"You either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become a villain"

Lol…I was high on sugar on Christmas eve, so I decided instead of sitting around, I started writing. Also I was singing along with Psychosocial by Slipknot, which got me hyper.

I know there's probably a load of spelling errors, because I wrote this really fast and it was the middle of the night.

" All of these lines across my face

tell you the story of who I am

so many stories of where I've been

and how I got to where I am"

- Brandi Carlile~ The story

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The room was dark. It smelled like attics and cellars do, but was freezing. A lone figure sat in an old comforter in a corner, by a desk. A Whiskey bottle was standing on the desk ,along with several empty ones.

The figure was holding a picture in his hands. A evil grin passed his lips " I'm going to enjoy killing you. For what ever you did to Lilith, I hope you'll burn in hell forever this time." He took a sip of the whiskey and threw the picture on the floor. The picture landed on the floor revealing Dean Winchester standing beside the Impala.

Sam Winchester grinned coldly and held out his hand towards the picture, which caught fire instantly. His irises were cover by a yellow shade. Suddenly his smile faded and his eyes turned back to their normal color. Standing on the opposite side of the room was Lilith, still in Kate's body.

"Missed me babe?" she asked in a childish voice and giggled. Sam was once again smiling and walked towards her. " How could I not?" he asked and lifted her up kissing her viciously.

"Where were you?" he asked, his face turning serious. She giggled and kissed him " I was just checking out Dean and why you didn't manage to kill him. Like I told you too." Sam sighed and let go of her. " I already told you why. I just have this strange feeling every time I see the guy. Like I'm supposed to know him or something." He explained and paced in front of her.

Lilith followed him with her eyes. " I already told you. That evil man kept you hostage for years. He brainwashed you, made you believe that he was your family. He made you forget about me and your real family." She tried to sound as convincing as the first time she'd told the lie, but this time it didn't seem like Sam was going to bite into it that easy.

Why did her story sound less convincing every time he heard it, Sam wondered. " Then what about Bobby? You said he would protect Dean, no matter what And I had to take him out first, but he didn't strike me as a real threat. He's nothing compared to Kim." He yelled out. "Speaking of Kim. You said that me and her had been together, but when I saw her I didn't quite get the feeling that I hated her." He could see Lilith starting to feel uncomfortable and he enjoyed it " I'm starting to think that Lilith has been a bad little girl" he said in a mocking tune.

God! She hated Sam's mood swings and questions. In a way he hadn't changed much, only that his new hobby was tormenting people. No demons had ever managed to break the spell that kept all the memories of their previous life forgotten, but Sam seemed to start remembering some things. At least he was starting to feel like the old Sam. He had only been under her spell for a couple of days and already he was beginning to break it. Dammit!

Now a pissed off demonic Sam was standing in front of her. She thought about her options. Sam was 10 times more powerful than her to tell the truth. So she fled, or rather disappeared to be more accurate, leaving a pissed off Sam to cool down.

After five minutes Sam had decided on what to do. He was going to see Dean.

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Dean, Bobby and Kim were driving in the Impala. They had been driving in silence for about 30 minutes when Dean clears his throat. " So, Kim. Want to tell me why you're helping us? And earlier you said something about not being a demon. Care to explain?`" he eyed her in the mirror, since she was in the back seat. He saw her uncomfortably shifting in her seat.

Well, he's bound to find out sooner or later, she though. "You really want to hear my story Dean?" she asked serious. Dean gave her a questioning look "Yes" he said. She sat up straight "Ok, I'll tell you, but keep driving and no interruptions. I got a short patience." She said.

Here we go, she though and drew in a breath. "I was born some time before Christ in Scandinavia. My mother was demon, my father a human. When I was born the towns people of the village decided that I was cursed, since my mother was a demon and later on my six month birthday, BOTH my parents died in a fire. And before you say anything, Dean. Yes, I was a psychic" Dean's mouth hung open and Bobby looked shocked. "You were a friggin' psychic?" Dean yelled.

" Yeah, I just told you." She replied.

She thought for a second before continuing. "I was raised by the local Witch, she was the only one who would come near me. So I lived actually quite happily in the village 'til I was 22." Dean knew what was coming next, but kept his mouth shut. Bobby also seemed to know.

"After I turned 22 my powers surfaced and me and the witch were forced to move, becoming nomads. She taught me how to control my powers and I became quite good at using them." She beamed proudly.

"What powers did you have?" Dean asked and looked at her in the mirror.

Kim was quiet, thinking. " The first one I got was premonitions, like Sam. After that it was…" she stopped to think. "Er, I think it was mind reading. Damn now I remember why I got killed in the first place" she grumbled annoyed and muttered something incoherent.

Bobby had stifle a laugh and turned away, looking out the window. " What happened after that?" he asked and cleared his throat.

Kim glared at him, she could easily see that he was about to start laughing at her. "The demon got all the psychics together, just like he did 2 years ago in Cold Oak and had us battling each other." Dean shivered by the mention of Cold Oak. "So I take it you didn't win" it wasn't a question. She looked almost sad "No…this telekinetic guy overpowered me. Drove a friggin' pole through my chest." Dean felt sad for her, wishing he didn't, because she was a demon.

Bobby turned and looked at her "Then how did you end up as a demon?" he asked.

She sighed "Well, that's the hard part, I'm not. I'm a death angel"

"What?!" Both Dean and Bobby yelled out. The Impala shifted onto the wrong field and a Mac truck was heading straight for them.

"Dean, get the fucking car back in the right field!" Kim yelled and pointed ahead. Dean snapped out of the shock and turned the car over. A minute later and they would have been hit. Dean drove off the road and onto a dirt road and parked.

He turned and looked straight into Kim's eyes "what do you mean, you're a death angel?" he asked, scarily calm.

Kim wide eyed and startled locked eyes with Dean " I mean what I said. I'm a Death angel. You know opposite of an Angel?"

Bobby had never in his life as a hunter heard that there was any real proof that angels and death angels existed. But something about her made him believe her. "how does someone become a death angel? Aren't they supposed to be fallen angels or somethin'?"

"Nah, don't really know how you become a death angel, I just know that the pit in hell I was in…" she paused and shuddered "…is one of the worst places in hell. And I was there until Jake opened the devil's gate in Wyoming."

Dean couldn't remember anything from hell, which he was grateful for, but whatever he had been through must have been nothing compared to what Kim had been through.

Obviously not wanting to talk more about what she was she continued telling something else. "After you died, I went to see Sam. I'd been keeping tabs on you guys for a while." She admitted with a sly grin "He was really broken up about your death, he wouldn't speak to anybody, not even Bobby. So I told him that I could help getting you back and I could also help him get Lilith. At first he didn't listen to me at all, he's got scars to prove it, but after a while he started trusting me. I helped him tap into his powers." After hearing that Dean slammed his fist into the stearing wheel.

He turned to her, ready to kill her on the spot. " You taught him how to use his powers?!" he yelled. Kim glared at him angry "Well, you can say 'thanks' to me anytime you want. I taught Sam how to use his powers, he got you out of hell!" she shouted. Dean paled and turned quiet.

Sammy got me out of hell`? "He risked his life getting you back. Jesus, Dean. You should have seen the way he looked after performing the damned ritual. He had to stay in bed for a week, because he was to weak to even stand up straight. Then you shoved up two weeks later." She told him and stared at a shocked Dean " You never even though about how, or why you were back?" she asked.

Dean swallowed hard and thought. She's right! Why the hell didn't I think about why, or how I was brought back. "Damn, does this have something to do with the fact that he tried to kill you and Bobby?" he asked already knowing the answer.

" Yes. I think that something went very wrong with his powers. And the way he was talking to me, it seemed like he didn't even know who we really were. I think that Lilith is somehow caught up in this, maybe she's brainwashed him or something, I don't know." She said shaking her head.

"I hate to break up the bonding moment, but maybe we should focus on finding him?" Bobby interrupted.

"yeah ,enough with the story telling, let's go get Sam back" Kim said. Dean recognized the gesture. Every time something became to emotional or awkward, he would just try to move ona fast as possible. "Ok, Angel girl" he said and grinned, Kim smacked him in the head and muttered something in Latin, while Bobby laughed.

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Sam stood outside enjoying the cold air. His eyes were closed and his body relaxed. He concentrated on Dean, trying to figure out his location. Pictures flew through his head. He saw the Impala parked on a dirt road, Dean was talking to Kim and Bobby was there too. Then the Impala started driving and he saw the road. He smiled. They were on their way to the old house he and Lilith had been hiding in.

Dean. Every time he heard the name something inside him felt strange. Like, the guy meant something to him, but he couldn't remember. Kim had tried to convince him that Dean was his brother, but Lilith had said that the guy had brainwashed him into believing he was. He had no idea who to believe. On some level he knew Lilith had lied to him. At first he had done every one of her commands, never doubting her, but now even just after a few days he'd started doubting her. Something felt wrong. And he knew that somehow this Dean held all the answers.

He walked across the parking lot and spotted a black pick-up. Perfect he though. His eyes turned yellow and he stared at the truck before it gave a small electrical noise and the door opened and he got inn. Then he drove off towards Dean.

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To say Lilith was pissed was an understatement. She was beyond pissed. She was raging through old book after old book, but nothing could tell her why her 'forgetting' spell on Sam had started to fade.

Now before her was something the demons like to think of as their Bible. It is a combination of experiences and myths that demons have actually written down. She opened the book on a page that had the title 'Azazel's Children' and read.

That's when she saw it. How could she be so stupid, of course no spells were going to work on him, not for long anyway. Since Sam was the last one standing of his generation of psychic children, he was the rightful leader of the demon army. Therefore he had been made almost immune to spells. The leader of the demons couldn't be a weak human so when the victor of the psychics was announced he was rewarded with special immunity.

"Your majesty." A voice said from behind her. She slammed the book shut and turned. A woman, maybe twenty years of age, was standing there, her eyes pitch black. "What!" she yelled. Why did her minions have to interrupt her at the worst times , she thought. "Sam is on the move. I think he's tracking Dean, my lady" Lilith laughed at the titles her minions were calling her. "Follow him, don't interfere or make yourself known. If you do I'll send you back to hell myself." The demon bowed and ran off.

"So, you're planning on meeting up with your brother?" She said quietly. "Perfect chance for me to kill him and try to convince you to join me, or kill you"

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The impala was roaring down the highway. AC/DCs "you shook me all night long" was playing to loud inside the car. Dean was tapping on the stearing wheel and humming. Bobby was slumped in the passenger seat trying to block out the music, while Kim was staring blankly out the window.

Bobby turned to look at the girl. She looked scary, staring into nothing while mumbling incoherent words. Then suddenly she jerked "STOP THE CAR!" she yelled and shot up from her seat. Dean jumped when he heard her yell and stepped on the breaks.

"what the hell crawled up your ass?" Bobby asked still shocked from her outburst. She opened the door and stepped out. Bobby and Dean's eyes met and Dean shrugged and went after her.

She was staring at the road ahead and Dean followed her gaze. That's when he saw the black pick-up standing in the road. "Why are you staring at a car?" he asked, but then the car door opened and someone stepped out, but it was too dark to see who the person was.

The person stepped closer, but Kim held out her hand. "stay back!" she warned. The person laughed and Dean stiffened. It was Sam's laughter. "Or what? You'll kill me?" he laughed again and stepped closer into the light from the Impala. "I'd like to see you try" he said with a un Sam like smile on his face.

"Sammy…" was all Dean could say. His brothers eyes were yellow, just like that yellow-eyed son of a bitch. And the smirk on his face was so not Sam.

"What are you doing here?" Kim asked and stepped up to Sam. He smiled "Well, Lilith was giving me a hard time because I didn't kill Dean. I guess I really wanted to see why he was so much of a threat to her, but I can see that he clearly isn't any" Kim peeked at Dean who was staring at Sam. " Seriously, why does he keep staring at me?" Sam asked his smile fading.

Bobby was standing besides Dean and caught Sam's eyes for a moment. Enough to make him shudder. "Don't you remember?" he asked. Sam shrugged and eyed Dean and Bobby "what is there to remember?" he asked and smirked. "A lot" came Kim's short reply as she placed her hand on Sam's head, causing him to scream.

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Kim already knew that Lilith had put a spell on Sam and which one. she also knew it wasn't going to last long. But still she needed to take it away. So while in the car she had searched through her mind for a counter spell, she finally found one, just as she felt Sam's presence near by.

She knew she needed to touch him for it to work, but that wasn't the main problem. Was he here to kill them or do something else? Because if he was here to kill them, he could do so without any problem, but then again if he really wanted them dead, they would already be dead.

While Sam was eyeing Dean and Bobby she gathered all the power she needed and said the few words that came with the spell. "What is there to remember?" she heard Sam say to Bobby. That's when she saw her chance. "A lot" she said and placed her hand on his head and he screamed out in agony.

"Sammy! " she heard Dean scream, before an invinsible force threw her into a tree. She saw Sam fall to the ground unconscious and Dean run to his side. And then everything went black.

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In the shadow of the forest, oblivious to the others, two demons were watching. One of the demons was the girl Lilith had yelled at, the other one a boy, not more than fifteen years old.

Their eyes meet and both nodded then dematerialized.

TBC…

Good? Bad? Reviews are welcome

I made a little mistake in chapter one. I made it seem like Sam was possessed, but that wasn't how it was supposed to be, so excuse me.

The clock is now 04:22 pm Christmas eve and I'm going to bed.