To My Dearest Love,
Reasons! Is that all you are going to give me! Reasons that you can no longer speak to me face to face. Your written words are supposed to comfort me?! Words do not warm the cold night wind that blows in the window. Words are not your voice telling me that everything is going to be alright. Your words are nothing unless they come from your heart through your lips to my ears! Nothing! They are empty as my soul now that you are gone. Your reason so this pain is insane! You just wanted to make sure I didn't loose my smile in the future! That is not a real reason. So just tell me, what is the name of this other Woman that has stolen your heart from me. Tell me her name so I can warn her of your decete. Yout lies! The pain you so willingly inflicted upon my soul that I handed to you on a sliver platter! In the end this is my fault. If I had never fallen for such romantic, beautiful words! "I love you more than you can possible imagine". HA! All of it lies. You used me and I want to know why. So tell me! Explain yourself to me. Enlighten me. Don't leave anything out for the smile has long sense passed! There is no more. I will not agree to your broken promises! Never again!! But my heart tears away at me because even through all of this I love you still. This must not be some children's love this is the real thing and you are taking away what could have been! I'll never let you memory go but you can never repair the damage you have done! I'm broken and bleeding and you're walking away! I will not let you win. Two can play this game and I will never loose!
Though You Forbid
Love always.
Botan