Chapter 4
"I ran straight to the bathroom crying while everyone was laughing at me. I slam the bathroom door shut. I lean against the floor and slide down to the floor, crying. Someone help me.."
Someone started knocking on the bathroom door so I just screamed "Leave me alone". The person said, "I am sorry please let me in". Surprisingly it was Logan's voice. To be honest, I did not expect that. What the hell was THAT doing here? I get up and open the door wiping my tears off. He came in and slammed the door shut. Of course. This is the part where I wish I could hide myself and roll my eyes. But I cant. Because he is there. He kneels down and says, "Glad you're feeling bad. This is just the beginning of my revenge sweetheart. And if you're already this sad, I don't think you will survive. Which I don't care about at all". I couldn't control it so I blurted out, "Why me? Why do you want to ruin my life? I don't even know you personally". He laughed softly and said "Oh the moment you banged onto me. Yeah I hated you for that". Wow. All those nice shit they write in their songs just became totally meaningless. He looked at me once more, winked and went away.
I just sat down there having tears flowing down when Liz came in and hugged me. "Amber I am so sorry I couldn't back you up!" she said. Liar. She knew the leg was there. AND I saw her eying Logan. She noticed that I was thinking and she replied, "Yeah yeah I actually don't give a damn if you get hurt. You deserve the pain". She got up and left with that. Uh what the hell just happened? Traitor.
I get up, wash my face and leave. Thank god I didn't wear make up. Oh yeah fun fact, I don't wear make up because I think its useless. Probably I should start putting them on so that he doesn't bully me. But I will never do that. Why would I wanna change myself for a random guy. Wait. But its like a life and death situation. Will you change yourself?
I walked through the school corridor to my locker. On the way I could hear people laughing at me. This is just horrible. What did I do? I accidentally knocked onto that boy and now all he is doing is making my life a LIVING HELL. I went to my locker threw my books in and went straight home.
-At Home-
I opened the door and saw my mum sitting there drunk. How great. I walked in without saying a word and closed the door. She noticed the sound and came to me, "Why are you home so late?". Shit. I cant tell her that I was crying in the bathroom. Besides she wouldn't believe me. "Uh..I had stuff to do" I replied knowing that it was not satisfying. Before I could even look up and I felt a hand slap me right smack on my left cheek. I literally screamed so loud that I am pretty sure I saw a few birds outside fly away in terror. The pain in my cheek was stinging and tears started forming again. "Oh don't cry and think I will let you go off immediately. How dare you lie to me? You know what next time come as late as you want. You don't even have to come home. Go sleep on the streets". Can you believe her? I went straight to my room, shut the door and cried. My left cheek had turned blue black and it had finger marks on it and WORST of all it was bleeding. The fingernails must have scratched some part of my face and now it was bleeding. I washed the bruise and put some ice to stop the bleeding. I had nothing to do so I started my homework. I heard the doorbell ring and I knew the woman was going to get it. I sat down there tears falling on my table. My room door opened and she said "Someone is here for you". Who would come here? Why? And in came...
Logan.
What the hell was he doing here?
Oh great my life is in danger. "Uh not to be rude but what are you doing here?" I asked rudely. "Oh we have a class assignment and we're paired up, since we're sitting together?" He said INNOCENTLY.. probably because my mother was there. Are you kidding me? I looked at my mom asking her to go and I let him in.. "Uh come in.." I said before closing the door. "Don't think I am going to be nice to you. We do this assignment and I leave so that I don't have to say your ugly face.". Of course.
For the next hour we finish out project. Thank goodness. I can't stand another minute with THAT in my room and thank god he didn't see my posters of him. Luckily I hadn't put them up. My phone vibrated and... DAMN. My lock screen picture was of Big time Rush. "Awwww somebody has a picture of us in her phone! Wait..." stares at me. "You're a fan?" I nod at his question and he stares at me blankly. "Well I will just... go. See you tomorrow imbecile". With that he left. I swear if I could stab the boy I would. He was getting on my nerves. And unfortunately I cant do anything. I sighed and completed the project, adding in the last details.
Well after that I just went to bed to end the rather sorrowful day. I hope tomorrow is better...
Well there is a Longer chapter. Hope you guys liked it. And this story I am just putting all he bullying stuff because to be honest I have never come across btr fan fics like that. And its just interesting to try seeing the boys in a different light. Something most of us wouldn't imagine. So keep reviewing cos you guys always leave a smile on my face with your reviews. love you all xo
