Hey hey. Chapter 4; Kendall's biggest fear! I thought since James' and this dream are a little short I think I'd do two updates So if you haven't read James dream yet, I suggest you would do that first Have fun with Kendall's dream guys!

~Kendall's dream~

Kendall opened his eyes and saw that he was still in the Palm Woods Lobby that was crowded with people. Kendall sat up and rubbed his eyes. He stretched and yawned. He grabbed the lighter, candle and salt from the table and stuffed the salt shaker and lighter in his pockets and hold the candle in his hand. He heard Bitters complain about something. Probably a 'Not-sleeping-in-the-lobby' rule. Kendall rolled his eyes and walked up the stairs and to 2J. He opened the door and let the candle fall when he saw that 2J was turned back to its original state, before Gustavo had turned it into the crib. He looked around and groaned in disgust. This wasn't true. This had to be a freaking nightmare. Kendall sighed and walked inside. He looked around but heard no sound, signing that no one was inside. Kendall frowned. Where were the other boys? Where they at the pool or something or went to Rocque Records for a record session with Gustavo? Why didn't they wake him then? And where were mom and Katie? This was so strange. No one was here while normally anyone always was in 2J. It was never this silent nor empty. He wondered what happened to the crib. Maybe Carlos and James did something bad and Gustavo decided to take it away. He groaned. He was gonna murder James and Carlos. He was just sure one of them had something to do with this. He fell down on the couch and sighed when the couch broke down. Great. That's just great. He groaned and rubbed his temple. He had a headache and he was tired, even though he woke up he wanted to close his eyes again. He wanted to drift off in dreamland and dream off Logan. Kendall felt a smile creep onto his lips when he thought of Logan. He liked Logan so much. He was like his Knight in shining armor. He wanted Logan to be his and hold him tight, telling him how much he loved him and be able to kiss him whenever. Kendall closed his eyes and smiled. Eventually he fell asleep and dreamed of his Logan, smiling through his dream.

"Kendall. Kendall! Kendall, wake up!'' Kendall opened his eyes and saw Katie kneeling on the ground and shaking Kendall awake.

"Dinners ready.'' Katie said with a smile before standing up and walked to the diner table.

Kendall sat up and saw that no one else was sitting at the table.

Kendall sat down and looked around. "Where are the other guys? And what happened to the crib?''

Mrs. Knight and Katie shared a look and then turned back to Kendall.

"The boys didn't go with us. Gustavo gave only you a record deal. Remember?'' His mother explained.

"And what crib? The apartment had always been like this.'' Katie said and looked at Kendall confused.

Kendall stared at his mother and sister with open mouth. James, Carlos and Logan weren't here with him? He had come to LA alone? He left his friends behind in Minnesota? He left them behind. He was their leader. How can a leader leave his friends behind? What kind of leader was he? He was a terrible leader and a terrible friend. He can't believe they left without them. He needed them just as much as they needed him. Kendall stood up and walked away with another word. He sat down his room and groaned when he saw a huge stain on his pillow. He didn't want to know. This room was so gross. You would say it would be more organised since it was the Palm Woods. Kendall sighed. He was bored so he decided to go to the pool. Kendall smirked to himself. James and Carlos were in love with that pool. Or actually... they would be when they were here. But they weren't. Cause they were in Minnesota. Kendall sighed. He missed his best friends. He walked into the pool area and spotted a redhead and a blonde girl sitting in a lounge chair, talking and laughing to eachother. Lucy and Jo. Kendall smiled and walked over to them. He sat down on the lounge chair next to Jo. Jo and Lucy looked up and smiled at Kendall.

"Hey Ken,'' Jo and Lucy said. Kendall smiled at them.

"Hey Jo, Luce.'' Kendall replied with a smirk.

Kendall's attention was caught when a little bou jumped into the pool, trying to make a canon ball. Kendall laughed at his attempt and thought of Carlos. He would loved to do a canon ball in this pool. He closed his eyes and relaxed as he felt the warmth of the sun hit his face.

"So how's it going?'' Jo asked and swatted Lucy's hand laughing away who was about to touch her hair.

"What are you doing?'' She asked Lucy laughing who was laughing too.

"There's something in your hair. Sit still.'' Lucy said chuckling. She grabbed something out of her hair and threw it away. "There.'' She said.

"Anyways, I'm doing good. How are you guys?'' Kendall asked and turned to Jo and Lucy.

"I'm great.'' Lucy said, "I'm working on my new hit song.''

Jo smirked. "I'm helping her. In return she's helping me with my acting.''

Kendall smiled at them. Jo and Lucy were best friends and got along great together. He loved the two girls so much. They were great and were here for him since the day he first walked into Palm Woods. They were great friends. Lucy stood up and went to get smoothies for the three of them.

"How's your record deal coming along, Kendall?'' Jo asked with a smile.

"It's good... I just miss Logan, Carlos and James.'' Kendall said with a sad smile.

Jo raised an eyebrow. "Who?''

Oh. Right. His best buds never came along with him so no one knows them... Kendall sighed deeply and closed his eyes for a second before he turned back to Jo to tell her all about his best friends. Lucy came back with three smoothies and handed Jo and Kendall each one. They talked and laughed with each other until Kendall looked into the lobby and saw his three best friends. Kendall's eyes widened and slapped Jo's chest repeatedly. Lucy looked at him with a strange look.

"OW!'' Jo exclaimed loudly causing everyone to look their way. She grabbed Kendall's hands. "Okay, what?!''

Kendall pointed to the lobby and to his three best friends that were talking to Bitters. Logan looked around and spotted Kendall at the pool. Kendall smiled but Logan didn't smile back. He shot Kendall a dirty look before he turned back to Bitters who gave James an apartment key. Carlos was jumping up and down in excitement and turned around to see Kendall staring at him. He stopped jumping and frowned at Kendall. James just walked to the elevators without even glancing at Kendall. Kendall frowned as the other two followed him after they shot Kendall another dirty look.

"Well that wasn't nice.'' Jo said.

Kendall stood up. "I'm gonna go talk to them. I missed them.''

Lucy and Jo nodded and wished Kendall good luck. Kendall ran to Bitters and asked where the guys apartment was. Kendall ran up to the fourth floor and knocked on the door 4C. Logan opened the door with a smile but that disappeared when he saw Kendall. Logan rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Oh look guys!'' Logan called and James and Carlos appeared beside him in the door opening. "It's Kendall.'' Logan spat.

Kendall frowned and stared at his three best friends. "Yeah it's me... Guys what's going on? Why are you mad at me?''

James pushed Logan and Carlos softly aside and stood in front of Kendall. James glared at him and crossed his arms. "We are mad at you because you would rather go with Gustavo and become famous then stay with us and be our leader. You left us, Kendall. We're not here for you. We got an offer by Hawk Records, and you know what? We're gonna beat Kendall Knight the ground in!'' James said while glaring at Kendall.

Kendall swallowed and took a step back. He looked at Logan and Carlos and gave them a pleading look. Logan just stared at him with a cold look and Carlos didn't even look at him but he could feel that the Latino boy was sad. Kendall sighed and brushed himself against James and stood in front of Carlos. He put his hands on Carlos' shoulder. Carlos looked up and he looked even sadder when he saw it was Kendall. It broke Kendall's heart and it felt horrible. He was so sorry.

"Carlos,'' Kendall said, "I'm sorry, I-"

"Why did you do it?'' Carlos whispered with a hurt look in his eyes.

"Litos, I-" Kendall tried to say.

"I thought you were our friend! Instead you just go and leave us! YOU'RE THE WORST BEST FRIEND AND LEADER EVER!'' Carlos exclaimed upset and ran into the apartment.

Kendall flinched when he heard a door slam and he guessed Carlos had ran into his own room. James bumped his shoulder into Kendall's when he walked past him to check up on Carlos. Logan turned to him and gave Kendall the cold look.

"He's right.''

Kendall felt his heart break anymore. "Logie, I'm you're friend! I'm-"

"Don't call me, Logie and I'm not your friend anymore. Leave us alone." Logan was clenching and unclenching his fists and Kendall could tell he was frustrated.

"What is it Logan? Tell me what you're thinking about." Kendall said in a caring voice.

"I- I-" Logan started. His anger took over. "WE HATE YOU!'' He screamed and slammed the door shut in his face.

Kendall wanted to cry. His friends hated him. He was a bad friend. He was a bad leader. He left them alone in Minnesota. He felt awful. He let his friends down and no they wanted nothing to do with them. He was all on his own. Kendall sighed and walked away from the boys' apartment. He walked in 2J and ignored the questioning looks in his mothers and Katie's eyes. He stormed into his bedroom and flopped down on his bed. He buried his face into his clean pillow and bursted out in tears. He couldn't believe it. His best friends hated them. What was he without his best friends? Nothing. He was nothing without his best friends. He stood up and walked into the bathroom and spotted his mothers bottle with painkillers she had for when she had another heavy headache. He swallowed and grabbed the bottle. He took a whole hand out of it and filled a glass with water. He stared at the pills and then back at himself in the mirror. He was as pale as a sheet. They hate you. They're better of without you. A voice in his head said. Kendall didn't want to, but he nodded. He took the pills in all at once and gulped them down as best as he could with the glass water. He suddenly felt very drowsy before his legs gave out and fell to the ground with a loud thud.

"I'm sorry.'' He whispered before his eyes dropped and he fell into a deep sleep.

Aww. Kendall's biggest fear is that he's a bad friend and leader to his friends. James biggest fear was being bullied by his best friends and being betrayed by his loved one by the way. I forgot to say that in the last chapter So, all I have left is Logan's dream and I already know how I want it to be. All I have to do is write it down and then it's done. It's gonna be a whole lot different then the other three dream though, still I hope you guys will like it . Please review and again thanks for all the reviews I've gotten so far I'm glad you like this story all so much ^^ I love writing it.

Much love to you all! xxx