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Thank you to everyone who reviewed. You guys are so nice to me. Hopefully you like this chapter. It may be a little short. But I'm going to put Logan and Rory's conversation in here. I don't exactly know how long it will be. But here it is. And I'm so sorry for that cliffhanger. Don't be mad at me.
PREVIOUSLY:
He tried to forget about Rory as best as he could and watched TV. While he was watching cartoons and feeling okay and was laughing a little, he realized he hadn't laughed in a long time. For at least a year. Then the door bell rang. He sighed and turned off the TV. Not thinking about Rory, but about Tweety.
When he opened the door, all the memories of Rory started flooding back to him in a wave. And not a little wave either. A big wave. A wave that was almost like a tsunami. He was speechless. Standing in his door way, was the girl he never thought of seeing again, it was Rory.
"Hi, Logan." She said. Two words. That's it. Two. But those two words were what made him freak. Hearing her voice made him want to hold her and hug her and kiss her and shut the door in her face all at the same time. But he didn't.
Chapter 4
"Rory?" he asked quietly. Apparently too quietly, because she kept talking.
"Hi, Logan. I'm sorry. I swear, I never meant to hurt you. I loved you so much, Logan. And I still do. And I always will. And over this last year, I realized how much I missed you. I want to be happy, but I can't be happy when you're not around. Logan, I miss you. And I miss us. I want us back, Logan." Rory finished waiting for him to say something. And when he didn't say anything, she talked some more. "Logan? Say something. Please, say something."
"Wow. Rory. Um… what do you want me to say? Do you know how much I've been wishing you came here and said that to me? For a long time, Rory. And now that you actually did say that, I'm not so sure why I wanted it so much." He stopped and looked at Rory. When she looked confused he continued. "I mean, what if I let you back in my heart, and tomorrow you get a call from a newspaper in New England or something far away and you pack up and leave again? I can't handle that pain again, Rory." Logan told her.
"Logan, I wouldn't do that to you again. Because I know how it feels."
Logan scoffed and said, "Please, Rory. You don't know the pain I've gone through this past year."
"No, I don't. Not exactly. But I have a pretty good idea. When I told you no, it broke my heart too. Not as much as yours, but it still hurt. Because I loved you, and I still do. And when you walked away after saying all or nothing, my heart broke even more-"
"Rory, I know how much it hurt, okay? God, Rory, don't you think I know that? Do you know how much it hurt and how hard it was to walk away from you like that? I loved you more than anything and you were my whole world, Rory-"
"Wait, wait, wait. Loved? Were? So you don't love me anymore then? Well, then okay. I guess this was a waste of time. Bye Logan. I'll, uh, see you around. Or maybe not, since we live across the country from each other. So, bye Logan." As Rory was getting ready to leave she was stopped by Logan.
"No, wait Rory. Don't go. Um, I didn't mean that. I'm sorry. I still love you. More than anything. And you still are my entire world, Rory. You always will be. I just, I'm scared. I don't want to get hurt again. And I especially don't want to hurt you again."
"Logan, you couldn't hurt me that bad again. Nothing could. Well a couple things could, but that's a different story."
"Rory, I'm really sorry. Right now when you almost left again, I realized that I haven't been this happy since the last time I saw you, before you said no, and I don't want to lose that feeling."
"I know how you feel, Logan. I haven't been this happy either. And I just, need you in my life again. And after you walked away, I felt really bad and I was going to find you but, I got a job that was a good offer. It was the campaign trail of-"
"Of Barak Obama. Yeah, I know."
"How did you know that?"
"I read some of your articles. Very good, by the way."
"Logan?" Rory asked smiling.
"What?" He smirked. Rory's heart melting in the process.
"Seriously, Logan. Come on tell me." Rory said.
"Okay, okay. I talked to Colin almost everyday, as you probably know, and he told me everything that he knew about you."
"I knew it! You were stalking me! Weren't you?"
"No, I just was wondering if you had gotten together with anyone. That's all." He said a little guiltily.
"Logan." Rory said shaking her head.
"I know, I know. I just didn't want you to move on." He said moving closer to her.
"I couldn't have moved on, even if I tried."
"Good to know. I'll remember that." He said and kissed her.
After that kiss, Rory fell into Logan's chest and started crying from happiness. When she looked up, he smiled at her and kissed her again, this time a lot longer.
She eventually came back to her senses and said, "So, are we okay now?"
"Of course, Ace. We're more than okay."
"Good, so should I get a hotel or can I stay here, in your house?"
"You honestly have to ask that question, Ace? You are staying here. Welcome home, Ace."
"It's good to be home." She smiled and kissed him again. When they pulled away from each other they hugged and he pulled all her luggage inside.
He knew that they had a lot to talk about, but for now, they were back together, and that's all that mattered right now. They went inside and Logan realized that he didn't have a reason to hate Saturdays anymore. Now he could spend them with Rory, and he was more than okay with that.
A/N: Okay, I'm so sorry for that cliffhanger but here's the conversation. And once again, so sorry. Just think of this as my Christmas present to you. Hope you enjoy it. I don't know when I'm going to update again. That's the truth. I will be gone this weekend for New Year's and will be back sometime around Monday. Hopefully I'll update before Friday. But no promises. Sorry. Have a good Christmas and New Years. :)
