(You should know the warnings by now: slash, language etc.)

This chapter is all in Stan's POV! Yay! :3

Author's Note: Hello again! :) I'm REALLY REALLY sorry that this one is so short but I just had to cut it of there because the next chapter takes place about a week later so it just didn't feel right to put the beginning of that chapter at the end of this chapter. I hope you still like it anyway :) Please reveiw! I love you my honey bears X3 Love Leda x

Stan: Waiting at the bus stop

I smiled to myself thinking about last night. I was so happy, I felt like singing. I saw Kyle making his way towards me. He gave a small wave and I felt my face break out into the massive grin that I'd been holding back all morning.

"Hey!" I said enthusiastically as Kyle came closer.

"Hi," he said slowly, eyeing me for my overenthusiasm but smiling knowingly. "So the to do list is?" he asked holding out an imaginary pad and pen.

"I called Kenny after I got home last night so we can tick that off," I said smiling at the memory of mine and Kenny's convocation.

Kyle made an invisible tick and said, "So that just leaves Cartman. How are we going to convince him we were just pretending?"

"Leave it to me," I said smiling down at Kyle, "I have a plan." Kyle grinned up at me. He was so adorably innocent it was cruel. I looked up to Cartman's house quickly; there was no sign of him. I lent down and kissed Kyle, wrapping my arms around his perfect little body as our lips moved together.

"Mmm, nice," said a voice from behind us. "Kenny." I pulled away from Kyle and groaned. "Why did this keep happening?"

Kenny stood there smiling, once again leaning against the sign. "Hey guys," he greeted us, "so Ky-le … has Stanley fucked you yet?"

"God dammit Kenny! Why do you have to be so fucking perverted?" I said grinding my teeth.

"You know you love me," Said Kenny with a wink, "pervert included." I automatically looked towards Kyle when Kenny said 'love'. This seemed to go unnoticed by Kyle but Kenny on the other hand grinned even wider. "Or maybe now you only have eyes for someone else?" Kenny questioned me deliberately flicking his eyes in Kyle's direction every few seconds. This Kyle did notice but acted as though he didn't; looking at Kenny blankly, but he had never been a very good actor.

"You know I'm actually quite hurt." Continued Kenny as though nothing had happened, "I always knew you too were gay for each other but I figured one of you would realize before the other. Then I would get to go have a night of passion with the early bloomer before the other realized and you two got together. But I guess you just never know." This shocked me. How could Kenny have known before we did ourselves?

I tried to ask without making it obvious, "What made you think that Kyle and I were …" I trailed off suggestively not wanting to say the words myself. No matter how I felt towards Kyle, I still didn't think of myself as gay.

"Well, I guess it's just the way you've always acted towards each other and when you're around each other, you know." Kenny said.

"What way?" I asked. This wasn't making any sense to me. Sure I'd always been nicer to Kyle than I was to any of my other friends but I didn't think I acted that much differently.

"I don't know, kind of … protective, I guess. And you're always right next to each other," said Kenny pointing to us standing side by side, "and when you're not, you look at each other every few seconds like you're checking the other is okay. And also the way you look at each other when the other isn't looking."

Wow, I had no idea Kenny was so observant. I slowly realized that everything Kenny was saying was true. We were always together and when we weren't I always tried to steal looks at Kyle. I didn't know Kenny that had noticed this though.

Then I spotted Cartman coming down to the bus stop and I was almost glad to see him, anything would be better than to continue this convocation, even Cartman. When he reached us, all Cartman said was, "hey." Then the four of us stood awkwardly in silence waiting for the school bus to come. I kept trying to look at Kyle without Cartman or Kenny realizing but Kyle had his head down as though he was thinking hard to himself. I wished that he would look up so I could see how he was reacting to what Kenny had said.

The bus came around the corner and we all stepped on silently. I went to sit right up the back like we did everyday but when I got there I realized only Kenny had followed me. Cartman was sitting in a seat by himself a few rows in front of us and, I couldn't believe it but, Kyle had sat right up the front next to Butters. I felt crushed; Kyle had ditched me for butters. As the bus took off again I heard Butters, who was thrilled to have Kyle sitting next to him, say, "H-hi there Kyle! W-why aren't you sitting with Stan up the back? I thought you guys were b-best buds. Are you having a fight or something h-horrible?"

I held my breath waiting for Kyle to reply. "No, Butters. Stan and I are fine," Kyle said brightly but after Butters nodded and looked away, Kyle rested his head against the window looking as if something was bothering him.