickly moved her hand away.
" oh don't you dare touch me, haven't you and your puppet master Quinn done enough? Just leave me alone, holy shit"
" I just wanted to say I'm so sorry, for Quinn jumping you, for everything that I've done, I'm not asking you to forgive me, I'm just here to tell you I'm done with that, just I'm sorry"
" ha! Your sorry? Your not fucken sorry, it took something bad to happen to me for you to be sorry, and with all truthfulness I really don't give two shits how you feel, because you didn't care how I felt, just do me a favor Sam Evans.? Stay away from me! Like I said before, I fucken hate your guts," with that she walked away.
She was so relieved to get that out her system, it felt good to be rid of him.
" So, you think you can decided when everything is done huh? You think you make the decisions?" she heard a voice come from in-front of her.
She looked straight to get a better look only to see Quinn, and the same two cheerios.
" Quinn, your pathetic, and I'm not doing this with you" she said trying to walk away, until Quinn pushed her.
Quinn was about to hit her when she heard
" oh yes bitch, oh how I've been waiting for you and your cheerio sluts to gang on ma girl again, no cameras no, one around to see anything, And before you even think about hitting her? I triple dog dare you" said Santana.
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