Kurt holds me back against the elevator, and I hear him sigh. "This shouldn't be this way Rachel, you and I. It's all messy, and I'm not that great of a cleaner as you, you know."
I huff in annoyance, "Haven't we been through this before, love is not-"
"Gender, I know, I know. But you have to understand,Rach, I've never had this reaction to a woman before! And I never though with you. . ."
I smile in the dark, feeling his hands around my waist. "Never, not even once? I don't know if I believe you. I mean on the, never been attracted to woman thing." I say chuckling.
"Believe it sister, because it's the truth."
He asks in a weak voice trying to sound funny.
I try my hardest not to laugh so he doesn't think I laughing at him. But it can't be helped.
"Rachel Berry! My problem is not funny, this is a serious moment now!" he says, but I can hear a hint of laughter in his voice as well.
"It's just so funny. The guy who never once thought of a woman in any way romantically, is interested in making out with me."
I hear him pause, "And what, pray tell, do you mean?"
I sigh, "Well, I'm defiantly not the most prettiest girl in the world. Nor the most nice either, as you have even seen." I look down shamefully, "And we both know that's not going to change any time soon, as long as I can I'll be that way."
Silence and buzzing is all I can hear, "Say something, Kurt."
"Okay, you're such a diva, you are mean at times, and even betray your most trusted friends, and you are no Jessica Simpsion or anywhere near what some straight guys like."
I nod, feeling awful about myself.
"But you are a natural beauty, and you are yourself, you show kindness like its natural too, not always, but enough to know you are a better person than you think you are. And you are. Also lets just admit it, you have got Funny girl down more than any grown adult I've ever met, including muwah. But out of all of it, the person I feel attracted to is you, you silly girl." He says sweetly, as he pulls away from me. "And that is very common for friends, right?"
I wince, and nod, than realize he can't see me. "Um, Y-yeah, of course it is."
Than the elevator lights turn back on, and Kurt is standing in front of me, his eyes looking straight into mine. I shiver, and put on a smile.
Oh, how I wish this was over!
Kurts P.O.V.
What the hell am I doing?
Rachel has turned herself away from me towards the elevator doors! I should at least turn and stand besides her as well.
But mostly I am hitting myself silently for backing away from her, and saying what I said.
Why was I hurting her so much? I really hate myself for this, and it's driving me insane, why can't I just kiss her, and hold her, and be calm about all of it?
Yet, I secretly knew why. What if I got hurt. I mean, the whole Blaine and Sam thing wasn't ten times as bad as feeling my stomach turn at the thought that if something went wrong, I could lose Rachel.
"Kurt?" I hear her call out curiously.
I turn my head towards her. She's looking up at me, "You look petrified." She says, worried look on her face "What is it, you know we can talk." She takes out her hand, and wraps it around mine.
I try a grin, "Yeah, I know sweetie. Thanks."
She nods, and removes her hand, looking down at her feet.
I look away and sigh.
Closing my eyes I dream of holding her against me, and watching our favourite movies together.
And feeling her hand against my chest, as she feels my heartbeat and I feel hers.
Than I pause to realize that the elevator has stopped. I open them, and look over to see that Rachel has stopped them.
"Rach, what are you-" She puts her finger up to my lips, "Shhh." She shushes me, looking nervous, than she takes a hold of my scarf, and pulls me forward. "Kurt, I'm going to kiss you. Okay." She says, looking a bit scared, but ready as always.
I feel shocked, "What?"
"You know that this is more than just a little friendly attraction. So now you need to just shut up, and stop worrying that you're going to hurt me, because you are already by not doing anything!" She cries, and pulls me down some more with my scarf, "Enough is enough." She says, and than before I know it her lip are roughly pressed against mine. I close my eyes, and open my mouth, moaning as her tongue finds mine. This time she presses me against the elevator doors, and trails her mouth down my neck. "Ahhh." I gasp, feeling pleasure run down me. She smiles as her hands find my tucked in tee shirt, which becomes un-tucked in a matter of seconds, as she roams her hand up my body.
I shiver in delight as she sucks on my neck, her hot breath causing me to. . .you know. I quickly turn her around , and bring my lips to the side of her collar-bone, and trail back up to kiss her deeply. I lift her up against the elevator wall, her legs wrapped around me, as I hold them up, both of us breathing raggedly, I go further down till I get to her tummy, and I rip off her buttons revealing her smooth tan waist, I hungrily kiss up till I get to her light brown bra, but then I pause against her, as the elevator begins to move, and shortly after that 'Ding!' We are both breathing heavily, and the elevator slowly starts to open.
Once they are all the way open I see some people. The first one is our receptionist who was asleep a little while ago at her desk, with a elevator electronic , and our neighbours.
"Oh, boy, so this is why the elevator wasn't working?" The receptionist says, eyes wide, and laughing loudly, "Makes a whole lot of sense now!"
"It sure does. . ." one of are neighbours say, staring at their husband.
I feel like glaring at them all, but instead I just look away embarrassed as I let Rachel down off against the wall.
"Oh my, some one seems to be sticking out my dear." The receptionist says, winking at me. I flush and quickly grab one of the trash bags of the floor and hold it up to me. Oh my gosh, this was so humiliating!
The one time the receptionist actually feels like doing her job, and call the guy too fix the elevator, and the first time he actually comes, what a surprise!
I can hear Rachel holding back from laughing as we walk away, and out side to the dumpsters.
Once they're in the trash can, I look over at her, frowning. "Stop it, Rachel, it's not funny."
She looks up at me with her big brown eyes, a bashful, fun-loving smile showing up on her face.
"Oh, come on Kurt, it was a little funny."
I roll my eyes, and cross my arms, staring down at her "I want some chocolate cake right now, let's go." I say, grabbing her hand and dragging her with me.
"What?!" She declares, "What about Finn? Ooh, and Santana, we can't leave those two alone together!"
I glare at her, "Rachel Berry, I want to spend some one on one time with you. Okay. I just want to be with you now. And some place where your ex is not watching our every move because he's googly eyes follow you everywhere!" I huff, feeling a little jealous that I couldn't get to look at her like he did tonight.
"You know Kurt." Rachel said, pausing, and pulling me back, tilting her head, and looking at me, "I think he knows."
I feel my eyes widen, and stare at her in shock, "What? No, no. . ." I look away for a while, than look back at her, "How?"
She smiles, "You know how you said you didn't want him to keep watching us? Well, that's actually what he was doing, and than he even gave me a weird 'I know something is up.' look the whole time as he was watching us, and than I also remember I thought I saw his car drive by out of the corner of my eye before you started kissing me."
I give her a look, "What?" she asked defensively.
"Come on Rach, don't you think that's a little weird that Finn didn't mention anything."
She laughs, "And make it even more awkward for us. Yeah right, Finn's is not that kind of guy."
"Not unless he wants you back." I says, looking away from her, but still holding onto her arm and dragging her with me to the bakery.
"What?! What do you mean? Finn does not want to get back together with me."
"Than why is he back here for. Finn wouldn't come back to New York unless it meant you."
She says nothing, but just walks up beside me and stops me. "Turn around, Kurt, and look at me."
I sigh, and turn towards her, feeling stupid for feeling the way I do.
She smiles, "I obeyed." I say grumpyliy.
She just smiles some more, and puts her hand to my face, "You are the most dramatic silly person I've ever seen."
I roll my eyes, "Yeah, you're pretty adorable yourself." she rolls her eyes, "Weirdo!" She teases, and nuzzled her face in my scarf, and leaning into me into a hug.
I close my eyes, and smile, leaning my head against hers, "I-I do love you Rachel." I whisper, hoping she understands how much I mean it.
"I love you too, Kurt." She whispers back, looking up at me in an emotional looking face, and I smile, and kiss the tip of her nose.
"We need to celebrate with some yummy cake!" I say, nuzzling my face into her hair, and kissing it.
I hear sigh in content. "Mmm, sounds fabulous!"
I chuckle, "Of course my darling, of course it does, it's cake for goodness sake."
Everything is silent, and than I hear it, Rachel starting off a song silently " Oh,Yeah yeah, yeah, Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night. Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight. Emotional touch, touchin' my skin. And askin' you to do what you've been doin' all over again. Oh, it's a beautiful thing.
Don't think I can keep it all in.
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go"
I start in with her, "It's your love, it
just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder
About the spell I'm under, oh, it's your love
Than I am singing solo as she watches and smiles, "Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by takin' your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be"
Than we start off again, holding hands, and staring into each other eyes "And now that we're together I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in, no
And if you asked me why I changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love, it just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder
About the spell I'm under, oh, it's your love, oh, baby" Rachel is now closing her eyes and going all out emotional like she does, and I can't help join in with her by staring off.
"Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go
It's your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder
About the spell I'm under, oh, it's your love
It's your love, it's your love"
We end our song, my arms are holding her closely, and her arm are drapped around my neck, are lips almost touch when we hear clapping, and we turn to see that there are people surrounding us, and smiling, and whistling how beautiful we did. Some even gave us money, and one person even said to next time remember to bring something like a hat so people can put money in for us while we sing.
Oh joy, we just made a show out of ourselves without realizing it.
We look at each other and separate. I scratch my head, and smile over to her, "Looks like we got some money for cake." I joke.
She giggles, and looks down at her feet, almost like she's too shy.
I feel like laughing and patting her on the head, but feel to strangely bashful to do so.
"Let us get some marvellous cake, mademoiselle." I say clearing my throat as I hold out my arm for her.
She nods, and giggles, taking it. "Why, of course, that would be splendid kind sir."
I laugh, and put my hand through her hair, ruffling it, "You are silly."
"And you are messing up my hair, kind sir!" She squeals,pitching my side.
"Ah! Hey, well if you're going to be that way I guess I'm going to have to just leave you here alone. . ."i pull away, and she quickly runs after me.
She grabs my arm tighter," No, no! Don't you dare leave me Kurt!" She says dramatically.
I stare at her and she stares back at me, than we both burst out laughing as we walk on further.
"We're here!" I say, looking down at her, "What do you want to get?"
She blinks, and looks inside the bakery window, "Well, I haven't been here as much as you, what do you like, besides the hotties serving everyone?" she asks in a silly tone, looking up at me.
I am gazing at her, "You."
She grins, and looks away, combing her strand of hair behind her ear, "Yeah, well I'd let you eat me if I was a cake, but unfortunately that isn't possible."
I feel silly as I say, "It would be more loose of a term for you if I did eat you up."
She looks up at me, "Mm, really, you think." I have heard this teasing seduction in her voice before, but it was never with me, so this all was still a little strange hearing it come out of her voice. But not in the bad way, actually it was nice, really, really nice. "Lets get some cake, Rach." I say weakly, clearing my throat again grabbing her wrist, and waiting for the couple of pepole coming out of the bakery doors.
I feel her hand rap softly around mine as we enter in, and my heart can't help but skip a beat.
Rachel's P.O.V.
I still feel a little shy, but being shy usually holds you back from the things you want, and right now, I wanted Kurt.
Kurt looks over at me, and smiles, his cheeks red. "What would you like? We have a couples gets five free samplers tonight of each kind of cake. Would you like me to box it up with whatever else your orderin'?" asks and chubbier woman with harry potter glasses and a big bright heart on her green tee-shirt asked, her tight grey hair tied back and in a hair net.
"Sure, we'd love that!" I say, giving Kurt a 'Go along with it.' look.
He rolls his eyes at me, and than smiles at the woman named Gwen.
"Thank you, but we are not a. . .um. . .couple. . .but maybe. . ."
Gwen laughs a hardy laugh and looks back at me and Kurt, "You don't have to be shy, I'll go pack 'em. And what would you and your lovely lady 'Friend' want a slice of?"
Kurt's face was burning up, "Um, just, uh, the Chiffon cake, and the black forest cake please."
I smile, "You have always known my order." I say, shaking my head. "You know how much I was even ashamed to tell Finn or Brody about my love for cake?!"
"I know, you're weird." he says simply, smiling as we wait for our cakes.
"And for them to even know you'd eat samplers, you'd just die of the horror!"
I chuckle, than look thoughtfully over at him, "And how, pray tell-" I tease, "Did you not feel yourself get embarrassed in front of Blaine?"
He looks down, "I didn't, I just acted as though it was easy to eat this type of stuff in front of him in front of everyone, it really wasn't though, not like with you." He says, eyeing me with soft eyes, and a grin.
"Really?"
He comes closer to me, and takes me by the arms, holding me to him, and sighing, "Really sweetie, really." I know it's hard for both of us to hold back from each other in front of the store, so I just lean my head against him. "I want to be with you always, okay. Even if you and I don't end up,. . .like how we are now, I want to be with you forever, okay!" I whisper quickly to him.
I feel him chuckle, "Well, okay. But I highly doubt that we are not going to want this forever, which I don't think I can ever stop feeling this way for you, Rach."
"I know, Kurt, but just in case, you have to promise?!"
I feel him breath in, and sigh a little, "Okay, love, I promise."
He's holding me tighter now, "I don't think, though, that I could ever stop loving you."
I smile, and cuddle closer into his shoulder. "Same here, Sweets."
"I love you Rach."
"I love you too."
The end-ish
