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I woke up. I saw familiar faces looming above me.
Adrian, Christian and Lissa.
Adrian spoke first.
"Rose." He breathed my name.
I just blinked.
What the hell happened?
Lissa sat on the edge of the bed. "Y-you passed out, Rose."
"What?" I said with a very raspy voice.
Christian finally spoke.
"Yep. You passed out for some odd reason. But Belikov took you to the infirmary immediately."
Then I remembered. Dimitri. He came back. After leaving me without any warning. After leaving me heartbroken, he comes back. Why? It wasn't for me, I knew that much. He wouldn't have left in the first place.
Pieces of what happened in the last few hours kept coming.
I want him out of my life and my baby's life. I can't let myself fall in love for him again just for him to leave me again. I can't let my little angel feel that pain neither.
A single tear escapes.
"Rose, are you okay? What happened out there?" Adrian begins to exclaim.
"I'm fine. It was just stress" I nod at them.
As if on cue, Dimitri walks in.
"Get him out of here." I whisper.
When all three of them look at me with confusion, I raise my voice.
" . .Here." I snap.
Then he speaks. That husky, perfect voice that melts me.
No, Rose. Stop. You hate him.
"Can you all excuse us, please" He says, addressing Adrian, Christian and Lissa.
They all leave and I look the other way.
After seconds of agonizing silence, he speaks again.
"Rose,-"He begins. But I interrupt and look straight at him.
"'Rose' nothing." I spit out the words."You left me, Dimitri! You broke me into little pieces. You turned me into a fragile little prick."
I turn my head. I can't let him see me like this. These past two months, all I did was isolate myself and cry. I can't do that in front of him.
I bite back my tears and sit up.
"You have to understand, Rose. I had duties. Tasha's offering—"I yet again interrupted him.
"Tasha?" I let out a harsh laugh."You left us for Tasha!?"
He was beginning his sentence but stopped and a thoughtful look came across his face.
"Us?"
Did I just say that? No. He can not know.
I scrambled through my thoughts and said the first words that came to mind.
"Me and Lissa, of course." I rolled my eyes.
He looked at me and nodded slowly.
"Anyways, Rose, you know there was no future between us."
Dimitri turned his back on me.
"No future? You loved me." I hiss this, barely above a whisper.
Before he said anything I stopped him.
"Save it. Save all of your bullshit. Leave. Now."
He turned back around and I can see the pain on his face.
I watched him go and as soon as that door closed, I burst out crying. I couldn't contain it anymore. I pulled my legs up and stayed there, sobbing.
Who am I kidding? All the pain in the world couldn't keep me from loving him.
I don't know how long I was there in that position but Lissa walked in. As soon as she saw me, she ran to hug me.
She stayed there with her hands around me, consoling me for a couple minutes.
"Rose…" She tugged my chin up to make me look at her.
I looked up.
"It's him, isn't it?" Lissa whispered this.
"W-what are you talking about?" I stutter while avoiding her eyes.
"Dimitri is the father of your baby, isn't he?"
My hand makes its way to my belly.
When I didn't answer, she took my hand in hers.
"Rose..."
I decided whether to deny her or not in a matter of seconds.
I look at her with tears in my eyes and nodded.