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A shock

Rachel's P.O.V

"Finn and I are now officially a couple". Santana stated, with that evil smirk spreading all over her face.

I can't describe how I felt in that moment. I was in complete shock. It can't be! Finn! Santana! going out! couple? It can't be! However it was, Finn and Santana were somehow going out now.

I felt my heart break into a million pieces; when I finally thought that Finn and I could be something more than just friends, something like that happens. I couldn't stay in the choir room anymore, so I left. I went to the only place in the school that I knew I could shelter in. the auditorium. I felt pain, sadness and hurt.

How could Finn do this to me? I thought he liked me, I thought we had feelings for each other. Could all this be a lie just like the last time? But, this time was different, Finn really did care, I was able to feel it, his actions said it, and even more his eyes, they were full of affection and emotions.

However, history always repeats itself. Finn always found a way or another to hurt me.

But Finn's face?

He looked sad and pained. He looked like what he was saying hurt him as much as it hurt me. He never looked like this on the other times. His face had sorry written all over it. And I could feel that he was torn apart from the inside.

Something was wrong and I am going to know what.

I tried talking to Finn the whole week, but Santana trailed him like his shadow, whenever I tried talking to him, she would be there to stop me.

Finn looked different. He was different, a different Finn that the one I knew. He was sad and gloomy all the time. He was cold. As if the fire that was once in him put off. He wouldn't talk like he used to, wouldn't smile, and even more when we sang he wouldn't be caught up in the song like he used to, the fun in singing with him was lost, he was lost.

Finn's P.O.V

"Ugh. I can't take it anymore" I screamed from the top of my lungs, "I can't live in this hell."

I collapsed on our living room couch, and of course, my mum came to check on me.

"Finn, what is wrong?" she was very concerned.

"I can't take Santana anymore, I hate her, even more than Puck" I was full of anger.

"Santana? Isn't she your girlfriend?" my mum looked confused.

I sighed, "Well, she is blackmailing me into it. She doesn't want me to end up with Rachel."

"She has something on me that might drive Rachel away for good." I explained more.

"But, come to think of it, I am not with Rachel now, and if I told her the truth myself, she might forgive me, and I might actually have a chance" Finn's face lit up.

"I know exactly what to do now, thanks mum" I ran to my mum and kissed her and went to my bedroom. Tomorrow I was going to set things straight.

I was going to end it with Santana. My life won't get any worse than this. And I can't take it anymore. The way Rachel looks at me, it kills me even more every time I see it. I miss her, I miss her like crazy, I miss her babbling mouth, her enthusiasm, her laugh, her kindness, I miss the way we used to sing together, I missed the feeling of her in my arms whenever I hugged her, I missed how she would compliment me when I do something right and even more I miss they way she smells, her eyes shine, her lips pout, I even miss her knee socks and her argyle sweaters, and how her short skirts could turn me on in a second. All in all I miss my Rachel.

"ARE YOU CRAZY FRANKENTINE?" Santana was raged.

"YOU CAN'T BREAK UP WITH ME!"

"Oh, yes I can, and I am" I said coldly, I couldn't care anymore about her and her dirty schemes I was done with her for good. I turned around and left, feeling relived and happy. Now all I had to do was to tell Rachel, and wish she would forgive me, and we could finally be together.

I can't believe it! I was late again. Now I may not get to talk to Rachel before glee so maybe after it.

When I arrived I nearly got a heart attack. It can't be, not now, not when I was finally gonna make things right. Santana was talking to Rachel about something. Rachel looked sad and her eyes were tearing up, this was totally not going as expected. Rachel turned to face me, 'Oh no, she is crying, even though it is impossible, please god don't make it what I think it is'. I was really freaking out now, from what I saw things weren't going good, and Rachel was pretty mad and sad. I can't believe that I might actually lose her in this moment for good.

No one's P.O.V

Rachel slapped Finn really hard. "How could you?" she was looked enraged, and deeply hurt.

Finn now was sure that what he feared did actually happen. He knew that Santana must have told her the secret. What was he going to do now? He had to try to do some damage control, but he knew he wasn't good at that. Well, the only choice he had was to be truthful and try to pour his heart out for her and hope the sky that she would forgive him.

"Rachel I am so sorry" he pleaded. He was not just pleading he was begging her for forgiveness.

"You won't even deny it! so it must be true" Rachel couldn't believe what was happening, Finn! And Santana! "How could you lie to me?" she wasn't really the person to ask that question since she lied to him too, but she had to ask.

"Santana! Really! You broke up with me to go and have sex with Santana?" Rachel was breaking down. "I really thought that you liked me"

"I did and I still do"…"And you did it with Jesse anyway" Finn was trying to defend himself although he knew that even Jesse was kinda his fault too. But he had a point, they both did so what was the problem, even though he knew exactly what the problem was.

"No, I didn't" she whispered to herself, but Finn heard her.

"What?" he could have sworn that he heard her say that she didn't.

She snapped, "I said I DIDN'T DO IT WITH JESSE"

Finn was now straight down confused "What? Why?" he really needed to know why she didn't do it with Jesse.

Rachel sighed; she knew that she had to get this over with "Because he wasn't the right person, because he wasn't you." Rachel confessed.

"I loved you Finn, and unfortunately I still do. I still love you" there she said it.

"But it is late for me?" Finn said that with his heart breaking into more than a million pieces. He couldn't believe it. Every time he tries to make things right and better, it always gets worse.

She sighed, even though it hurt her like hell, she had to let him go,"It is far from late now, I gave you so many chances, but you ruined all of them, I don't have any more for you Finn."

"Rachel please" Finn pleaded. He really wished she would forgive him.

"I am sorry Finn" Rachel said leaving the choir room crying. And Finn was left there with a shattered heart. This hurt both of them really heart.

Finn stood there shocked, but when reality hit him, he ran toward the parking lot, hoping he would catch Rachel. However this time he was late; he saw her pulling her car out of the school parking lot. But he didn't give up, he was determined to talk to her, explain everything, and make her give him another chance.

Finn got into his car, turned on the ignition, and then drove after Rachel. It was raining but he was able to spot Rachel's mini. She was speeding, which wasn't something she would do, he freaked out, and he was really worried it was dangerous to speed in that kind of weather. But he knew that the reason for her speeding must be because of he was chasing after her.

Finn was worried, she was driving really fast. He tried to hunk at her, call her cell but she wasn't slowing down. He didn't know what to do. She passed him in the traffic signal, so he had to stop. However not too long after stopping he heard a lot of cars honking and a loud crash.

Finn panicked, he had a deep felling telling him that something bad happened, really bad, and that Rachel was in the middle of it. He drove like a maniac as soon as the light went green, and he nearly died from shock when he saw what happened.

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