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Chapter 4

SRU Headquarters

"Where is she? How long has she been here?" Sam yelled.

"She has been here a while, but the boss said not to interrupt you guys and she said she would wait." Winnie said.

"I am sorry Winnie. Where is she?" Sam said and combed his hair with his hands.

"She is in the break room." Winnie said softly seeing how defeated Sam looked already. He mumbled his thanks and walked away with team one on his heels.

Team one noticed how Sam approached the woman and as soon as she saw him she was sobbing and clinging to him like her life depended on it. But the blonde woman wasn't what shocked the team the most. It was the three blonde kids that also clung to Sam while he held all of them. After a few minutes of watching them, Sam got the woman to calm down and then he helped her with the kids and started to walk toward the door.

"Sam." Greg started.

"No. Not about this." He said and with that he walked away with his family, while team one stared after him. They stood there for a long time watching the door, when Spike broke the silence.

"He has a wife?" He said.

"Looks like it. And children too." Wordy said and you could hear the confusion on his voice. Leah just nodded and looked around between all of them. But Ed and Greg were too busy watching Jules' reaction about everything that had just happened. She had gone pale.

"We need find out if it is true." Spike said.

"No we need to go home. It is his personal business. He has been through a lot today, he needs a break." Greg said and with that Jules mumbled her goodbyes and left before they started asking question.

"Jules…" Greg said but she was already gone.

"Let her go Greg, she is hurting and she wants to be alone. What are we going to do now? This is going to be difficult on her, on us. Sam didn't even trust us enough to tell us he has a wife and three kids." Ed snapped.

"Nothing on his record said he was married." Spike said.

"How do you know?" Wordy asked.

"I checked." He said and everyone shook their heads.

"It is true, nothing on his record said he was married. And I don't believe Sam would have played with Jules' feelings like that. There is something else going on here. He was worried and scared." Greg said.

"Well, we will find out tomorrow." Ed said and with that everyone went home.

"Who is it?" Sam asked.

"She didn't give me a name. She only said she was your wife." Winnie's voice echoed in Jules' head while she drove home with tears running down her chocolate brown eyes.

Jules was stunned to hear that Sam had a wife, but that wasn't what shattered her heart, it was the fact that besides the beautiful blonde, there were also three beautiful blonde children in his arms too. And at that moment she just wanted the ground to open and swallow her. She couldn't believe that he had played her like that. That she risk her job for him. He had the nerve to be mad at her because she chose the job over him but it was all a game to him. He just wanted to fuck her and when he got tired, he had run back to his beautiful family, while she slowly fell in love with him. And she did fall in love with him. He made her dream about things that she gave up a long time ago. Made her want a husband, children and believe in a happy ever after. But everything was shattered in matter of seconds. He already had his happy ever after. Now she needed to try her best not to let the news break her even more than she already was. She needed to be strong and move on, and concentrate on her job because if she didn't, then she was sure this time she wouldn't make it. She would have to realize that everything she worked for was for nothing, without him or a family of her own. With this thought she cried herself to sleep.

Sam POV

I thought nothing else could make this day any worse, but I was wrong. Stephanie was here and it must be really serious if she came all this way here and with the kids. I could feel the team behind me and at this point I didn't care. When she sees me she starts crying and throws herself in my arms, while holding the baby in the other. I feel two pair of small hands hugging my leg and I know it serious. They look scared.

"What happened?" I asked trying to calm her down.

"He showed up at the house." She said sobbing.

"Who showed up?" I asked but I already knew the answer to that. And this time I knew for sure I needed to kill him.

"Matt's father. He said that you were going to pay for what you did to his son. Also that I should be ashamed of myself because I knew it was you that kill him. How did he find out Sammy?"

"Look, we have to get out of here. Let's go." I said because I couldn't have this conversation here. I grabbed the two oldest kids and headed toward the door, where the team was standing.

"Sam." Greg started.

"No. Not this." I snapped. I needed to protect my family first and I couldn't deal with the questions now or worse the disappointment, especially the one that was going to hunt me for a while, Jules' pale face.
After half an hour I had them checked in the Royal hotel in a private room where no one could reach them.

"You guys are going to stay here. The room is paid for and I am going to get you guys anything you need for a few days. I don't want you going home or to my apartment. He is piss and most likely he is looking for me. Until I deal with this situation you guys can't leave this room." I tell Stephanie while she puts the kids to bed.

"Sam" She said.

"No Stephanie. I don't know what he is capable of. He might hurt you too, just to get to the kids. I can't risk that. I can't let anything happen to you guys. I don't think I could survive that. Please just stay here." I begged and sat down in one of the couches. This was too much. I just didn't even know what to think anymore.

"Oh Sammy, I love you. I am so sorry. I can just imagine how bad it is for you. Don't worry we are not going anywhere. Stay tonight."

"I can't. I need to find him."

"What are you going to do when you find him?" She asked.

"I am going to try and reason with him and make him understand that it was an accident."

"And if he doesn't understand?"

"Then he is dead." I said and she nodded and came and sat next to me and hugged me tight.

"Please stay." She said and this time I was the one to nod. Then she got up grabbing my hand and pulled me to the bed where we laid down with the kids. I stared at them and all I kept thinking was that I needed to keep them safe, that I was doing the right thing by killing him if he continued to threaten my family.

"Sam, how do you think he found out?" Stephanie asked.

"Who do you think?" I said and I could even hear the bitterness in my voice.

"I hate him. I can't believe he would do that."

"Why are you surprise? He hates me because of what happen to Alyssa. And the thought that I could be happy or even be better than he is, just makes his blood boiled."

"I am sorry Sammy. I wish that we could just disappear and have a better life. But most of all I wish I could turn back time and stop all the pain and suffering you had to deal over the years."

"Hey, we survived. We are survivals and we would get through this. So don't worry about anything. I promise I will keep you guys safe." I said and kiss her on the forehead.

"You know if the situation wasn't serious. It would have being hilarious the stunned faces of your team." She said and giggled.

"That's true." I said but my smile didn't reach my eyes because one person's face kept popping in my head in front of everything else, the face of the only woman I had ever fallen in love with and still love.

"I saw her. She looked hurt. I feel bad for her. Right now she must be crying her heart out thinking you used her. That she was the other woman and came between a married couple but is not true."

"I know is not true and I am sorry for the pain that she must be feeling right now, but you guys come first. I couldn't stop and explain. Plus after the day that I had, the last thing I wanted to do was to open up and talk about my feelings or my family and all the bullshit I am hiding. I just need a break."

"It was really bad today right."

"Yeah, beside David accusing me of been a killer in front of the team. I lost a subject that I was negotiating to surrender and this thing with you guys, I am on the edge of the cliff. One more push and I going to fall and hard."

"And you are not sleeping. The nightmares started again."

"Yeah."

"I am sorry Sammy. I would make it better for you if I could. I love you so much." She said.

"Me too, I love you guys so much too." I said and with that I concentrated on their breathing trying to relax and maybe get some sleep. But I knew that it wasn't going to come. Today had been hell. Now I have to deal with David and make sure that he doesn't kill me or my family. And there is the possibility that I might have to kill him. And it might just be on the same day that I killed his son two years ago. Because knowing him, he would find that as a perfect day for revenge and try to find me tomorrow. Also, I will have to deal with my job and decide if continuing in the SRU was the right thing for me. To top it off, I needed to explain Stephanie and the kids to the team because I could just imagine how betrayed they feel right now, especially Jules. And let's not forget the nightmares and all the shit that is coming.

"It is going to be alright." She said and felt asleep. It's like she can read my mind. I look at her and the kids and I remember why I still have hope and keep on living. Jules' beautiful face crosses my mind and I know that if I could get it right with her then maybe, just maybe everything would be alright.

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