Chapter 4
Attraction ~Threat
"My wish at least I can't help him I can stay next to him and do not give him any worries"
"Shingyouji-kun! Can you play any of your piece!" one of shingyouji fanclub increase since he showed his inner ability in order to live without relying to anyone influence.
Title: The two of us
You know, I thought I was gonna be the one
who'd understand you better than anyone else could.
I also thought that your heart would never leave me.
As though bidding me goodbye,
you were slowly loosening your hold on my hand.
Although I think about no one else but you,
although it's really painful for me,
I cannot bring myself to say it,
so right now, the two of us
are quietly embracing our feelings,
softly...
It doesn't matter if I inflict or receive injuries,
I simply cannot become separated from you.
Even your forced smile,
although agonizing, is lovely to me.
You gave me happiness.
At least, in the end, I want to return something to you.
I'm not adult enough to hide my grief,
and neither am I strong.
My uncontrollably overflowing thoughts,
without my knowing, begin changing into tears,
quietly...
Why does a breakup have to be the answer?
Why must our bond sever in the end?
My heart is on the verge of collapsing under the weight of my pain.
Even now...
Although I think so much about you,
although it's really painful for me,
I cannot bring myself to say it.
Somewhere out there,
I will be praying for our reunion.
I'm not adult enough to hide my grief,
and neither am I strong.
My uncontrollably overflowing thoughts,
without my knowing, begin changing into tears.
"Shingyouji-kun why is the title of that piece?" one of his fan asked he quickly replied "two of us"
Then another fan boy asked "did you dedicate for someone it seems so sentimental?"
He simply didn't want to answer that question but his life in danger if ever he tried to answer
"to a special someone" he answered almost a whisper and left the music room
He instantly recall he murmured "special someone huh?"
After that I went to the committee room to do what I supposed to do it surprised no one is there and a mysterious note is taking to my curiosity so I end up flipping it
It was a novel.. a story of the protagonist seeking for love from his parents but failed to achieve he lived in loneliness until someone came to love him –
"What are you reading Shingyouji?" he saw his former pet stricken tears
"Arata-san is this yours?" I apologized immediately I don't want to hate me in his last days in this academy
"How far did you read Shingyouji?"
"I can't recall it Misu-senpai"
"I told you to refer me -
"I insist to – oh! Ame what are you doing here?"
He handed some documents to Shingyouji that surprise the younger guy
"Misu-senpai I will talk to Ame for a minute" then he grabbed his hand and leave the committee room
"So they finalized it?"
"Not surprised Kanemitsu?"
"No, Ame can I ask you to deliver my message for them"
He nodded
"I will not choose anyone of them" then he return back to the room he saw the pile of documents he and Misu needs to finalized
"Sorry Senpai"
"Shingyouji where have you been?" Gii-senpai madly retort
I replied "A family problem"
Misu interrupted "Kiriya what is he to you?"
"Ame is a friend of me"
Ooji rudely asked "How come?"
"It is nothing to do with you Ooji-senpai" then he ask what he can do for the chairman but he can forget how Misu despise his rival and his best friend
"Stop daydreaming Shingyouji" The chairman scolded him and he start helping him to audit the funds but it surprise him that a leakage had escape Misu Arata's deep study
"Misu-senpai look at this there's a leakage in our funds"
Everyone has been alarmed at Shingyouji statement how come Misu had been careless about this facts
"Misu!"
"Saki do not yell it won't resolve anything isn't it?" Ooji babbled without thinking of the situation how come
"Let me handle this Misu-senpai" recalled not well with math that his former pet so how can he handle the auditing?
Before anyone doubt Shingyouji ability Misu already lent a help to him , he needs to take the responsibility of being reckless letting his guard down
"I am sorry"
"Why are you apologizing Shingyouji?" Misu sarcastically asked he thought it is his fault but why his former pet is taking the account for his
"Because of me everyone is doubting your ability as the Chairman" he point out but Misu just ignore anyone judgments
He smirked "don't be a fool Shingyouji"
It takes hours Saki said he needs to go even another committee members is left it is me and Arata-san.
I noticed his bother about this leakage I found I don't know how can I help him but it reminds me the same problem about me and Ame.
"Senpai I will buy coffee do you want anything?" he asked but Misu ignored him so he decided to leave silently then he pick his Cell phone from his pocket and called Ame but it directs him to his voice mail
"Ame I know your awake listen to me if you do that again this time I won't forgive you!" he annoyed said he immediately went to the vending machine and think it is really possible to be involve again
"If you don't insert coin you can't buy coffee" it startled Shingyouji he look up, he saw Misu is smiling is there something good happened
He apologized then immediately buy a coffee for him and his senpai
"Kiriya came to the room and said you need to see this" he handed the documents as Shingyouji thought Ame is something to do with their problem
"Misu-senpai I think you should need to take a rest don't worry I will find who leak the financial status" after that without hearing his answer he went to his room and called Ame again
"Ame don't do that again"
"Kanemitsu you should be careful I can't protect you now" then he hanged the phone
In his deep thought he recalled Ame warning "Kanemitsu you should be careful I can't protect you now" from whom? He sworn he will do anything to find the truth but if ever he do that Misu will finally learned to respect him as equal or still he is a pet to him?
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Next Morning
"Ame?" it startled me a flower pot fall straight to me but someone saved me before it fall to my head
"Shingyouji are you okay?" Arata-san saved me I thought this misfortune is caused of my recklessness but it continued like a hell that it is after my life "someone is threatening my life?"
First a flower pot second in the stairs I almost fall and sprain my ankle and lastly in our chemistry class someone change some material I needed that caused a burst I know it is not coincidence, the safe test room I can go is in the committee room with Arata-san
"What happened to your face and bandage in your ankle?" he asked he walked to where I stand it reminds me if Arata-san come close to me his life be in danger too
"Misu-senpai Please trust me" finally it appear the last attack this time I can't escape I covered my dearest person and take the bow of arrow for myself
"Shingyouji!"
"Thank God I saved you Arata-san" after that Shingyouji lost his consciousness Misu asked for help then they brought Shingyouji to the nearest hospital in order to prevent losing too much blood and it be more life threatening.
He is immediately brought to ER after a few minutes one of the surgeon asked me that Shingyouji's blood is not very rare
I replied "what kind of rare blood?"
He answered "Rh+"
I abruptly uttered "I will donate my blood type is Rh+"
….
( Dream)
"What is this place Arata-san?" finally he smiled at me the way he smiled at Sagara-senpai he even held my hand like I am going to vanished if he don't grip at me
"Your true Arata-san is waiting for you so wake up Shingyouji" the slowly he vanished and his statement bother me , I remember "I saved Arata-san so I am death?" ..
….
(Reality)
Misu sworn that he won't ask God help but now he went to the chapel and kneel , he didn't except after his mother's death he will ask his help once again.. will God fail to help him this time …
"Please save Shingyouji , is the only one I have in my life now please kami-sama".. no one knows that Misu can cry for someone
Next day Takumi and Gii visit Shingyouji they brought flowers as they arrived at his room , they overhear that Shingyouji is in critical because the bow plunged in one of his veins that connected in his heart and blood process.
"Can I pass?" a middle age woman entered and immediately hugged Shingyouji
"Kanemitsu please wake up!"
"Auntie calm down!" As Ame entered to his room too
"What happened to him Ame!" Karina cried, she caressed her son innocent face she added "why you didn't warn him!"
"I did but he didn't listen , I don't know why he disobeyed Auntie believed me" still begging a voice suddenly stop Karina from scolding Ame
A soft murmured they all heard "Ame is nothing to do with it why are you here?" he glared mad at his own mother that surprised everyone
"Kanemitsu listen to me—she stopped when he yelled "Stop it! Please go out and never came back!"
Everyone didn't expect that kind of behavior to Shingyouji, they used to know him as kind, innocent, and ever energetic, they never heard him yelled like that
"Please leave me alone" he calmly said , he has no face to show to his friends after what he behave earlier, even they don't have the idea why he reacted like that still it is bad to yell to your elders like what he have done to his very own mother.
"Shingyouji"
"Please Arata-san , please stay away from me from now on" it stunned Misu but he can't leave his former in his current situation because he wish for it…
"Don't throw me away Shingyouji" He didn't expect the sudden change of his former master behavior, he became expressive and caring ..
Is there any chance for them?