Hey guys! Okay, I've made my choice on the girl, and I just don't think that Bella will fit the part that I want as Paul's imprint, she isn't strong enough as a character and she just annoys me. Besides, the special thing I had an epiphany on and I know almost exactly everything I want in her! Bella just does not fit the same characteristics that I want, so Idk what to do! Anyways, I think it will turn out nicely either way :] so here's chapter 4 guys! Thanks so much for reading!
After that day with Sam and the blood sucker, I've acted like I did before Jared ignored me: I act cocky and perverted.
I can't say it's not me, but it's not the same me as I once was. I used to be an A student. Ha just messing, I've always been a trouble student, but I usually tried. After the accident, I really had no choice but to quit anyways becasue of the money difficulties I was condemned to have. I'm thinking about going back to it, since I'm going to need a real job sooner or later.
"Yeah, he told me that I can go back as a Junior if I can pass Sophmore exams," I told Jared as we shared a beer. I know it's useless if I want the same effect as it used to give, but it's a habit.
I'm still just a bit hurt over the ignoring me shit. I guess I'll need to suck it up and play the role of a sarcastic, perverted asshole.I can't say that's not me, but I can say that I hate that about myself.
I can't take back all the girls I fucked and threw away to get a sexier girl. I can't really change what people think of me. Hell, I wouldn't blame people if they hated me.
"Well are you going to?" Jared asked, breaking me from my deep thoughts. I wonder how long we were sitting there in silence. Wow, I really am an idiot.
"I think I will, if I want to make something of this shitty situation, I guess I have to." I look down, hiding my scowl that I put on ever so often.
"It's not like you're in Hell, make the best of what you got, dude. I think that..." and then after that, all I heard was Charlie Brown's parents. Wah wah wah wah wah. I don't know if he ever realised when I do this. I can't help but block him out when he rambles, it's a wonder I dealt with it all the years.
"-re you listening to me? Okay, what the fuck ever. I'll get you when my shift is over. Bye assface," and he closes my door. I'm left alone again. I wonder if anyone thinks about me when I'm not around. I know none of my family does, since my mother was disowned from her father since she was a love baby and I never knew my father's parents. I hardly even knew my father. I could give a shit less about him anyways.
My own rambles were interupted by a scratch on the door. I get off of the couch and walk to the recurring scratches. I open it to find it storming. How could I not have noticed this? I start to close the door, but unfortunately I had to notice the whining of a puppy. Husky, I think? His baby blue eyes looked up at me, I couldn't help my self, I had a huge soft spot for animals. I picked him up to find him being a her. Oh great, please don't be in heat, I get enough dogs in my house as it is.
I took her back over to the couch and checked her for tags. Nothing. The only thing I found was a ring in her left ear. I wonder if I got a peircing if I'd still have it as a wolf. The pup looked up at me as if she could hear me thinking. Hell, for all I knew she did. It's not like she can tell the whole world. She sure was a cute dog, though. I'm might even miss her when the person realises she's gone.
By the time I came back to my senses, she was in my lap and I was petting her. She fell asleep on me, well crap I'll have to wake her up to go to bed.
Before I could pick her up, she woke up on her own and starting whining again. All I saw after that was a huge blur of black and white running for my room. I get up to go after her but then I hear a knock on my door.
"Paul, I know you're in her!" God, please don't let it be who I think it is. "I know you can fucking hear me! I need my money from the insurance, you can't keep it all to yourself you selfish little prick!"