"We've never been into honesty but promise me you'll let me know...when ya lying..."
Nick, what could you be singing about? I thought while baking my favorite, brownies.
-flashback-
I had just come home from another date with Taylor. I was happy, finally. No more heartbreak, but just a steady friendship which could sooner develop.
Oh well, a girl could dream. Many girls actually DREAM this dream. But, not to be cocky. I'm lucky I have the chance.
In the midst of all this happiness, not once did I think about how Nick would feel, how he feels or he felt. I tried blocking him out of my feelings. He was my first love, but he can't be my only love.
"No! It's not alright for you to try to come around And pick up where you let me down What makes you think I wanna get back together..." My phone's ringtone rang.
I picked up my phone, and saw a new text. From Nick Jonas.
'Hey Sel, what's going on between you and Taylor?' I read. I didn't want to talk about this right now, not with anyone and definetly not with Nick.
'Hi...why does it matter? Why do YOU care? And now all of a sudden..' I replied. I was scared, and nervous. It took him like a minute to reply.
'Selena, i want to know. I care about you, you're still mine selena.' He wrote. My heart dropped. I didn't want to put up with this. Not now.
'Nick. I'm not yours. We're done, and what happens with me is none of your buisness. I don't want to put up with this anymore. I'm sorry, and bye.' I sent to him. It took a lot for me. As I sat there on the bed, a tear escaped my eye and dropped on my hand.
I thought about those very first few words...the first line of the song that caused a wave of emotions in me. Anger, Sadness, Regret, Dishonesty, Anger, and then Guilt. The rollercoaster of our life together.
"If Olive and an Arrow is about me..." I said outloud while sitting on my couch. I tried finishing the rest of my sentence, when someone else did.
"Then, you guessed right Miss Gomez." said a voice.
I stopped in my tracks, and turned to face Nick, Nicholas Jerry Jonas.