Hellooooo all!!! Sorry about the update gap but I was in D.C. (hamburgese capitol) for a week and then I was distracted because I had to write a paper about shrews. I am not kidding. I would also like to say the first month or so will be all there, and there won't be many diff p.o.v.'s. Anyways lets get on with the story.

Huh, I wrote that monday... I just can't find a place to update!!! I'm really sorry. I try my hardest.

From May The Pants Be With You:

...I kept walking. Dave is so great, why couldn't I see that we are basically perfect for each other before? It must have been the horn, we had to finish messing about before we could see that we should be together.

Well I am sooooo done with the general and cosmic horn. I have the particular horn for Dave and that is it.

one second later

Ohmygod, what is he doing here?

Amazing Maturiosity

saturday october 15

4:35 p.m.

I walked over to Robbie who was sitting on my wall and he said "Hi Georgia."

"Um, hey Robbie, what are you err, doing here?"

"Well I needed to tell you something before I go."

"OK..." Robbie came off the wall and stood in front of me.

He took a deep breath and then sighed. "So where to start... Well, I guess I need to ask you something first." He looked me straight in the eye.

"What?"

"What do you think of me... How do you see me, really?" His eyebrows mashed down over his eyes and he was pursing his lips.

"Uh... Well I don't know. As one of my exs, a mate, an up and coming star?" It sounded like a question because I didn't know what answer he wanted.

"A mate..." He mumbled really quietly. "I need to tell you how I feel about you Georgia. I can't hold it in any longer. I hated it when I came back and you were with Masimo, it nearly killed me. I really like you. And when I found out Mas was leaving you for the band... It made me really upset, because I know I would've stayed here with you. I thought maybe since you and him were done I could, I could, I don't know but I thought for some reason we would get back together. Then when you told me you were with Dave, I was crushed again. I'm extremely jealous. Every little thing about you I like, love even. The way half of the things you say don't make sense. The way you're always smiling. The way you look, the way you feel in my arms, the way you taste..." He got quieter and paused a bit. "Its at the point where I think I may even be in love with you. But I blew it. I had my chance with you and I left. I always wonder what would have happened if hadn't gone. Would we still be together? And that thought it, it haunts me. It won't let me get over you." Wow, ohmygoddygodgod, and Lord Sandra! He is just looking at me now.

"Robbie." I didn't know what to say. "I, we...it... you. I, I can't. I know what would have happened. You would have found out I was cheating on you with Dave, and you would've dumped me. I'm not even sixteen yet, your nineteen, you need to have a life and not hang around for me. I wouldn't want to keep that from you. Plus Robbie, there are loads of girls in London, girls that are older and ready for a serious relationship. And you will get over me." Wow that just poured out, and it felt right.

"There may be loads of girls but that won't stop me from comparing all of them to you. I just really want you to know that you always have me as an option, OK?" Then he started to lean in. Oh no. No no no no no!!! He wants to snog me!

two seconds later

Just before he kissed me I turned my head so it was lips to cheek. He pulled back and looked really sad. Why big G? Why? Why must you take away all my cakes and then shove them all back in my face at once??? I JUST WANT DAVE!!!

one second later

Robbie stepped back and looked a bit shocked. What? It is probably my nose. I'd be shocked if I was looking at it that closely.

But then he said "I know, I shouldn't have done that. But you don't have to shout in my face." What?

Oh zut alors! I thought I was yelling in my head... Oh, that must have sounded sooo mean.

"Ugh, I'm sorry I thought I was yelling in my head... But really Robbie, things will be OK." I gave him my very kindest smile and tried to suck in my nose so I wouldn't alarm him further.

He smiled back at me but it didn't reach his eyes. Well at least he hasn't gotten the hump with me, that would be a vair bad way to leave this.

"It's fine. I can deal with it." Then really quietly he added "However hard it may be." Oh, it looks like he is going to cry. I hate this.

I couldn't help myself, I gave him a really big hug and said "You know, I think there is someone out there for everyone, even for Lindsey and Nauseating P. Green, and defiantly for you. You will find someone." Then I stepped back and looked him in the eye. "Someone even better then me."

He smiled again slightly, but there were definite tears in his eyes. "You are a really great girl Georgia. Thank you, a lot. For everything."

"We can still be good mates. You can call whenever you want, and once you get all settled in you can give me your number. It will all be fine."

"Yeah," He said "That would be good."

After a bit of a pause he sighed shakily ran his hands over his face, like he was trying to secretly get the water out of his eyes, and said "Well I guess I should go now."

"Yeah."

"Goodbye Georgia."

"Bye Robbie."

And then he walked away and got on his scooter. He revved off, and I watched him go all the way down my street. I feel so bad, making people upset... But I guess that is part of growing up, you have to display some amazing maturiosity.

one minute later

I went to sit back on the wall to wait for Dave. Ugh, I've hated this lately. For the past couple weeks I've had to be 'mature'. Well I don't want to anymore, it is vair hard work. Well I won't be totally immature, but you know what I mean. Right? Because I certainly don't.

"I'm very proud of you Gee." Dave the Laugh said all of a sudden out of nowhere. It startled me so much I had a spaz attack and started to fall backwards off my wall.

"Woah, kitty." Dave said quickly catching me "We don't need you falling anymore today." God he has a lovely smile.

"Fanks Dave... But you're the one who made me fall."

"Yes, I know and I'm sorry. But like I was saying, I'm really proud of you."

"Why?" What would he be proud of me for? I haven't done anything to be proud of...

"Well, when I came back I saw Robbie leaning in to kiss you, and I thought oh crap I'm going to lose her again and only a day after I got her!!! I wanted to cry, start yelling, give Robbie a severe duffing up. But then I saw you turn your head, and all of those feelings left as soon as they came and were replaced with major happiness. Then you yelled 'I JUST WANT DAVE!!!" and boy did that feel good." Dave is grinning madly. "I left though, because it looked like a personal conversation. So is everything OK?"

"Yeah, everything is all fab, I told Robbie we could be mates and that he will find someone... I even said I thought someone was out there for Wet Lindsey."

Dave laughed. "You are really of great value, kittykat."

I smiled at him. I feel so much better now that he is here, just being around him makes me feel good.

'Well here is your bag. Call round all the girls and tell them about London tomorrow, I'll get the guys. Remember 8:30 a.m. Anyways I must be off home cause my mutti doesn't want me to be late for dinner." He leaned in and gave me a little kiss. "S'laters kitty."

I said s'laters back then he skipped off down my road. Really, he was skipping. I don't know why though.

9:00 p.m.

dans ma chambre

All of the gang said they were coming. Its quite exciting going to one of Dave the Laughs mom's gigs. I can see where he gets his funniness from. It isn't until six though, so we get to roam London all day tomorrow.

one second later

Oh no. I have just remembered who is in London.

Masimo and Robbie.

Well, that was some deep stuff so I'll end it here. Plus I want London to have its very own long chapter. Hmmm, you know on facebook when you chat you can do emoticons? Well I'm dim about stuff like that so I was having my bestie show me how to do it while we were chatting. She wouldn't show me them all so I looked them up on google and I see :v for pacman. I can't figure out how to do it and when I try I do :^ I ask my friend "Where is the other pointy thingy?" "What?" "The arrow thingy that points down." "You mean v?" Then I was like "YES WHERE IS IT???" and she says "Chaela its the letter v." So that was my vair vair stupid blond moment of the day. Okay, so stay tuned for the next exciting installment of "I Just Fell Off My Camel"!!!

Luuurve Chaela-laughluuurver