Chapter 4

I rolled my eyes at him, "What exactly are we going to do now?" I asked.

He stared into my eyes intently, "We haven't done this in a long time."

I looked at him confused. Hadn't we done this like a day or two ago? "What are you talking about? We did this like two days ago," I informed him.

"No I didn't mean that. I meant that we never just…stay in each others arms anymore," he explained a bit sadly.

I looked into his eyes before I slowly leaned into him and rested my head on his chest. I stretched my arm across his torso as he lightly wrapped his arm around my waist. "I'm sorry," I apologized.

"It's not your fault," he told me.

"I know it's just…if you wanted to do this you could have just asked," I told him as I closed my eyes in content.

"Why? Do you not want to do this?" he asked with a bit of hurt coloring his voice.

"Of course I do but everything's been so hectic that I haven't really spent that much quality time with you," I told him quickly.

He sighed lightly, "This is all I need."

I snuggled closer to him and he tightened his arm around me. It was a perfect moment. We had just finished making love and now we were just snuggling close to each other. If this was what he wanted I'd do this with him all the time. He nestled his face into my hair lightly. He was sniffing my hair. Something he didn't do very often.

I giggled lightly into his chest. "What?" he asked with a smile in his voice.

"Are you sniffing my hair?" I asked with a small giggle.

His chest rumbled a bit from his small chuckle, "Yeah I am. Is that a problem?" he asked happily.

I buried my face into his chest a bit more, "No but I'm just curious about why your doing it."

"Because your hair smells like strawberries and I love the smell…I'm kind of tempted to lick it."

I chuckled, "That hungry ha?"

"Yeah but I don't want to leave just yet," he said softly.

"I'm fine with that as long as you don't eat my hair," I said jokingly.

He chuckled lightly making his chest rumble under my ear, "I'll try." He nestled his face into my hair again and kissed it this time. I smiled lightly as I nestled my face into his chest in bliss.

"I'll never stop loving you. No matter what," he whispered into my hair as he tightened his arm around me tighter.

I smiled before I arched my head up and lightly pressed my lips on his softly. He pulled away and kissed my forehead softly, "You ready to go downstairs and eat?" he asked.

I propped myself up on my elbow and leaned over him slightly my hair falling over my shoulder and laying on his shoulder, "I'm ready when you are."

He placed his hand behind my neck and kissed me before he sat up and started putting his clothes back on. I did the same thing and jumped off the bed once I was finished. I quickly made the bed and turned to leave. My heart jumped in my chest when I turned around to find Edward right in front of me.

I smiled at him and leaned up to kiss him real quick before I took his hand and started leading him out of the room. I opened Carlie's door on my way down the hall to see her still fast asleep. It was completely normal. She took pretty long naps every day. I closed her door softly before I started leading Edward downstairs into the kitchen.

My IPod was still on and it was currently starting to play 'Get in Line' by Kesha. It must be repeating her album. I stopped at the entrance and turned to face Edward, "I like this song. So if I end up dancing…don't tempt me to start what we just finished all over again," I told him with a grin.

He grinned back before he lightly pressed his lips to mine. I made the kiss a bit longer as I sucked on his top lip before I started pulling away. He caught my bottom lip gently with his lips and sucked on my bottom lip. He pulled away slowly, my bottom lip still in between his lips, and grinned at me, "Yummy," he murmured.

I shook my head with a small chuckle before I went over to the now cold food and put it on two plates. I put one plate in the microwave and gently moved with the music.

"I'm not liking this song much," Edward told me from his place behind the counter/island in the middle of the kitchen where the stove was at.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"Because it's basically saying that there are a bunch of guys after her," he responded back.

"And?" I asked as I stopped moving and I crossed my arms under my chest.

"If you like the song then it basically means you like a bunch of guys being after you," he clarified.

"You know…you think too much into these kinds of things. It's just a song," I reasoned with the truth.

He scowls at the ground lightly making me slowly walk over to him. I lightly place my hands on his shoulder and try to look into his eyes. I can't help but smile, "Please tell me you're not getting jealous of a song; because that's just ridiculous."

He moves his scowl away from the ground and to my eyes. I smile at him, "It's just a song. It doesn't mean anything to me."

"That's not true," he announced. "How do you calm yourself down? What do you listen to when you feel sad or pissed off?" he asked.

I just stayed quiet as I waited for an answer, "When you feel sad you listen to sad music. When you feel pissed off you listen to hardcore metal or rock so that you can calm your feelings down. Or to blare out the thoughts in your head," he explained.

"Yeah and some music is just plain catchy. This song has no meaning to me. It just has a catchy tune to it," I retorted. He just stayed quiet, "You know I can do a lot worse than just listen to seductive or slutty music. I mean I could actually being going out there just having sex with some guy. Can't you just stop being jealous for one minute and think about the good things? Like how I'm not out there doing other guys."

"Are you trying to say I'm bad in bed?" he asked a bit hurt yet upset.

"You think I would have attacked you like that earlier if I knew you were bad in bed?" I asked skeptically.

He sighed, "Your right. I'm sorry. I guess you can be doing worse things then listening to slutty music. I don't know why I get jealous though. I mean I know you love me and I have no doubt about that but there's just something inside of me that's scared that one day you'll change your mind about me."

"How many times do I have to tell you that I only love you? I've never loved anyone else. It's just been you," I linked my hands together behind his neck, "How can I love anyone else? You're absolutely perfect. You're exactly everything I want and need."

He looked into my eyes intently and gently kissed my lips before he wrapped his arms around me and embraced me in a tight hug. "God 'I love you' isn't enough. I feel so much more. My heart only beats for you Bella. It's always have. And if there was a word out there that told you how much I love you I'd tell you it but there isn't a word in this world that can describe how much I love you. And how much I need you."

I nuzzled my face into his shoulder and hugged him tighter. "I'm sorry about how I acted earlier. I shouldn't try to make things into what they're not I should cherish every single moment I have with you."

"I'm sorry I made you think you were bad in bed," that was the only thing I could think of to be sorry for. He chuckled before he pulled away from the tight hug to look at me.

I smirked up at him before I turned around in his arms and walked over to the microwave. I took the warm plate out and walked over and put it on the kitchen table before I walked back and put my plate in the microwave. I walked over to the counter and got Edward the utensils he was going to need.

"What time do you think Carlie's going to wake up?" he asked.

I handed him the utensils and walked over to get my food from the microwave. I looked at the time before I walked over to the table with my food, "She usually wakes up at around six in the afternoon."

I sat down across from him and started eating, "So now that you have the job what do you have to do?" I asked him curiously.

"Well I'm meeting my secretary tomorrow. They gave me my own office and everything. It's like I'm the head honcho there," he said with a small smile.

"You get a secretary?" I asked surprised.

"Yep…oddly enough I didn't get to choose her. They had her working there already so they're kind of promoting her," he informed me.

So the secretary was a woman. Great this woman better be married and ugly. So help me if she isn't he won't be the only jealous one around here. I had this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. And I knew that it was because of the secretary. Great. This can not be good.

A/N: So what do you think?? By the way I love both those songs from Kesha…I don't think they're slutty well maybe a little lol. Please review!