Sorry if this chapter makes no sense xD

I'm also sorry that it took so long to update, this has been written for about a month I just never got around to posting it.

I also want to thank Nyah-chan, Erika Strider, and Silverclock for being my three reviewers. Though, Nyah doesn't really count since we're best buds IRL and comment on everything.

I also am lacking inspiration for future drabbles/one-shots. If anyone would like to give me any prompts (one word, one sentence, I don't care!) feel free to do so!

Disclaimer: If I owned Kingdom Hearts I doubt I'd be digging through my desk drawers for quarters to pay for an Otakon badge. xD

--- --- --- Knowing

I was still new to the whole 'thinking' thing. The red-haired wonder asked me what kind of cereal I wanted. I didn't answer. I didn't know how.

The mad scientist asked me if something hurt or felt wrong during a check-up. I couldn't answer. I didn't know what pain was.

I didn't know what pleasure was either.

None of us really knew what pleasure was. We could eat ice cream and say it was good, or drink spoiled milk and say it was bad, but real pleasure and real emotional pain? No one could really tell me what it was like.

The first I asked was that instrument-strumming nut. He smiled a lot; he should know.

"Well, Roxy, can I call you Roxy?"

"No."

"So, Roxy, you want to know what emotions feel like."

"That's what I asked you."

"Right, right. Well, Roxy, emotions are like music."

I should have known that he would compare emotions to music.

"Loud, screaming, floor-pulsing music is like anger. When it takes control of you that's all you can hear, it's all you can feel. When it's over your ears feel like there's cotton inside of them, and you can't hear so hot.

"Sadness is like a single violin playing something soft and delicate. Almost like if you touch it, it'll fall apart in your hands and be lost to the world. Add more violins, more string instruments, and the sound intensifies, but all the instruments can be overpowering and you won't be able to hear the single violin anymore.

"Techno and hip-hop and pop are all examples of something that can be 'happy'. It's bubbly, light, easy to listen to, something that can be sung in the shower or in a dark portal."

In a dark portal? Why would someone want to sing in a dark portal? The Melodious Noctune was, in my opinion, one of the strangest members of the Organization. Stranger still, he began laughing.

"Why are you laughing, IX?"

"It's funny 'cause out of the three major emotions, happiness is hardest to describe!"

I think it's funny that out of all the emotions, I want to know what happiness feels like the most. I guess Nobodies aren't supposed to know.