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Chapter 4
Everyone's Pov
Lord Sesshomaru stormed down one of his vast corridors' trying to get to his room as quickly as possible without running. Last time he ran in this house he ended up paying for major renovations. All the rooms in the hallway he was in were occupied, and he could hear grunts, and moans coming from every room. He couldn't help but feel envious, yet disguisted. He hadn't had sex in what felt like forever. He knew he could get any woman he wanted but they always get to clingy and they think it ment something when in reality it was just a quick fuck. He usually stuck to the whores, but he didn't want to go any where, where another man had been. The thought disguisted him. He would only use the pure ones, they weren't tainted yet. But latley there has been a shortage of them. Woman were becoming sluttier and sluttier. Even the 14 year olds weren't virgins anymore. He had heard that 3/4 of the girls in grade 8 had already lost their virginity, and it disguisted him. It was also harder to pick women off the street because they were protecting themselves more, and never walked alone.
He wasn't even sure why he was doing this job. Well he did know, there were only two reasons. It gave great money, and he had inherited it from his father. Sesshomaru wasn't even sure how long this buisness had been going on. but he was going to guess at least a couple hundred years. He hated it here though, the stench of humans were every where, and the noises were almost unbearable. He jumped up a stair case, the elevator would be to slow for him. He just wanted to get to the blissful solitude of his sound proof, smell proof room. Just as he was about to jump up another stair case he smelt something. It wasn't the smell of human sweat though like it usually was. It smelled like cherry blossoms and salt. Sesshomaru determined that the salt was from tears. And the thing that caught his interest was that this smell was pure. He could hear soft sobs coming from down the hallway, in one of the rooms.
Just his luck, he walked down the hallway, even though he wanted to run to find this delicious scent. The smell was coming from a door at the end of the hallway. He turned the knob, and when it was opened, he was surprised to see a candle flying straight at his face. Before it could hit him he quickly snatched it out of the air. He couldn't help but be ammused/annoyed that someone threw something at him, and expected it to do something. He looked across the room and saw a small girl staring at him with her eyes wide as she looked at him. He couldn't help but be surprised to find such a womanly scent coming from a mere girl. She couldn't be older than 16. She quickly came to her senses and grabbed something else to throw at him, and hucked it at him, but it just hit the wall beside him.
Sesshomaru walked towards her catching what she threw at him every time, she looked around for something else to throw but realized she ran out. She then tried to bolt past him but he caught her arm easily. She looked up at him, her forest green eyes begging and full of tears. Sesshomaru just started walking, pulling her with him. She was definate enough to kick him in the back of the leg while trying to squirm away from his iron grip. He tightened his hold even more and let his claws slightly dig into her skin to let her know that if she did it again, the consiquences would not be to her liking.
She continued to squirm and pull, at one point she tried not moving her feet but that just resulted in her falling as he dragged her behind him. When they got to the stairs She stood there letting him know that she wasn't going to lift her feet to get up the stairs. Sesshomaru just turned around to face her, and picked her up by the waist, then started jumping up the stairs. She yelped and gripped his large hands with her small ones, trying to make sure he would drop her. Even though when he set her down after going up three stair cases, she was pissed that she reacted like that. There was a short hallway and just one big door that looked extremly thick and heavy.
Sesshomaru opened the door and pushed her inside the dark room. He flicked a switch and the lights turned on to reveal a magnificent room. It was huge, and probably had everything in it. There was a kitchen, and living. There was also a desk pushed into a corner that was probably used to working. In the living room the whole back wall was just a massive t.v, and there was a large black leather couch in front of it. Everything was just beautiful. The kitchen had everything you'd ever need. She was just staring at the massive t.v, the only time she'd seen one bigger was at a movie theatre and even then it hadn't been that much bigger. She looked around and saw two doors on the other side of the HUMONGOUS(!) room. She assumed one was the bathroom and the other one was... the bedroom. She gulped and her heart sped up when she had this thought.
She was terrified, he was just so ... big, and she couldn't imagine that the rest of him wasn't. Standing beside him was almost comical because she was only 5 foot nothing, and he must've been at least 6 foot 5. She could tell that she was going to be in pain soon, and she was trying not to think about it. She went into her 'blank space', as she like to call it. She didn't use it often, only when she was extremly upset or scared. There was nothing in her blank space, it was just white. She consentrated until she felt her terror ebb away and her vision turn to white.
Sesshomaru felt the girls aura disapear and looked at her startled, she was still there but he couldn't sense her. She was staring blankly at the t.v, and she wasn't moving. If it weren't for him being demon, he would've never detected that she was breathing still. Her chest was moving slightly with each breath she took. He frowned trying to figure out what was going on. She hadn't moved at all besides her breathing, not even the twitch of a finger.
He stared down at her, wondering if he could bring her out of her trance. So he asked the first question that came to mind. "What is your name?" Her eyes widened and she quickly looked up at him. Her arua hit him full blast again, and he could smell cherry blossoms. Her heart started pounding again and she could barley hear past it. "What is your name?" he asked again in a harsher tone. He didn't really even want to know, he just asked the question so she would snap out of it and he expected that question answered.
She stared at him with wide eyes, trying to decide if she wanted to tell him or not, after deciding it couldn't hurt she finally answered in a quivering voice, "... Rin". Sesshomaru was kind of surprised she had answered. He pushed her forward and made her walk to the door on the other side of the room. Rin stared at the door wishing that cement would magically cover up the door so they couldn't get in and that God would strike Sesshomaru down with a lightning bolt. Of course that didn't happen, Rin's luck was never that great.
He pushed her into the room that would be her own personall hell for the night. He flicked the ligth switch and the room was illuminated. The bed was huuuuuugggeee and seemed to take up half the large room. There was a desk in the corner with papers all over it, plus a glass of water and about several pills. Sesshomaru ignored Rin and walked over to the desk, popped the pills into his mouth and swallowed them with the aid of water. These days he had been having major head aches, and he was sick of them, the staff always left him tylonal in heavy doses so it would actually work on his demon body.
Rin stood there silently watching him wearily. He didn't look at her for a couple minutes, but finally he turned around and looked at her. Rin flinced and wasn't expecting his eyes to meet her's. "Get on the bed", he ordered her. Rin looked at him dumbfounded for a moment, then glared harshly at him. It looked almost like she was trying to intimidate him. "No!" she growled at him. She looked like a kitten trying to be a tiger. He took two steps closer to her and stared down at her. She tried not to be intimidated by him but he was just so much bigger than her. She was probably 6 sizes smaller than him. He raised his eyebrow, "We can do this the easy way, or we can do this the hard way. Either way it's easy for me, and you're the one suffering".
Rin shivered at the threat, but didn't move. She wasn't going to just lay back and say he could have his way with her. He was surprised she didn't move, she had a lot of courage for being so small, or she was just completly stupid and both of them were starting to think it was the latter of the two. Sesshomaru grabbed her arms and lifted her up and put her on the bed. Rin tried to kick him where it hurts, but she missed, and he let his claws pierce her skin. Rin scrambled to the other side of the bed which was pushed up agains the wall. Tears were already trying to fall out of her eyes but she blinked them away.
She grabbed a pillow and threw it at Sesshomaru who was currently still standing. He almost laughed when he felt the soft pillow hit his back, he wondered if she actually thought that a pillow would do anything. He pulled his shirt over his head, and Rin grimanced, trying not to look at him. When she heard a zipper go down she squeezed her eyes shut tightly and tears started streaming down her face. The lights went out, and Rin cringed into the cold wall behind her. She was only wearing a white silk dress that she was forced to wear. She wasn't even alloud to put under wear on. She felt a weight on the bed, and tried to go back into her blank space, but she was too distracted.
He grabbed one of her arms and pulled her over to him. Rin cursed his demon strength in her head. She tried to reasure herself. 'it can't be that bad, millions of girls who lose their virginities don't cry'. But she still felt sick to her stomach. Sesshomaru forced her to lay down even though her mind was screaming at her to do something, her body didn't respond. Even though she was seconds from losing her virginity all she could really think about was how comfortable the bed was. She couldn't realy fell anything and her eyes were still tightly shut. Her legs were spread apart with Sesshomaru's knee. And his hands pulled the silk dress over her head. Then the extreme terror kicked in again. Her legs were tingling, almost pain fully and it felt like her hands weren't attached to her body.
Her small hands moved in effort to cover herself. One arm covered her breasts and her other hand moved to her crotch trying to cover it. While moving her hand down she came in contact with something that definatley wasn't her's. She yelped and blushed deeply, trying not to look down. He grabbed her arms and pushed them away from her body. Then he braced him arms beside her so he wouldn't crush her with his weight. Rin wanted to cover herself up again but if she tried she would come in contact with his body and she was already closer than she wanted. She looked up into his golden orbs and tried begging with her eyes, hoping for him to have some mercy. She would've noticed that he was beautiful if she hadn't been so scared.
Her hand gripped his sides and she tried too push him away. She tried to fight back tears again, her eyes burned and her throat constricted. Her face burned with shame and humilation. She was completly naked with a man who's name she didn't even know. She wanted to squeeze her legs shut but his knee was there. "Please d----" her begging was cut off with a gasp when he plunged into her. Her eyes widened and tears spilled out of the corner of her eyes. There was no mercy that she could detect in the cold golden orbs that stared back. Her short fingernails dug into his flesh and pain blossomed in the lower half of her body. Niether of them moved, Sesshomaru could feel her inner walls clamping down on him trying to get used to the forgien, not to mention unwanted, object in her body. He slowly pulled out a bit then pushed back in. Rin could help but cry out in pain. Her back arched and her finger nails dug deeper into his skin.
If he couldn't sense her aura he wouldn't have been able to tell whether she was in pain, or if she was enjoying it. But he could tell she was deffinatly in pain. He moved again, and Rin bit her lip to keep from crying out, salty rivers werre still falling down the sides of her face. Sesshomaru started an easy rythem. He didn't even know why he was trying to spare pain for the girl, even though he wasn't trying to hurt her, her face contorted in pain everytime he moved. She kept trying to push him away from her, and move away from him but it just resulted in her being hurt more. Finally after about 20 minutes of trying to get away from him she realized it would be better for her if she just didn't move. She just laid there for the most part. The only reaction she really made was when she would grip his sides and arch her back. The tears didn't stop flowing the whole time. Her body felt sticky with both her's and Sesshomaru's sweat. Finally after what felt like hours he rolled off of her. Rin wasted no times in getting away from him.
She grabbed the closest pillow and got off the bed, then huddled in the farthest corner away from him. She felt sick, and for a moment she thought she would throw up. Rin kind of hoped she would throw up on his expensive carpet to piss him off. But slowly the feeling passed, and she was fine. Just in some pain, she was probably tramatized too, and there were a few deep cuts on her body from when Sesshomaru lost control and cut her. Other than that she was juuuust fine. She curled up against the wall and put the pillow over her body so she wasn't so naked. After wrapping her arms around her legs she was finally in a comforable... ish position. She let tears fall down her face, and she shivered in the corner. She desperatly wanted a shower she just felt so... dirty, she wanted to scrub away the burning touches that he left on her skin. Rin was also exhausted so she laid her head against her knee's and slowly fell asleep.
Sesshomaru had trouble sleeping, he just lay there un able to keep his eys closed. He had a feeling that he couldn't really place. He felt bad that he had done that to her. Sesshomaru doesn't have feeling bad in his dictionary. He almost felt guilty, and guilty was another word that he didn't have in his dictionary. He pushed himself up slightly with his arms so he could see her. She was curled up in a ball against the wall in what looked like a very uncomfortable position. His body moved against his own will and he stood up. He walked over slowly to the young girl and picked her up from the cold ground. She was deffinatly out, she didn't even make a noise when he picked her up. He walked over to the bed and gently placed her down in the middle of it.
His sighed and laid down next to her after putting the blanket over her. She slept restlessly and kept tossing and turning for about 30 minutes. Sesshomaru was getting annoying and turned on his side facing her, trying to decide if he should put her back on the ground. She rolled into him and sighed in what sounded like contentment. She snuggled into his chest, and Sesshomaru stared down at her in surprise. Even though she was sleeping he hadn't expected her to do that after what he did to her. She seemed to fit perfectly into his body, her long, dark hair was just under his sensitive nose, and he breathed in the smell of cherry blossoms. Before he realized it, his arm was wrapped around her and he had pulled her closer into his body. Slowly he drifted to sleep, with Rin in his arms.
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