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":OK, you need to review before posting as there are so many mistakes.

Also, you should mention in the summary that this is OOC for merlin."

Thx! I know that there are many mistakes. My editor that edits my stories for my other page is not currently talking to as we had a fight. So if there is anyone out there who would like to help me out and edit my stories it would be great help!

I changed it and put OOC in my summary, thanks for pointing that out!

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Chapter 4

This Chapter will be from Gawain's POV.

"Don't move sorcerer" Gawain said with a growl.

Merlin put his hands up in surrender.

Merlin was backing away from the sharp point of Gawain's sword. He backed up till he hit a tree and slid down it. He looked up to Gawain with absolute terror in his eyes.

'He could kill me right here with just a thought, so why is he so afraid?' Gawain thought to himself. That's when Gawain saw that merlin was afraid of him, he felt a pain in his stomach from guilt. 'Merlin doesn't have any evil in him, he never has. He is more afraid of me than I am of him. I can feel it in my gut that I trust him. He has always be a very good friend to me. Always been there for me when I need help, and for everyone, always doing the right thing.' Gawain thought and lowered his sword. At this Merlin's fear was less noticeable in his eyes, but it was still there.

As Gawain slowly stepped closer to merlin, he noticed that merlin flinched with every step towards him. Gawain offered merlin a hand to help him up from the ground. Merlin hesitated but then grabbed hold of his hand and allowed Gawain to help him up.

Both men just stood there in awkward silence. Neither knew what to say. "is Arthur ok?" Merlin was the first to speak. Gawain noticed the tone that merlin asked the question in was true concern. That just furthered Gawain's belief that merlin is not evil. "He is ok health ways, what ever you did probably saved his life. Not that he will ever admit it of thank you for it. He is very angry merlin." Gawain said noticing how merlin's shoulders tensed up and he sighed when Gawain said the last thing.

"I am sorry that I lied to you." Merlin said to Gawain, he avoiding Gawain's eyes.

"Look merlin, I understand why you didn't tell anyone, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I am on your side of this. I just wish that you had told me sooner." This made merlin look up to Gawain for a moment, but then he returned his eyes back to the ground. For that brief second Gawain saw how much merlin was hurting. The eyes are the window to the soul right?

"You stay here. I will tell the rest of the knights that I checked out here and that no one was out here, not even tracks. And I will tell them to look on the other side of the kingdom." Gawain ordered merlin as he started to walk back to the gates to the kingdom.