Zosia walked onto Keller and found her mother talking still with Guy and Colette, she breathed in before approaching her mother again, "Can we talk?" Zosia asked.
"Now?" Anya asked concerned and Zosia nodded and looked desperate, "Alright come on," Anya placed her hand on Zosia's back and they both walked ahead and into the on-call room, "What's wrong?"
"Tell me," Zosia pushed the stick into her mother's hand and Anya then looked confused, "I'm scared to look."
"OK," Anya looked at the digital screen and she then looked up at Zosia, "Positive," Anya could see the look of shock and horror on Zosia's now drained of colour face, "Not the answer you wanted?"
"I have to...I have to go," Zosia announced but Anya blocked her exit, "Let me go."
"Zosia usiądź i pozwól mi mówić do Ciebie! (Zosia sit down and let me talk to you!)," Anya shouted and Zosia look taken aback by her mother's outburst.
"Fine," Zosia sat on the bed and Anya joined her, "This is not good...even though I had a feeling."
"Any idea what you want to do?" Anya asked and Zosia shrugged, "Do you want to keep it?"
"I can't kill a baby...I don't know...what did you think?" Zosia asked and she looked at her mother, "And don't lie."
"I had no idea what to think...at first and then when I thought about it I knew I wanted you, right from the start," Anya answered and Zosia smiled, "I always wanted you...because I knew that you'd be just what I wanted," Anya then felt Zosia rest her head on her shoulder, "A beautiful, funny, smart, little girl and you've turned into a beautiful, funny, smart woman...and I want you to do what you think is right," Anya ran her fingers through Zosia's hair, "No answer is right or wrong."
"I don't know," Zosia said and she lifted her head back up her beautiful eyes shined with unshed tears, "And I have no idea what Arthur would think."
"Male mind thirty years with your dad and I still can't work it out," Anya laughed and Zosia did too, "Listen...whatever you want to do...I will be there and your dad-"
"Oh he's going to kill me," Zosia hid her head in her hands, "Use protection, don't get pregnant until you're married, blah, blah, blah," Zosia shook her head and then felt her stomach twist, but before she could warn her mother she vomited, "Oh."
"Don't worry...I don't know why they call it morning sickness it happens morning, day and night...well for me it did," Anya said and she rubbed Zosia's back, "Right I'll get a porter to clear up this and I'll get you a glass of water."
"I need to pee again," Zosia announced and she stood up and groaned, "Thank you...I urm...I need to-"
"Go before you wet yourself," Anya ordered and Zosia then left the on-call room.
"You're peeing again?!" Dom exclaimed and Zosia stood by the girls bathroom, "Get a urine sample sent off."
"Why?!" Zosia asked defensively and Dom folded his arms, "What?" she asked as he said nothing, "Excuse me," she opened the bathroom door and Dom then jumped as it's phone vibrated.
"Mum," Dom said down the phone, "Yeah...I need your opinion," Dom said and he then walked into the quiet staffroom, "OK...I'm not sure if I'm jumping to conclusions but my flatmate she's showing signs of pregnancy and I'm just wondering...should I tell her or not?" Dom asked.
...
Guy saw Anya approach back on Keller and he walked over to her, "What was that about with Zosia?" he asked.
"Urr I think it's best you hear it from her," Anya answered and Guy's alarm bells went ringing.
"And that means yes," Colette said as she was searching for something on her phone, "Congratulations Granddad."
"I never said," Anya argued, "That she was."
"Oh don't play blind with me Anya," Colette argued back, "It was obvious."
"And she's gone and got herself pregnant!" Guy exclaimed and Anya glared at him to be quiet.
Zosia walked out of the bathroom and down the ward and she caught her dad's eyes, they looked angry and she scurried away into the staffroom.
"Love you bye," Dom put his phone down and Zosia sat on the sofa one leg crossed over the other, "You tired?" he asked curiously.
"I'm fine," Zosia lied and Dom looked unconvinced, "What? What is it with you and all your questions?!"
"What's with you acting all strange?" Dom asked and Zosia rubbed her forehead, "Biscuits, glowing, tiredness, peeing...get a test."
"I've done a test!" Zosia shouted and Dom looked shocked, Zosia felt her gut twist with regret, "Don't mention to Arthur please Dom!"
"What did it say?" Dom asked bur he already had a feeling with the answer, "Zosh?"
"Positive," Zosia answered with a whisper and Dom walked over to the sofa and sat down putting his arm around her, "Don't give me the 'I'm here for you' 'It's OK' because I know that it's not going to be OK," Zosia stood up and began pacing again, "Because I'm an F1, I have a life...Nie mogę tego zrobić, nie jestem gotowy gotowa być matką, nie mogę zrobić, to Dom Pomocy! (I can't do this, I'm not ready ready to be a mother, I can't do this Dom HELP me!)," Zosia panicked and Dom stood up taking her by the shoulders.
"I'm sorry?" Dom asked as he understood none of what Zosia just said, "In English."
"I'm an F1...I don't know," Zosia pulled away from Dom's grip and then sat back down on the sofa, "What do I do?"
"Speak English for one and I knew you were pregnant," Dom said and Zosia went tense so Dom then treaded carefully, "Look my mum's a midwife she works at WBC if you want you can give her a call...she'll be happy to talk."
"I have my own mother...it could be wrong," Zosia said and Dom rubbed his forehead.
"Zosia I'm sorry but everything that indicates you're pregnant is there...OK...I'm sorry but you could do a thousand tests and even a test here and I bet that it would come back positive," Dom shouted and Zosia hid her face, "How far along did the test say?"
"I asked mama to tell me," Zosia answered and Dom nodded, "I'm sorry but she's the only one-"
"I'm not having ago at least you've told someone," Dom said and Zosia closed her eyes, "Did I ever tell you my mum tried to get me into midwifery?" Dom asked he wanted to keep Zosia calm and decided to change the topic, Zosia shook her head and laughed, "Seriously...but I knew I wanted to be a surgeon."
"Dominic the midwife," Zosia laughed and Dom did too, "I don't know...it doesn't feel like anything is there."
"Mum says that she feels that even when it doesn't look like a baby...it' still a baby...a life which had been created. Sorry that's really not helping."
"It's weird thinking that inside a woman...a life can grow...and then nine months later it's born and a life...needing me for every single thing," Zosia thought out loud and Dom sat on the edge of the sofa arm, "And then it grows...needing me for everything," Zosia crossed her hands around her shoulders and leant forward, "I don't know Dom."
"You're overwhelmed," Dom said and Zosia sighed heavily, "And hormonal...but whatever you decide to do I'll help you...but you have to tell Arthur at some stage."
"Men so many men..." Zosia growled and Dom then went to the sink to pour her a glass of water, "I'm scared Dom," she admitted and then shook her head - what was wrong with her? "I'm sounding so childish."
"Here," he gave the glass and Zosia took it, "You're just drained," Dom said and Zosia sipped at the water, "OK...that's all."
"How's Mrs Webster?" Zosia asked with everything that had been going on she had forgot.
"Fine...missing Barely her horse but that's pretty much it," Dom answered and he then he went to the door, "You rest for a bit OK."
"But my dad," she said but Dom shushed her.
"If your mum knows she'll put him into his place...I'll cover for you get some rest," Dom ordered and Zosia nodded giving in she placed the mug the floor and then curled up on the sofa.
Dom shut the door quietly and then walked into the middle of Keller, "Where's Doctor March?" Guy asked the F1 in front of him, "Well?"
"Guy," Anya hissed, "Is she OK?" Anya asked.
"She's just taking a break...she'll be here soon," Dom then turned and walked away to go to Pulses he had a feeling he'll have to kiss goodbye to coffee and that was something he wasn't looking forward too.
"Right you need to calm down!" Anya ordered Guy and Guy went to argue, "No! Don't go all bull in a china shop...she needs our support...that goes for you too Colette."
"If she stops behaving like a spoilt little brat," Colette answered back and then walked away, "I'll be on AAU if you need me."
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Guy asked his wife who was giving him a stern look,
"Don't worry...I wont expect you to understand...I'm going to see if AAU need me keep your cool!" Anya ordered as she walked away herself onto AAU leaving Guy to getvhis head round everything.
A/N: Had a mock exam today and tomorrow morning ahh noo :( anyway I wanted to write to take my mind off stuff ha so basically just wanted a little chapter there will be more action coming up soon but just needed to build. Reviews are welcome xx
