Please, somebody tell me... Do you guys think Camp Rock 2 is going to be as good as the first one?
Review please and i'll give you some cookies i really want to know if someone is reading this and if you actually like it.
Next day...
That day i spent the whole day in my cabin, trying to figure things out. This was getting too weird for me. I didn't want to go and meet Shane because i knew somehow i would end up being disappointed, or hurt, or something… My life was never THAT easy. I mean, i'm SO not a negative person, but let's face it, even if i try to make everything perfect i always end up screwing it up.
But, on the other side… I wanted to go, he was Shane.. SHANE… The guy i was practically obsessed with. I was unconditionally and absolutely in love with him, you know, since like ever. I was one hundred percent sure of it. Shane was my perdition.
I finally decided to go, i dressed and went to the lake. And yes, i ditched class, why? Because i didn't want to go. That's it.
I spent a couple of minutes there, thinking about how weird everything was, and how stupid i was, and suddenly he just appeared.
-Hey Tess-
I looked back at him.
-Hey…- I said so softly. Damn. I would never talk like that.
-You just ditched class… I thought you were not going to come-
-Well here i am. And i thought so too.-
He was eating an apple. Why is he always eating? However, he sat next to me.
-Why are you not spending your time with Mitchie? I thought you and her…-
He interrupted me.
-She's at the bonfire with her friends…-
-Right, the bonfire, i forgot. Shouldn't you be with her?-
-Shouldn't you be there too? And what am i? Her husband or something?- he said with a little grin in his face.
-Well, i don't really like to be sitting alone when everybody's staring at me like "go away"… And… I didn't say that, just wondering, because you two are like an item right?-
-No. We're just pretty close friends, that's it-
He was biting his lower lip. Oh god.
-So, you don't want to go to the bonfire with me?-
-I said no. Get it?- god, i didn't know why i was being so moody.
-Ok, ok, just saying-
And then we just remained quiet.
Some people would say it was awkward, but no way. It was one of those comfortable silences, you know, when you don't need to speak all the time. Suddenly, i realized he was staring at me.
-What?- i said blushing. And the worst part is that when i just realized i was blushing, i blushed even more! Such a shame!
-Why don't you talk to your friends?-
Hello? Friends? What the hell was he talking about?
-Shane… Is not that easy… I mean, i… I asked them for forgiveness. Apparently they did forgive me, but i know that's bullshit. They didn't-
-Well, i think you should try harder, because all you're doing is stay here and look at them like if you're about to blow a fuse.-
I gave him "that" glare. I'm sorry, but this was like... Oh, Mean Girls would describe it better; word vomit?
-What the fuck? Are you being serious? Do you even know how many times i called Ella and Peggy trying to be friends again? They didn't even answer me! Do you know how many times i've tried to apologize to Mitchie and Caitlyn but they just wouldn't listen? Shit, i've tried, ok?!-
I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks. I saw his expression change abruptly. Somehow, something inside me just melt, broke, however you want to call it. All those stupid feelings were overflowing.
-I've tried to like them again Shane… I've tried to get my mom's attention, but nothing is good enough for her… I've tried to get your attention… But i guess i'm not good enough for anyone!-
I was totally falling apart, i just couldn't stop the sobs, i was crying hysterically. Finally, Tess Tyler have cracked. I felt my eyes red and puffy, and i was definitely feeling ugly.
But then, i felt a pair of strong arms around me, holding me. His arms. Believe it or not, that was my first hug in, like… years. Nobody ever hugged me like that.
-Everything is gonna be ok.. I'm here-
It was awesome, surreal, beautiful… He told me everything was going to be ok, and i believed that. Because he was there, holding me, when no one ever did.
We spent the rest of the day together, and i learned a lot of things about him (And they were not in some cheap magazine), like his taste for the maths (weirdo, i know), the fact that he actually can't sleep with the open door, and that he wanted to be a pirate. I would just laugh at his ridiculous dreams, and he just wouldn't mind. I think he learned a lot of things about me too, and he wasn't seeing me the same, he was getting to know me better, and liked that.
Because no one really cared about me, no one really knew me, and now... He was that person.
He was making me fall even more in love with him, if that was possible.