Cometangel: Do You Like It?? Huh?? Huh??

Mikan: am! Ms. Writer… I'm thinking

Cometangel: what is it??

Mikan: Why do I always get the dumb parts?

Sumire: Hahahahah!!!! Baka!!! That's why you always get the dumb parts because…………. Your really dumb

Mikan: Hey! That's noT true! I hate you permy

Cometangel: don't be sad mikan coz in the end you always have the last laugh

Mikan: Oh! Yeah!

Hotaru: BAKA

Chapter 4: Something strange

School

Mikan arrived at the school not very much expected… early so she decided to hangout at her favorite spot in the garden… the sakura tree!

While there she look at the beautiful view that could be seen on the school field… mikan loves to write poems… lonely, happy and even about love… but did she experience once??? I DTS(don't think so)

Ruka was passing by and saw mikan at the garden so he decided to greet her good morning but when he is about to approach her someone came

"OhayOO Mikan- chan" somebody said

"Who might you be??" mikan asks

"I'm Kenji and this is Saito were from middle school" they both introduced their selves

"I'm really sorry… but how did you know my name?" she asks again

"Don't be silly mikan- chan you know everybody knows you!" they said

"Is that so" she said

"Well, mikan- chan can we invite you to have lunch with us today??" they both ask

"Sure" Mikan answered smilingly

"YAHOO!!!!" they both shouted then left

Upon this conversation ruka seem to overhear it and thought

"It's so nice that mikan is really opened with everybody"

"But I'm afraid…" he said out of the blue

"Afraid of what??" somebody asks who is strangely looking at his lonely face

"Afraid that" he said then looked at the person who just ask… then upon looking who it is… his feet suddenly stumbles and sweat drop

"M….iii….kkkaa…nnnn" he said

"What's the matter to you ruka- pyon??" she asks again

"Nooooo…..noooo… nothing………" he said blushingly with his heart like horse rapidly running……………. Then after a few seconds he ran off…… leaving the poor mikan behind

Ruka

He thought "What's the matter with you?? You like her right?" His consciousness said

"Gommen, Gommen, Gommen I just can't say it" Ruka answered

"If you really like her rejected or accepted you must face it" His consciousness said again

Then ruka saw hotaru passing by and dropped something

"What's this?" he said and saw that it was a picture of hotaru so he picked it up and shouted hotaru's name but unfortunately his words didn't reach her

Mikan

Mikan was walking alone thinking on what happened to his dear friend

"What's the matter with ruka -pyon??" She said to her thoughts

"Maybe I did something to him that made him feel angry" she said

"Waaaaaaaaaa!!!" she shriked "What am I going to do! I hate ruka- pyon being angry with me!" she said again "I shall beg for forgiveness later" She ended and went to the classroom immediately

At the classroom everyone is silently waiting for their teacher to come

After how many minutes the teacher came and lesson immediately

While mikan can't concentrate in participating because of thinking on how, where or when to say her sorry's…

I didn't say it but mikan has a really huge crush on ruka because of his gorgeous looks and kind heart but she doesn't have the heart to say it because she lacks confidence… and that's not all… she's afraid that she could hurt her dear friend hotaru because since elementary she seem to recognize that even though her friend won't show her emotions deep inside she can feel that hotaru really likes ruka…

Natsume saw the sudden change of heart of mikan from being cheerful to lonely but being the type he is…. Uhmm… how can I say it???

More like he doesn't really care

LUNCH

Mikan decided to say it on lunchtime so when her teacher left she immediately approaches ruka…

Ruka doesn't saw her coming and continue packing up his stuff

Mikan was about to say something when she saw ruka holding a photo…

After packing ruka's stuff he glanced at the photo and mikan saw it

……………

It was hotaru and it gave her a strange feeling

"What was a picture of hotaru doing in ruka's possession??" she thought

"Not even I could get a photo from her except buying it or…. Or….. begging for mercy!" She thought again

Then she saw ruka putting the photo at his pocket when he stops glancing it

"Could it be??" She said having teardrops

Then someone shouted

"MIKAN –CHAN…… MIKAN –CHAN" they said

Then mikan looked… it was the two kenji and saito I mean…

"I'm here" she said

Then ruka looked behind sweat dropping that he didn't even realize mikan was there behind him

Then was startled upon seeing mikan's face

"Mikan??" ruka asks "Are you alright??" he asks again

Then mikan answer "Offcourse I am what a silly question that is" she said while many teardrops are flowing from her eyes, going to her cheeks… and smiling as if nothing was wrong

Then mikan ran off to the two still crying but definitely not sobbing

"what happened?" they both ask

"Nope nothing happened… uhmm… I'm thinking if it's alright to postpone this tomorrow…" she asks pleadingly without looking to them and her bangs covering her eyes

"Aww it's really sad but I guess we couldn't say no to you" kenji said

"And mikan –chan if you need company where always here…" saito said

"Arigato gosaimasu" she said and run off to her favorite spot… the sakura tree

She was alone there… crying until her eyes fall out… but unfortunately he is not alone someone was there in the top of the tree but she doesn't really know

…………………Crying……………..Crying…………….Crying……….

That's all what she do until she stops and suddenly sing out of the blue

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves would guide you through another day

She sung and sung while the tears all fall out

Nobody knows who I really am

Maybe they just don't give a damn

But if I ever need someone to come along

I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

The person up at the tree stunned at her beautiful voice and can't say a word to describe it

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Then suddenly mikan recited a very short poem that she wants to express

At this song I sang like I said will I ever gonna see what I seek

Will I ever face the fact that you're not meant for me

Will I understand that even though I love you, you can't do the same?

And that the life I've got is just part of the game

End of Chapter

Do you know who the person might be?? Well, guess who!

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