BPOV

I don't understand how I can hate the guy but be making out with him, and it's not like I didn't want to make out with him either, because if I didn't want to I could just pull away, but I actually wanted this. I wanted to be kissing him right now, his hands my waist, my hands in his hair. But maybe he doesn't want this…

I pulled away and looked at him. "I'm sorry," he said, "I couldn't help myself."

I nodded, "Maybe we should go back to the car," I said. He nodded and we headed back.

…

Later that night I was sitting on Alice's bed thinking. Thinking about if it was possible that I could like Edward.

Then Rosalie and Alice came in. "You okay?" Rose asked. I shook my head no.

"What happened?" Alice asked.

I took a deep breath. "Is it bad if I actually like Edward?" I asked.

"No, you can be his friend," Alice said, "No big deal."

"I don't think she means likes him like that," Rose said, "Do you Bella?"

"No," I said, "I mean like him."

"No, Bella," Rose said, "There's nothing wrong with that, but what happened?"

"We talked," I said, "And not like we hated each other, like friends. I found out a lot more about him. Then…. Then we kissed." Rose and Alice squealed.

"Then what?" Alice asked.

"I pulled away," I said, "I thought 'what if he doesn't want to kiss me'. So I pulled away…. Guys I really think I like him. I don't know what to do." Rose hugged me and I cried. I've never been in a situation like this, and the last person I every thought it would be over is Edward Cullen.

EPOV

I was sitting in my room, thinking. Thinking about Bella, and that kiss. That kiss was perfect, but then she pulled away. Like she didn't want it, but I did… Does that mean I like her?

Just then Jasper and Emmett came in. "What's up man?" Emmett said.

"Nothing… Just thinking," I said.

"About what?" Jasper asked.

"… Bella…" I said.

"Whoa! Did he just say Bella?" Emmett said.

"Yes he did," Jasper said, "Why are you thinking about Bella?"

"We talked and I found out that she's actually very nice," I said, "Then we kissed."

"ALRIGHT EDWARD!" Emmett said.

"But she pulled away," I said, "But I didn't want her to pull away."

"You like her," Jasper said.

"I can't like her," I said, getting up, "She's Bella. We've hated each other since the first grade. We've never gotten along. How could I like her now?"

"Don't ask me," Jaz said, "You've the one that kissed her." I thought about it and I realized he was right. I liked Bella…

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