Sup ya'll, I wrote half of this today in my biology lesson. I was so bored, why did I pick Biology for my A-levels. Retard. Anyway this chapter is T, still, cmon I want to save the best for last, and I'm trying to build up to it nicely =D So I hope you enjoy this, leave a comment/review I'd appreciate it, I want to know how many people actually bother to read this =D
Excitement
Bella POV
How embarrassing? Just when I thought I couldn't make a bigger fool out of myself. Alice kept repeating 'Forget about it Bella, you really shouldn't be embarrassed of your body' and just as I was getting convinced she was over it already she cracked up laughing again. I didn't mind, just because her laugh is so…amazing and addictive. So after a while I started to laugh with her at my stupidity mostly.
Then I thought more about it.
If Alice saw me in the reflection, why didn't she just look away? I quickly ran an image of my body in my head looking for any imperfections that were more obvious than others. It seemed fine. So I guessed she didn't stare because there was something wrong with me. I smiled at that and then decided that I should probably just let it go.
The drive to school was over way too soon, what with Alice's disregard towards any speed limits, and we didn't even get a chance to talk properly.
''Thanks for the ride, though I expect one back home too, you know!'' I joked as we pulled to a stop near the school's parking lot. I was trying to unbuckle my seatbelt, and after three failed attempts I looked hopelessly at Alice. She seemed amused and was shaking her head.
''I can't do anything right, damn it'' and as I tried again she interrupted.
''Seems the car doesn't want you to go'' she turned to face me and reached over to the buckle on my side ''so let me help you with it'' she added. For a few seconds I was still, I didn't want to spoil the moment of closeness I had with her this time. My face was close to her neck and I was breathing heavy, my heart accelerating. I really just wanted to lean in and kiss her beautiful neck but before I could even consider the consequences she was already back in her seat looking at the front of the car.
She must have heard my heart pumping harder when she was near me. Was that bad?
Her touch still lingered on my skin slightly and I wished for more. Much more.
''You're free now'' is all she said. She still wasn't looking at me.
''Have I done something wrong?'' I asked confused. I must have done something wrong. I knew I already pushed her too far before why would this be any different. Maybe she knew what I was deciding on doing? Crap.
''No, course not!'' she tried to smile. I wasn't buying it. She was obviously upset about something.
''Alright, I'll see you after school'' I wasn't a happy bunny then as I left the car without saying anything else or looking back. A loud screech of tires made me turn around in an instance only to find that she drove away as quick as she could.
As I was walking to cafeteria I began wondering. Maybe I misunderstood her the first day she came back. Maybe she doesn't feel the same about me as I do about her. And maybe she's only hanging around because I've asked, sorry begged, her to stay and not leave. A lot of bad thoughts have entered my head in a few moments.
I walked into the cafeteria where a familiar face has popped in my view waving their arms around.
''Hi Bells!'' Mike shouted cheerfully.
''What are you so excited about?'' I answered sharply. I realised that I was being mean, and it's not his fault I'm down, again. So I smiled quickly to make sure he took it as a joke.
''Come with me'' he said grabbing my arm and pulling me towards an empty table in the corner of the cafeteria. His hand was warm. And I guess it felt nice. I've long forgotten the touch of fellow human's hands, unless it was Charlie, but he was never the one for hugs and kisses anyway. Nice, but not at all comparing to Vampire's hands. Cold as they are, they are simply amazing. Everything about their touch is just perfect. Everything about Alice's touch…and I stopped myself from being sad again.
''Where are the rest?'' I asked, a bit weirded out. There was no sign of Jessica, Angela or Eric.
''They're outside, it's a nice day, right?'' Mike answered reaching into the depths of his bag. ''You're probably wondering why I didn't take you outside as well'' he guessed smiling.
Okay I was pretty creeped out by then. I don't think of myself as pretty or attractive in any way and I am definitely not a big headed person, but I have a big hunch that Mike has the hots for me. I was just praying that he won't ask me something awkward. I decided to stay quiet and see how this plays out.
''Well, I wanted to show you this'' he put a small silver box on top of the table in front of me.
''Wow Mike, a box? You shouldn't have!'' I laughed, still puzzled. ''Does the magic box open?'' I added smiling.
''Ha-ha very funny. You're in a good mood!''
Correction. I was in a good mood. Then again give Alice a bit of time and she's back to her old hyper self.
Was I ever going to get her off my mind?
''Why wouldn't I be? Do continue, I am oh so interested in what this magic box contains Houdini'' I joked. Jokes? I must be so bad at them, no one ever laughs because of my jokes, it's usually because of me.
He lifted the top of the box slowly humming a drum roll and trying to create tension and excitement. I pulled my eyebrows together to make him hurry up as the curiosity got the better of me.
''Ta-daa'' he exclaimed
''Pot''
''Only the best strain in Washington? Dude you will be high as a kite. My cousin brought some for me when he was visiting last month. Said that it would cheer anyone up. I didn't need any cheering up so I immediately thought of you'' he smiled as he passed the open box filled with fat buds to me.
''Who said I needed cheering up?'' I asked. I know I was a bit depressed, but did everyone notice? Evidently, yes.
''Oh, okay, let's have it back then'' Mike answered, his eyes big.
''Alright, alright. I'll take it. How much do you want for it?'' I said putting the lid back on top and placing the box on the bottom of my bag.
''On the house, I think you need it more than I do'' he admitted clapping his hands and bowing in front of me like I'm some sort of Buddha
''What the hell are you doing?'' I queried, dumbfounded
''I am totally high, right about now'' he responded smiling ear to ear. Wow. I have to try some of this pretty soon.
Me and Mike actually managed to have a half-decent conversation over the rest of the lunch. He told me about how he tries not to get caught sneaking out of the house to see his other friends and how much he hated working in his parents shop. I had to agree, that must be boring, especially in this town.
Mike walked me to my first class this afternoon, Maths. I took a deep breath before stepping in the class, I just knew this was going to be one of the most boring classes I ever had to attend to.
And I was totally right. After Maths I had English which was the last lesson. I got happy at that but that still meant an hour of listening to the teacher mumbling about lectures I was not interested in. Why did they always give boring books to read? No wonder no one else was listening. If someone could kill a person with babbling on and on it would definitely be our English teacher.
I stopped being aware of the people around me as I started to let my mind drift away with my thoughts. I was thinking about how nice the weather is. Mmm, Alice would look lovely in the sun today. I was thinking about my truck, it needed some serious paint job, and then I thought of Alice's old yellow Porsche, that I hadn't seen for months now. She always looked so stylish…so glamorous. So sexy- and before I could continue in my head I stopped myself.
Is Alice all I think about lately? That can't be true. It's only been a few days, so this was totally impossible.
And then I looked at what I was scribbling on the back of my notebook, and completely gave up from trying to stop my thoughts about Alice. There was just no way. Alice Cullen. Alice Cullen 3. Alice+Bella. Bella Cullen. Written all over the back.
Dream on Bella.
The bell finally rang. How glad was I? I just picked up my bag off the floor not even bothering to put back my notebook as I hurried to the exit of the classroom. I tried to not trip when I was nearly jogging through the corridors of the school. I was quite excited to say the least. The rest of the day with Alice, and I was really happy at that thought. A big part of me was hoping that Alice would indeed be okay after this morning, even though nothing happened there was obviously something wrong.
I walked into the parking lot as my phone vibrated.
1 New Text Message
From: Mike
Bells you high yet?
Reply
Soon.
That was all I could come up with since I was too busy looking for that black Mercedes which wouldn't let me out earlier today. Unfortunately it was nowhere to be seen. I started to panic a little, looking around, but no luck. My phone vibrated again.
''Damn it Mike'' I whispered to myself as I flicked the phone open just to find that I was wrong.
1 New Text Message
From: Unknown
Walk outside of the parking lot sxc…xox
Who…Sexy? If this was Alice I was sure to burn right on sight. Did she just call me sexy? Without hesitation I continued my way across the parking lot, tripping once or twice along the way. Finally I reached the street that led to the parking. I looked around and noticed a yellow Porsche parked across the street. Windows blacked out.
Was that Alice's Porsche?
I smiled and walked towards it quickly. I grabbed the door handle to open the door but it didn't budge.
''O-kay…'' I said to myself looking confused
Next thing I know I was scooped up from the ground by a pair of amazingly strong, pale hands.
''Alice put me down, you scared me shitless!'' I pleaded laughing. She only just snuggled in between my shoulder and neck laughing.
''I missed you'' is all she whispered. It felt nice with her like this. My heart started to beat a little faster with each second that passed. She let go of me all too soon and put me back on the ground, gently.
''Mmm'' is all I could mumble out. I was a little dazed by her scent from a second ago. I smiled at her looking straight into her golden eyes. ''Me too'' I whispered as I leaned into her to give her a big hug. I really meant it. I missed her more than I thought I would ever miss anyone without seeing them for 2 hours.
I didn't want to let go but I also didn't want a repeat from earlier today, so I had to make myself step away.
Looking at the sports car next to me ''So you got it back then?'' I asked walking around it, admiring the view. Not only the car.
''Are you joking? All the way from Denali? No, I just bought a new one'' she explained. Of course, Cullens and their family money. ''It's a newer model. Do you like it?'' Alice added observing me intensely.
''Gorgeous…beautiful,'' I looked at her from head to toes. Her hair was exceptionally dark and straight and still flicked to the side. She was wearing a blue dress, her shoulders exposed as much as they possibly could without going over board, and ending before the knees, and high heels that she loved so much wearing. God she really did look gorgeous and beautiful. She looked ''breath-taking''. And that was directed at her, and by the smug look on her face I think she understood I was never talking about the car.
She was in front of me in a blink of an eye, when I made a surprised face but then quickly replaced it with a smile.
We just stared in each others eyes, none of us moving. I wonder where we are going to end up by the end of tonight. I tried hardest not to decide anything, because I knew she was trying to look into the near future.
I decided I was going to kiss her, as passionately as I could manage, push her against the car and get my hands on whatever I could. I was replaying it in my head, still looking in her eyes, as I noticed her expression changing slightly. She got the message.
''Bella, you seriously have to stop…'' she pleaded as she got closer to my face. I was going to stand my ground and not let my heart rip out of my chest from excitement. It was beating so fast right now I was sure my body was actually moving because of it. I came even closer, our lips away by centimetres, our eyes connected.
''Stop what?'' I asked innocently as I breathed on her lips, I could almost feel them on mine, yet they weren't touching completely. She put her right hand on top of my shoulder as if to push me away but she didn't push. She pulled.
''This'' she whispered as she pulled my shirt and our lips met, eyes lost as we both closed our eyes. The contact was amazing. Her lips were so soft, like nothing I've ever touched before, nothing I've ever experienced. The butterflies in my stomach were going crazy, my heart racing as if I was sprinting, and I was already forgetting how to breathe. But breathing didn't matter then. Her lips parted, inviting my tongue in her mouth, and my tongue complying, devoted.
It felt like nothing else in this world. I loved this feeling. Our tongues danced perfectly together, her grip on me hardened with each few seconds until her desire for me over took her senses.
Without stopping the unforgettable kissing she pushed me against the front of the car mask, and I spread my legs so she was right between them. I've never felt more passionate in my life, I just wanted to continue kissing her and never stop. My hand was holding a strand of Alice's hair, letting her know that I was enjoying what was happening. A moan escaped my lips and I felt hers pull into a smile. Her hands were on my legs slowly moving up, which made me go even more crazy, just down there. Now I understand what I was doing to her on my bed earlier this morning.
I decided to caress her petite body, from hips moving up to the sides and then finally resting on the breasts. They were so full and firm, I couldn't help myself and I squeezed them slightly, which got me a purr from Alice. I was so dizzy by then that I think I started to black out.
Everything stopped.
''Bella are you ok?'' she asked worried trying to lift my face up to hers to have a better look.
''Yeah, I just need to breathe now'' I mumbled smiling like an idiot.
''That was…'' Alice started
''Amazing'' I finished.
Breathe in, breathe out Bella!
Hell yeah. I think that was cool.
I think Bella's point of view is much more interesting since we all know too well how our body behaves in situations like these so we can all relate, right? If you're wondering about the weed, it's just an addition to the fun they will have in the next chapters. No spoilers. Be patient =) You'll love it. Until then feel free to message me or whatever, Much Love x
