Lauren Mallory was sitting in her car with a long trench coat, she rolled down the window .

"What do you want Lauren?" I asked coldly.

"Can we talk?"

"Whatever, hurry up" I said as I opened my front door, she walked in and shut the door, she un buttoned her coat and threw it on my leather chair, I turned my head as I saw what she was wearing, a leather piece of lingerie, I quickly went for the door and opened it, I ran to my bike and drove back to the hospital, Carlisle wasn't there, I went back to my bike to see Lauren sitting on it, I ran to the back of the hospital until no one saw me, then I ran as fast as I could.

I took out my phone and called Carlisle.

"hello?"

"Carlisle, I need help, Lauren is following me, where do you live?"

" did you drive slow enough for her to follow you?"

" no, I don't know how she is doing it unless she put a chip on me or something, what do I do?" my Australian accent was hard to miss with my anxiousness, I was mostly able to hide it but the situation wasn't helping.

"I'm sorry to say this, but you're going to have to get rid of everything you have on and your phone." Carlisle was laughing on the other end of the phone, I stopped running.

"You're telling me to take off all of my clothes and run to your house?"

"Do you want her to keep following you?"

"Fine." Carlisle told me where his house was and I quickly threw my clothes and phone to the ground, I ran full speed.

I was so glad his house was in the woods, I ran and got there, I wasn't thinking when I ran threw the door, I stopped once I was inside, I heard something thud to the ground, I turned where the sound was coming from and saw all of Carlisle's family, including Kelsey sitting in there living room staring at me, all females except Esme was looking at my lower half, the guys and Esme were looking at my face, I quickly tried to hide myself.

"Carlisle!" I yelled, you could now clearly hear my accent, He slowly came down the steps with long pajama pants, he looked up, his eyes wide looking behind me.

"You guys were suppose to be hunting." he stated, I took the pants out of his hands and quickly put them on.

"We just got back… What the hell is going on and why was he naked?" Emmett asked, all the girls were still stunned even Esme and she wasn't looking at anything except my face.

Carlisle told them what happened, they were still shocked, except for Emmett, he was mad, I was just thinking of a new song to write, I only had the beat of the beginning, it would start with piano, I replayed the beat in my head until someone asked me something.

"Did you do anything with her before you ran?" Emmett asked, that seemed to get everyone out of their shock.

"NO!" I yelled, I was never as angry as I was now, "why would I do that?! You know I love- not her." I said, I cleared my throat for no reason and looked around the room, Kelsey had a sad look on her face, she stood up.

"I'm going to my room, I'll see you guys later." she said, she walked past me, her arm touch mine, I felt electric go up my arm when her arm touched mine, I turned my head and watched her walk up the stairs, why does everything I say ruin my life more, I ruin everything.

" Carlisle, I- " I sighed , I looked at him.

" Go all the way up the steps until their aren't anymore then go to your right all the way down the hall, her room is the last on the left." he said, I nodded.

I walked up the stairs and went all the way up the flights of stairs, I went to the right side of the hall then knocked on the door on the left at the very end of the hall.

"Come in." Kelsey said, I opened the door to see her listening to her ipod, she looked up and her brow furrowed.

"Did you need something?" She asked as she sat up on her couch, I sat on the opposite end she was on.

" about what happened downstairs, I-" I was saying before she cut me off.

"I don't care if you love someone, It's okay."

"no its not, you don't understand, I don't like any girls at the school, I mean theirs just one, but I don't really know how to talk to her."

"I'm sure she would like your accent, just talk to her ask her what she likes to do in her free time."

"Okay, Kelsey, um what do you like to do in your free time?" she got a shocked look on her face.

"Kelsey, I've talked to Carlisle about all of this, the first time I saw you, I couldn't look away, he told me some signs of a certain thing that I'm pretty sure is true, I haven't been able to look at another girl, it makes me sick and when I did that stuff with Lauren and Katie, it was before I saw you, Kelsey, I love you, everything about you I love, your hair, your eyes, how you talk, everything, I was so lost before I saw you Kelsey, I cant talk to you when I look at you I cant think straight to make a sentence, all I think is when I look at you is that I love you and I never want to let you go." I looked over at Kelsey, she was looking down, I couldn't see her face.

"Kelsey, I- I'm sorry, I just thought you should know, I didn't mean to-" I was saying before I felt lips collide with mine, I felt a jolt go thru me, Kelsey was on top of me kissing me, I started to kiss her back, I traced her bottom lip with my tongue and she quickly opened her mouth, I plunged my tongue into her mouth, she moaned.

I flipped us over so that I was on top and she was on the bottom, Kelsey moved her hands down to my waist and hooked her thumbs on the waistband of my pants, I had to stop this or I wasn't going to stop.

"Wait!" I said and jumped off of her and went to the wall.

"I want to Kelsey, but I don't want to rush anything, I don't want you to think I'm only doing this for sex, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I understand, just don't be showing anyone else what's below your belt, I'm sure my sisters got something out of that." she got up and kissed me softly on the lips and pulled me closer, I growled when our lower bodies came together.

"hey, be careful there, I am not as small than the regulars, trust me, lets just say that I had to use the showers at school before as did some other guys." I whispered to her, she lowly growled.

"and you can trust me that I know, I got a good look before you noticed we were there." she whispered back as she moved her finger down from my chest to my abs, I leaned my head back and groaned.

"please don't tempt me more than I am with having you this close to me." I said

"As you are tempting me with your cute Australian accent, but neither of us can help that."

"I guess your right, come on lets go down stairs, your family might be getting worried."

Kelsey nodded, I took her hand and we slowly went down the steps to the living room.

The guys were trying to get the girls out of their shocked state.

"oops" I whispered, Kelsey laughed which got everyone even the girls snap out of their states.

" did you just laugh, Kelsey?" Emmett asked

"Yeah, so what?"

"We have never heard you laugh for the time that you have been with us." Bella retorted.

"Well, it's always nice to try new things." Kelsey said, I looked over at Carlisle and he smiled at me, I smiled back.

"How do you know Carlisle?" Kelsey asked.

"How about you tell them Carlisle?" I asked, he nodded and we all sat down, I sat down beside Carlisle and Kelsey was pulled by Edward to sit by him.

"Well, the first time I went to the Volturi, I wasn't the only one to meet them for the first time, that's where I met Daniel, we just started talking and after we both met Aro and the others, we went and kept talking, but after a few days, we both needed to go our separate ways, I had to go back to Esme and Daniel…." Carlisle trailed off and looked at me, I looked up at them.

" um.. I use to be a nomad and I was trying to train myself to feed off from animals but I still haven't succeeded." I said wearily, I stared at the floor and tried to concentrate, I looked up and looked up at everyone.

"I was a very troubled human, I enjoyed things that normal people thought as shameful and the work of the devil, I loved to kill, I loved to look at dead things, I would smile every time I saw it or did it, it started when I was seven, and since I lived in Australia, I killed a koala, and when I finished, I was so happy and now that I'm a vampire….." I trailed off as I remembered my worst kill.

Flashback

I was in Alaska, it was 1904, in late December.

I was sneaking into a house easily and found a woman and a little boy lying on a couch, I tilted my head.

The lady suddenly woke up and I put my finger on my lips to tell her to be quite, she followed, she quickly sat up and pulled the little boy onto her lap, I smiled a devilish grin as I figured how I was going to kill them, I figured it out.

I slowly walked closer to them, she held the boy tighter and that's when he woke up, he looked at me then at his mother with fear in his eyes, I kept walking closer until I was a foot away, the woman stood up and put her son behind her on the couch, I grabbed her by the neck, I kissed her neck and tore off her clothes.

"mommy!" yelled the boy, I looked back at him at smiled my grim smile once again.

"please, don't do this in front of my son." she pleaded, I looked back at her and ripped off the rest of her clothes.

"Well, this will teach him the basics." I said and had my way with her right in front of her son, I heard her and the little boys screaming in my ears, I looked up and saw that he was crying and rocking back and forth with his arms around his legs, he was looking the other way.

"Boy! If you don't look then I will continue until you look." I said, he then looked back at us.

After a minute, I bit her neck and started draining the blood from her, her screams quickly died down and I got off of her now deceased body.

"MOMMY?!" the boy yelled , he got off the couch and ran to his mom, once he looked over her he looked up at me with tears flooding his soft blue eyes.

"Why?" he asked, I was now fully clothed.

"Its what I do, now you better call someone go get someone to help you."

" No one lives around here, the town is a long ways away." he explained, I looked at him as he held his mom's hand.

"Then you better start walking." and with that I jumped out of the window.

End of flashback

I looked around the room and all I saw were shocked, terrified and sad looks, Carlisle was the only one who knew that story, now eight others knew it.

"What is wrong with you?" Edward said, knew it would be bad once he knew, he saw everything, I didn't look at any of them, at this time, I really wish I could cry, I know it sounds girly, but I couldn't help it.

"That's what I would like to know." I whispered.

"I mean really?" Edward said and stood up, he stood in front of me, I looked up at him " why would you become a monster like that?" he yelled " you aren't going anywhere near Kelsey, do you understand?" once I heard those words, I felt as numb as could get, I stood up and stood face-to-face with Edward, I didn't change my facial expression, but I felt like I was slowly dieing inside.

"As long as Kelsey is safe, I know I'm not good for her.' I started towards the door.

"Daniel!" Carlisle said and walked to where I was at, he put a hand on my shoulder " please don't do this, I've never seen you so happy nor have I seen Kelsey that happy." I looked up at Carlisle, my friend and somewhat a father figure to me.

"Happiness doesn't matter when lives are at stake." I said and with that, I opened the door, got into my car and drove off to my house, when I got into my house, I sat in a leather chair and stared at the wall all through the night.