Ok, so I thought about staring this chapter with a little bit from Dimitri's POV but observe that I won't do that usually.

So please R&R and hope that you'll like chapter 4 of All of My Mistakes.

Dimitri POV

I didn't know why I'd said it and it didn't feel good. Seeing Rose like that. I felt it too, obviously, but after everything that had happened I just couldn't put her through all that.

I hadn't slept for two days because every time I closed my eyes I could only see Rose while the fire slowly burned and tortured her. Her terrified eyes that begged for help and it was my entire fault.

What she didn't understand was that all I did was for her. I had to break up with her to make sure she didn't come to any harm. But I missed her so much. I wanted to hold her in my arms and smell her skin as well as her hair. Perhaps she was in her dorm? I could probably pretend that I was guarding the hall and then sneak into her room. She wouldn't be too happy to see me at first but I needed her forgiveness. I couldn't stand one more day without her, which would make me fall apart, slowly, slowly, slowly…

So I sneaked up to her room but not unspotted. With only four dorms left until I was at her door Eddie showed up. Damn.

"Belikov what are you doing here?" He said surprised and I raised an eyebrow at him.

"I'm walking through this corridor to reach the stairs on the other side." I said, not even sounding guilty.

"The stairs are closer if you go there." Eddie said and pointed in the direction that I came from. Why couldn't he just shut up and move aside? I know it wasn't good thinking these thoughts about another student but I wasn't his mentor so I wasn't expected to treat him like I treated Rose. I could have been so much harder on her but I wanted to go kind with her – even though she thought it was rough enough as it was.

"If you'll excuse me." I said and walked passed him. He continued in his own direction and I opened Rose's door carefully and found her sleeping.

I locked the door to not risk being seen by anyone. She looked like sleeping beauty where she slept but then I noticed all of the hundreds of small white feathers that were spread out over the entire room. When I saw she were sleeping without a pillow, I realized that the feathers was here pillow – or at least it had been, once upon a time.

I brushed a strand of hair away from her face and then she woke up. Her dark brown eyes gazed at me. At first they looked confused.

"Am I dreaming?" She said, almost like a whisper.

"No Roza, I'm here. I'll stay with you forever." I leaned forward and kissed her forehead. Then she woke up for real and her gaze turned into starring.

"I thought that you saw me as a child who didn't act like an adult." She said and tried to raise an eyebrow but failed, like always.

"I do think that you can be childish but that's one of the reasons why I love you. I'm sorry for everything that I said to you. I just thought that it would protect you but instead I ended up without you and I was left alone with my heartache. She still lied down but now she placed her hand on my cheek and I grabbed it with my own and putted it by my lips and kissed her fingers. I had my Roza back.

She sat up and I still sat on my knees which made us almost the same length.

"You're beautiful Roza. You're an forbidden angel." I said and I meant it. She was a forbidden angel.

"Why forbidden?" She asked and I gave her a light kiss on her lips before I explained for her what I meant about 'forbidden angel'.

"Because the other ordinary angels were so jealous because of your beauty so that god had to abandon you from the heaven and he sent you to me." I said and when she smiled I felt how my life just got better, "You're my everything Roza, no-one can replace you. Ever…"

Rose POV

Our kiss was passionate and I couldn't exactly say that there was something that I'd like to change. I tangled my fingers into his hair while his hands traveled my body. It was a wonderful feeling that only he could give me. Everywhere he touched me it was like I got an electric shock.

Dimitri was fast with pulling off my shirt and also his own. I could stare at his muscled torso all day long but there was no more time. My body craved for his and I think that he was in as much hurry as me.

I couldn't help myself but to moan. He kissed up my stomach and stopped when he found my mouth.

"I love you Roza…" He moaned while kissing me.

"Same here comrade." I said or at least did my best to say.

As he held me in his arms he started to slide his fingers up from the bottom of my stomach until he reached my chin and then he had a hold of it. He made me look at him and then we kissed again. We didn't come much further. We just lay there, me in my underwear and he in his boxers but that was enough. For now…

"Dimitri, please don't get upset when I tell you this." I suddenly said after minutes of silence.

"How could I ever be angry with you again?" He said and acted the way I used to. He joked it away.

"I'm serious." I said as I raised my voice at him.

"Yes, I know that Roza." He sure did sound like he knew. That meant he'd just teased me, obviously.

"How do you know? One of your magic powers that are a complete mystery to me?" I said and now I was actually joking this time.

"You didn't call me comrade. You said Dimitri instead of comrade and every time you do that I know that it's something important. So what's bothering you?" He said and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"I'm going to visit Tasha." I said and he was quiet. For a long time and when the words finally came to an understanding to him, he just shook his head.

"No you're defiantly not. Not after her trying to kill you Rose."

(A/N - I know that when Tasha shots Rose, she is not at school but well. I think that pretending is good for this story, I've got a great idea for this.)

"Dimitri, you've got to understand that I need to talk to her. Ask her why she meant to shoot Lissa. I need to ask her, for Lissa's sake. I need to ask her about Sparky's parents too." I said and he tilted his head to the right.

"Really…? Since when do you care about Christian?" He said and raised that stupid eyebrow at me.

"Stop doing that! It's so annoying when I can't do it." I yelled – not so very high but I stilled yelled. Dimitri laughed and I enjoyed hearing it.

"If you're going to visit Tasha then I'll come with you." He said and I understood that it was a very generous offer from his side so I nodded but changed subject shortly after.

We lay in my bed talking and then I fell asleep…

When I woke up the next day Dimitri were sleeping with me. He'd stayed over the night and his arm was wrapped around my waist.

"Hey comrade, wake up." I whispered and turned my head so that I could kiss his cheek.

He started to mutter something in Russian. I got out of bed and took a shower. When I came back to my dorm, Dimitri was gone. But then suddenly he just came out of nowhere and wore a pair of jeans and a loose t-shirt. I was still only wearing a towel but I started to pick out some clothes. Black training trousers and a red tank top.

I started with practice with Dimitri in the morning but skipped rest of the day. I did practice at lunch again but no more, or I was supposed to in the end of the day.

Directly after the practice after lunch I got out for a walk. I walked out in the woods trying to get to the cabin but I didn't remember the way correctly. I tried and walked around and then suddenly I heard someone cough really badly.

I walked to where the sound came from and found the cabin. But beside the cabin a man lay down on his back. I ran up to the man and his eyes reflected fear. His neck was all bloody. I tried to get contact with the man before bringing him to the school.

"Hello? Can you hear me?" I said and placed my fingers so that I could feel his pulse and yes, he did have pulse. He was just in shock. Then suddenly he came out of his little 'coma' and breathed in heavily.

"Are you okay?" I asked and he looked at me. He said something but I couldn't hear it because he slurred.

"Hey, calm down. It's okay now. Tell me what happened to you." I tried to get him calm with my words by my voice maybe wasn't the most calming voice you could get around here.

"Run." He whispered and once again I couldn't hear him.

"What?" I said.

"Run!" He said with his hoarse, old voice and then… He died. I stood up to get helped but a man blocked me when I was running.

"Let me get through, I need to get help, there's a man who's dying over there!" I shouted and pointed at the man who probably was dead by now. I didn't recognize the man in front of me.

"I know that." He said and I starred at him. I started to get annoyed.

"So then, get out of my way before I have to hurt you!" I shouted and even though I couldn't see his face I knew he was smiling because I heard his little laugh when I said 'hurt you'.

"You? Hurt me? You're only a little girl who hasn't graduated yet. Where is your stake by the way… Rose?" He knew my name. My heart stopped for a second when I realized who he was. He looked up and most correctly. I saw the red rings inside his eyes and I wanted to scream but couldn't. The man hit me in the head and I fell to the ground, unconscious.

When I came back to the reality I was tied up to a really uncomfortable chair. I didn't recognize the place where I was. I spotted the man or as he should be called – he was NOT a man – the strigoi.

"Where have you brought me?" I asked and he turned around.

"So you've finally awake. So good, I was waiting for that…" He said and looked really satisfied with himself. Seeing me tied up must really make him proud.

"Answer my question!" I yelled.

"If I told you that, you could tell your friends." He said and was clear with telling me, 'I'm not stupid'.

"How am I supposed to do that? Are you going to call them for me or what?" I actually thought he was stupid. I mean, somehow I always succeeded with my missions, even the impossible ones.

"I don't know… Figure something out." He smiled at his own little 'joke'.

"They will find me! Lissa can probably track down me and when she does you won't stay alive much longer when Dimitri gets a hold of you." I threatened him but he just smiled even more.

"Dimitri yes, that's the reason why I brought you here. I wanted him to get here and I knew that he would come save you within a minute…" The strigoi man said.

"What do you want Dimitri?" I said and now I was scared as hell. If this man wanted to hurt Dimitri then I didn't know what I would do. The strigoi saw my fear and laughed a little bit. Somehow the laugh reminded me of someone. Maybe was he related to someone I know or at least, he was…

"Don't worry Rose, I won't hurt him." He said and walked up to me. His cold hand stroked my cheek, gently but I shook because I was too terrified.

"Who are you and what does Dimitri mean to you?" I asked and he leaned down closer to my face.

"My name is Jonathan Belikov and Dimitri is my first-born son."

Just so you know, Jonathan is a character I came up with on my own. Please review and tell me if I should do something differently next time. But review even if you liked it/loved it because hearing that makes me so, so, so happy!