Jack and Sam had become the hottest topic of conversation between all Lieutenants and Captains. They were the 'hottest' couple around, and everyone was well aware that if her father found out Jack was literally a dead man walking! Not giving the name of her father out, Sam started to feel too comfortable for her own good in Jack's presence and their relationship. She knew she had to at least tell *him* but that's where she found her nerve failing her.
She'd worked up enough strength to talk to him the day before, but then she failed to get out what she needed to tell him. He had a right to know that the man that was trying to kick the love of her life out of the Air Force was her father! He had a right to know that, she'd played with his records and now what was on the database was different and not 100 per cent the full truth. If anyone found out she would be in so much trouble!
She was good at what she did, and ever since she and Jack had finally started going out, her schooling grades were better then ever! And her father being, well her father had put it down to, her not spending anymore time chasing after any one! Little did he know that she was well and truly over the chasing! She was happier then she could ever remember being! She had Jack and his friends!
She had made so many new friends through him, who were all in the Air Force as well. She loved going over when he wasn't there and just chatting to Chloe. She'd even struck up conversations with both Lou and Charlie! She loved his friends, and he seemed to get on well with hers. Granted most of her's thought he was cute, but he would always stay by her side. Especially when one of her friends would make a move towards him, he'd grab her hand curling his fingers around hers.
Giving the silent notion and explanation that he was taken, and loved Sam. They seemed to back off, but every once in a while one of them couldn't help it. Sam however found it gratifying that they all wanted him! She was the one with him and she was never letting him go! And he knew it! They'd share simple looks that would convey so much, they would share a small smile or he'd kiss her gently on the tip of her nose, which she absolutely hated.
But that was them, and they loved the other eternally! So now that she was alone in his room, after pondering what to do and how to tell him, she bit her bottom lip. They'd been together now 'officially' for just over three weeks. He refused out right to have sex with her, because he wanted to live a lot longer! She'd laughed at him, and shook her head. Giving a simple.
'What ever you want flyboy,' she had been secretly overwhelmed at his enormous caring towards them, but the longer they were together the more she feared for him, and their relationship. She had so much to tell him! She was keeping so much from him! She'd never been this far into a relationship with anyone! She normally told them who her father was by now, and they ran! Granted she was only nineteen! But that didn't matter to her. What mattered was what Jack would think!
Would he be willing to continue with her if he knew? Would he be willing to go there? Sure they'd done oral, and she loved going down on him! She also admitted to him, when he was slowly making his way towards her navel that she was terrified. He looked at her questioningly, and found his answer in her eyes. He moved back up to lay slightly over her and kiss her shoulder. He'd been so gentle, she nearly cried. So it was only last week when she finally agreed to his pleading gaze, and squeezed her eyes shut as he reached her navel.
"Jack," she whispered. "Jack, I've never let anyone do this!" She stated shakingly to him, as he gently forced her legs open, while raising her right over his shoulder. Stopping he looked at her, and kissed her just above her pubic bone.
"Relax Sam, please trust me, I'm not going to hurt you, you'll love it I swear!" He'd so mockingly stated. So there she wasstruggling to relax herself. She'd gone down on him, nearly every other night, why was she so scared? So he simply kissed her thighs, and around her navel, while she found her self relaxing slowly. Smiling up her body, he suddenly dropped his head, and started eating her out.
He had one hand across her hips, while the other helped his mouth. Holding back her folds, he lapped at her. Licking everything he could. Sucking her clit, and dancing around her opening. Slowly he felt her body shaking in a small release. She gasped and he found her right heal digging into his back.
She had shifted ever so slightly against him, which caused her left knee to bend, to the side on the bed, giving him more of a view, and more to not only explore but to devour! He loved her in every sense of the word! He continued to play with her, sucking her dry and moistening her again by licking her from top to bottom, and bottom to top. She was squirming and he was loving the fact he was having the desired effect on her.
Before she had known what was happening, he'd pushed his tongue into her opening, which made her hips buck. She knew he was going to find out one way or another, but right now he was too busy eating his main meal of the day, he wouldn't have known if people were watching him! He'd pulled back slightly and noticed her whole body was flushing. Descending back on her clit, he sucked, licked, and nipped the little bud.
Distracting her, he slipped a finger into her tight opening. Hearing her gasp, he slowly started rubbing her G spot, and with slightly longer strokes he started fucking her with his hand. When she finally came choking on his name, he smiled. Satisfied, he climbed back up her body and kissed her deeply.
"Wow," she'd remarked. Grinning at her, he raised his eye brows.
"Liked it then huh?" He whispered against her neck, while she clung to him, nodding. So with the object of her desire now crouched in front of her looking more then a little worried she took a deep breath.
"Sammie, are you ok?" He asked gently rubbing her thighs.
"Ah, yes and no. I have to tell you things Jack, and I'm scared about your reaction to them," she admitted freely.
"Just tell me honey," he stated as he sat next to her on the bed and pulled her into his lap while hugging her to him.
"It's about my dad, and a few other things," she stated and felt him tense.
"What about him?"
"Firstly, I have to tell you that he's a colonel, and he really hates someone I care about. I found out last week he's been trying to get the ball rolling to get them kicked out of the Air Force," she stated taking a breath and waiting for him to process everything.
"Who is it honey? Maybe we can help them?" Pulling back from him, he was shocked to see her tears. Standing and moving away from him, before he could touch her she sniffled.
"My full name is Samantha Xanthie Carter," she stated. Watching him, she bit her lip as more tears ran down her cheeks. "I understand Jon I really do! But please don't hate me! I've been trying to tell you! I told Chloe last night and she said I had to say something. I told her I knew and I've been trying! She told me what my dad's trying to do to you Jon!" She stated.
He knew she was hurting, she only ever called him Jon if she was in pain, scared, or thinking he'd do something stupid. But right then with the tears running so freely down her cheeks he knew it was because she was both scared and in pain. He'd seen her like this once before, when one of her school friends had been shot in front of her and later died. He couldn't do anything if he wanted. The news was that shocking to him!
He'd fallen for the devil's child! Quite literally as well! How could someone so innocent, so special, and so beautiful be *his* child? She would have had to have been adopted surely! He thought. But when he stood and saw her backing away slightly, his heart broke. He loved her it didn't matter that her father was the devil himself!
"Sammie, please," he whispered. "I'm never going to hurt you, you know this!"
"But I just..."
"You had you're reasons, and I do understand that! Please honey, don't let him pull us apart! I love you Sam! And ok you're dad is the devil, but you're an angel! I seriously don't know how it's possible for him to have such a person as you as a kid!"
"Jon," she whispered. Her knees buckled as she held her face in both hands. Moving quickly he grabbed her holding her tightly.
"Sh, Sammie! It's ok. We've avoided him so far! We can still avoid him!" Gripping him tightly, she cried into his chest for another two minutes before pulling back and staring at him.
"I played with your file on the database Jack, I changed your address, so now that I'm nearly living here dad can't think too much when he see's your file! Please don't yell at me! I want to protect you from him!" She rushed out so fast Jack had trouble hearing anything but.
"I pleaywithfiledatabase,Jack. I changedaddress, thati'mlivingherethinktoomuch." So when it finally registered he gripped her ever so tightly.
"Please never do anything so stupid again Sam!" He stated holding her tightly. Gripping him she nodded.
"Just don't touch anything! Don't say anything!" She stated looking at him. "I did it from home, so they'll know it was me when it comes out, please Jack." She stated nearly begging him with her eyes that he simply nodded, and lead her to the bed. Spooning behind her under the covers he held her tightly as she sniffled.
"You did all that to protect me?" He questioned suddenly. Smiling she nodded.
"I love you, Jonathon! I'd follow you to hell to make sure you came back alive," she whispered staring at the wall. Smiling he kissed her cheek.
"So Carter's your dad? Wow," he smirked. Shifting back against him she nodded. There was more that needed to be said but for now that was enough. She now knew he knew there was a lot more she hasn't told him, but he knew after the last 20 minutes, she'd tell him when she thought he wouldn't hurt her.
The fact of the matter was, Jack could never hurt her no matter what she told him! If she fell pregnant one day, and left, only to come back with a child he'd still love her! Sure he'd probably scream a bit, about that one but he'd never let her leave! Never let her out of his life! He'd do all the missions he had to until she turned twenty-one, then he'd marry her and get a nice little office job somewhere, in DC or Colorado, so they could have a family and be safe.
With this thought he smiled and drifted off to sleep with her in his arms where she belonged and where she'd stay forever! He knew they'd get through anything and everything now! They were together for life! And no matter what Colonel Jacob Carter threw at him, he'd push that man to the edge of the universe, to stay with Sam! To stay with his Sammie!
