Tyler's POV

I feel bad for Livvy. Whatever has led her up to this must have been pretty tough. Livvy isn't like most fangirls. Surely she is a fangirl, or else she wouldn't know who we were.

"Livvy?" I call out, turning to face her. She was slumped in a chair, sobbing heavily. I feel a presence beside me and I quickly spin on my heel to face Troye. He seems upset for whatever reason so I grab his hand and squeeze it reassuringly.

"Why are you guys here?" A timid voice calls from behind me. This shocks me and Troye to hear such a weak persona being displayed.

"W-what do you mean?" I ask, slightly puzzled.

"Why are you here? WHy do you put up with a messed up freak like me? In fact, it doesnt matter because you'll probably just say i'm playing the sympathy card." She mumbles, looking down. Troye gasps at such words and I'm sure one escapes my lips too.

Livvy's POV
I knew it was true though. Why do they put up with such a messed up freak like me? I glanace up to see if they are looking as I plan my escape. Unfortunately they are looking down at me with such pity.

"Stop looking at me like I'm some sick puppy! I HATE the thought that I'm too fat and that I'm a freak! I have fucking scarlett red hair, nearly 6ft tall and I obsess over YouTubers! People think I'm just a sick joke. Hashtag story of my life." I snarl, looking behind them. I know they are gonna walk out on me I just wish they would hurry up because that release is becoming SOO hard to control. I hear movement and I allmost get excited to FINALLY get that release. Suprisingly, I feel a hand on my shoulder and I am face-to-face with bright blue eyes. Troye Sivan.

"Dont you DARE talk about yourself like that! You are beautiful, talented, funny. Oh and I LOVE your scarlett red hair!" The hint of anger in his voice tells me that he doesnt like me talking about myself like this. To bad! He's a successful YouTuber with surely a BIT of hate but not as much as what i get!

"Shame! I'm ugly. My eyes are too big, my lips too small! I dont have ANY talent, I can't crack a joke, my figure is a mess! Shall I continue?" I look into Troye's eyes and realise it was a BIG mistake. I can't decipher the look on his face because it ranges from hurt, to anger, to sadness to other emotions I can't pick out. I decide to find Tyler's eyes, hoping to find the result I want. When I reach them, I find the exact same results as Troye's only on a much smaller scale. By now its 7am and I'm pretty sure none of us want to be up.

"Lets just... Go to bed ad tomorrow I'll call one fo my girl friends and we'll hang out or something!" Tyler whines.

"Sure... I'm keeping an ear open in case you decide to pull any more stunts though Livvy!" Troye declares. I sigh at how insistent he sounds! We get to bed and I lay awake thinking for ages. Why am I not fangirling and asking them to have my babies? Why am I not screaming for photos of their hotness? This confuses me because my mind travels back to about 11am this morning with that South American girl. She was... Hot to be honest! The thought startles me and I shoot out of bed. I walk into the living room and begin pacing. I'm straight! Why do I think she's hot? I'm not... I don't even finish the thought before I'm snapped from my thoughts by a worried Tyler.

"Livvy? Damn stop pacing!" Tyler cries. This shoccks me to a halt as Tyler never demands for anything! Silence follows before he speaks up.

"Whats wrong? Why are you worried?" He seems to have calmed down but the sudden outburst of noise has woken Troye up as well and I think Percy downstairs is awake. I don't fucking care! He was a knob anyway! I walk over to the chair and put my head in my hands. The sofa dips as Troye and Tyler sit down beside me and wait for me to start explaining Tyler's earlier questions.

"What do I need to answer?" I sigh. No way out here. I think.

"Why were you pacing?" Troye begins

"Well... I was thinking about this morning at Tyler's meetup. Well, when it was ONLY Tyler's meetup so before you came Troye." I tell them.

"What made you want to start thinking in overdrive though?" Tyler adds. I contemplate telling them but I daren't. Just in case! I warn myself. I realise I didn't give an answer.

"Uh... I was thinking about the crowds and how I get high anxiety in big crowds of people!" I didnt TECHNICALLY lie because I did but that wasn't why I was pacing. Troye sighs.

"Well it's now 9 and I dont feel like sleeping anymore. Tyler can call up one of his girly mates and I'll make breakfast!" I go and take a long shower, avoiding all eye contact with the dreaded razor. When I am dressed into a random T-Shirt and black skinny jeans I walk into the kitchen. I smell coffee and nutella which I can already tell which is for who. Troye is in a 'Booty' jumper and black skinny jeans whereas Tyler is in a black sweater and black skinny jeans. I now realise that I have Tyler's top on that I bought AGES ago [I dunno whether it actually WAS Tyler's merch so please tell me who's it actually was in the comments plz ;)] It says 'Legalize Gay' and I blush, Now they are gonna think yesterday was just an act! I begin to worry but when my face creases, I get the attention of my temporary flat-mates.

"Livvy? Are you... OK?" Tyler asks, concern etched deeep into his voice. I nod and force thee worry away. I give a half smile and walk over to the coffee-machine and fill it up. I can feel someones eyes on the back of my head but I pretend not to notice.

"I'm gonna go call Naomi then..." Tyler trails off, leaving the room. [re-read the other chapters because I changed the name of the other character which was Livvy's BFF who is in Brazil!]

Tyler's POV

Livvy was really scariing me and I am beginning to (as mean as it sounds) question her sexuality. I mean, she's CLEARLY a fan judging by the merch she was wearing! [This next little bit is 100% made-up!] All of my girl fans have a crush on me and Troye so for her to be showing no interest in us makes me wonder... I decided to caall Naomi because she is a lesbian who has recently come out and I know that she wants a newbie lesbian to date because she wants to 'learn with them'. I dial her number.

"Hey!" She squeals down the phone

"Hey Naomi!" I laugh.

"WHats up?"
"I wondered whether you wanna hang out? I think mine and Troye's new friend Livvy is a lesbian but we aren't sure... Wanna meet us at Starbucks in 10 minutes?" Oh god I hope she says yes! I silently pray.

"Sure! If she is cute, I may just die because I'm sick of one-night stands Ty!" She whines.

"Hey shush! Bye girl!"

"Bye!" She hangs up and I sigh This should be... Interesting. When I walk out, Livvy and Troye are already ready.

"Starbucks in 10 with Naomi!" I inform them. Livvy goes to straighten her hair and grab her coat whilst I talk to Troye.

"I think lIVVY'S..."

"A lesbian?" Troye interupts. I'm slightly shocked that he knew but I manage to nod.
"Yeah... I hope Livvy DOES like Naomi because I think they could be... Limi!" I squeal at this idea whilst Troye laughs. God his laugh is perfect... Wait. What? Have I just admitted my crush for Troye? I mean, I have always liked him but I didn't know how much until now... I am literally dragged from my thoughts by Livvy and Troye who are hauling me out nof the door. We call a cab and before we know it, we're at Starbucks.

Naomi's POV [suprise? :)]

I'm kindof nervous to meet Livvy. I don't watch many YouTubers but by mine and Tylers recent text conversation, I MIGHT know who she is.

Tyler: Livvy has got scarlett red hair down to her bum. She usually puts a quiff and then curls the rest.

Me: SOunds like a stunner! Why isnt she happy... You said she was depressed?

Tyler: Yeah... For some reason she... self-harms and I just... I think she does YouTube with what she told me on the day I met her.So I kinda HOPE she is who I think she is but from her videos you would think she was ok; I mean, she laughs and jokes constantly! I have always said she was my dream girl but... You never know what's around the corner!